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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    Slightly wobbly in her high-heeled shoes, Harrow walks over the wet gravel in an ungainly line, and puts out her cigarette in the muddy earth of John Gaius’ fresh-dug grave.

    Gideon stares at her.

    ‘Come on,’ Harrow says, and brushes off her hands as she straightens back up. ‘Let’s get a drink.’

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    16 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Different places, different timelines, different meetings, different Decembers. And still, Jake and Bradley find each other in every universe.

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    14 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    "God, it’s so painfully, achingly obvious. It’s staring right at him at that moment, etched in Will’s innocuous words. He basically spent the last few months digging himself into an endless pit of his own making. Why couldn’t he be like him? Why couldn’t he be brave and face what he feels and what he is, instead of using El and Will as a mirror of who he wanted to be?

    He can feel shameful tears rolling down his face, getting into his ears. He can’t find it in him to look at Will when he speaks, keeps his voice purposely low so it can’t break. 'Yeah, that might be it. Thanks. I know what I need to write, now. I know how to fix the ending.'

    He hears Will shift a little, his hand brushing against Mike’s shoulder when he tucks it back under his cheek. 'What are you gonna write?' The words are spoken in an even, soothing cadence, as if Will were afraid of scaring off Mike."

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    Mike leaves for college and keeps unraveling until he has no choice but to stop being afraid.

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    13 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    “I can’t believe we’re at college,” Will says, trying to contain his giddiness so Robin and Steve don’t hear them.

    Mike shifts his legs to lay next to Will and scooches closer so they can hear each other. “I mean, technically we’re still off campus.” His face brightens as Will starts to frown. “But I’m glad to be anywhere near campus with you.”

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    Will comes out to Mike on their way to visit Robin and Steve at college as prospective students. Will has his first kiss and Mike figures out what he wants.

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    28 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Will takes a moment to realize Mike is next to him, feeling around on the ground with his right hand, the one not covering his eye, until he finds Mike. Will grabs onto Mike's knee, fingers digging into his skin through the fabric of his jeans. 

    “Mike– Mike, it hurts,” Will sobs, rolling over on his side to face Mike. Tears roll down his face, his cheeks stained and pink.

    He tries to open his eyes to look at Mike, but everything is wrong.

    Will’s left eye–

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    Mike and Will learn to live with their disabilities and find their passions once more, with each other's help.

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    28 Dec 2025