15 Bookmarks by crucicatorxx

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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    It became a common word. Innocuous.

    Or not that much, really, if Pond were being honest, because they still had to do plenty of explaining and exposition around it, the two disclaimers they’d learned to give to the watchers: this is not fanservice and this is fanservice, both equally defiant of the rules that’d ruled them in the industry for a long time. But once a certain amount of time passed, ‘partner’ became a familiar term in interviews and shows. It made its debut on stage—Pond couldn’t recall the first time they’d used that word in front of cameras—and settled into a comfortable position by the bed, knees tucked in, not quite sure where it was going to spend the night but not quite anxious about it either.

    Or,

    Pond Naravit has feelings for his partner.

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    28 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fuck it if i cant have us

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    They had both set different boundaries when they’d started doing this. Pond’s was that Phuwin wouldn’t get to see him fully naked; Phuwin’s was that Pond would only touch him when Phuwin wanted him to.

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    15 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    inhaling this series like fucking crack

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    "You are my abyss, Pond. And Nietzsche says, 'If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.'"

    "I'm not just gazing, Sparrow," Pond whispered, biting the tip of his nose. "I am the abyss itself. And you keep jumping, knowing you'll crash to the bottom."

    ...

    Pond Naravit is the chaos, a rock star held together by ink, adrenaline, and violence. Phuwin Tang is the order: a meticulous tattoo artist with a "perfect" life and a hidden addiction to being ruined. When a scandal threatens to destroy his band, Pond seeks the only relief he knows: Pain. And Phuwin is the only canvas willing to bleed for him.

    A story about mutual destruction and the dirty secret of being a "Ghost Track."

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    20 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    whether im gonna be your wife or, gonna smash up your bike, that i havent decided yet...but im gonna get you back

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    He looked like something straight out of a wet dream. His length kept twitching and slapping against his stomach, matching the intensity of the gaze he directed at Kian from between his sucked thighs. The sweat pooling on his neck trickled down his slender throat. If all his wet dreams were going to be like this, Kian wanted to drown in the exploding pleasure right there, to sleep forever, to fall onto the sheets where the bitter scent of their fragrances blended.

     

    The end of PAM episode 1: what happens after Peachhayarat gets off Thee.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    being parasocial for an author is def not healthy

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    [DISCONTINUED]

    [READ THE TAGS GAYS THEN UNFOLD]
     
    A marriage built on obligation should have been clean.
    It isn’t.
    Phuwin Tangsakyuen...royalty raised on restraint, silk, and silence...steps into a world where loyalty is measured in blood and love is never spoken aloud. Pond Lertratkosum, heir to a syndicate that survives on control, does not touch what he wants. He watches. He waits.

    "He's different..Pond, the mafia...he's so dangerously human.. "

    "The Prince is heartbreakingly beautiful"

    Phuwin grew up believing devotion is quiet. Pond Lertratkosum grew up believing devotion is lethal. Somewhere between shared meals and sleepless nights, they begin to learn each other’s language.

    “Your Highness,” Pond mumbled over the shivering knuckles of Phuwin, just over the engagement ring which feels less like a weight now.
    "Call me by my name, Pond"
    "...I don't dare to..."
    " Call me by yours then..."

     

    This is a story about love that arrives without permission.
    About two men standing on opposite ends of duty, slowly stepping closer.
    About yearning so deep it feels like home.

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    20 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    In the name of pondphuwin the best fanfic ever

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    peach learns what it feels like to experience mind-numbing pleasure for the first time in his life, all thanks to his constantly horny mafia boyfriend.

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    17 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Peach is always wet for kian i said what i said

  7. Public Bookmark 19

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    After the first day of Fancon, they are still very emotional, the bed is very warm, and the weight of every word spoken still blossoms in the heart.

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    13 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    our secret moments, in a crowded room

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    Phuwin is in Chiang Mai filming Scarlet Heart, Pond is stuck in Bangkok with exams and their situationship is hanging by a thread—literally.

    or

    Phuwin posts thirst traps, opens pool livestream and uploads old gym photos just to get a reaction. Pond texts him to stay hydrated.
    When Pond finally shows up on set with matching red thread bracelets and that stupid soft smile, Phuwin is ready to kill him—or kiss him senseless.

    Possibly both.

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    13 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what do you know about yearning?

  9. Public Bookmark 88

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    after diesel gets in a DUI, day is assigned as his new personal driver.

    or

    two broken teenagers having extremely different pasts somehow end up being each others reason to breath.

    or

    where day slowly becomes the light of diesel's life and diesel is the most precious thing day has ever had for himself.

    moodboard.

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    07 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    daydiesel endgame feels like i achieved in life

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    And Pond says I love you.

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    29 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i tried converting my religion in search for a new belief, turned out the only entity i could ever rever was you

  11. Public Bookmark 38

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    And there is a proper way to eat everything: with peach, you have to be sincere.

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    29 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my english feels embarassing

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Phuwin is not used to relying on the visual channel of perception, so when he crosses the threshold of a room the next day and someone else's attentive gaze instantly cuts into him, he is a little stunned. An unknown guy has a mole under his left eye, and Phuwin feels a stupid irrational urge to touch it with his thumb or index finger.

    In an attempt to dispel the weird obsession, he closes his eyes and, as is his habit, listens.

    So, you could say it all started with a sound. To be more precise, with the sound of the name.

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    phuwin's gay yearning will be studied by historians

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    It happens without fanfare. The shift from cameras to closed doors, an intimate click of the knob turning in a cocooned space. Suddenly, one day, Phuwin turns, and there Pond is, and his whole being exhales.
    That’s how it starts.

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    16 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    he is going to marry that man

  14. Public Bookmark 25

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    Today is the last day of rehearsals for the concert, and Phuwin is the driver, as usual; Pond is half asleep and complaining as always. A few jabs and a few hugs.

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    07 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    they got no idea, about me and you

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “I-“ Phuwin pauses, swallowing. “I would hate to delay filming with a hundred takes just because I took too long to get it right, you know?”
    “Then let’s practice.” Pond almost can’t believe his own mouth.
    And instead of being surprised, or sceptical, or disturbed, Phuwin turns to look at him and says, “Sure.”

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    29 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love grinding my buddy

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