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They met when they were kids. He was so exhilarated to be understood, to have connected some loose circuitry and finally feel his energy flowing like it was supposed to. He never thought about that feeling, bright and alive with electricity, safe and complete, as something that could be romantic.
He truly never thought about it. Jisung was one thing, so he probably wasn’t another.
But he was wrong. Jisung has always been everything he could be, everything at once. A chameleon, a many-limbed cephalopod, a jack of all trades, a genius. Minho’s best friend, his longest companion, his greatest source of annoyance, of anxiety. His family, his dongsaeng. And now, the focal point of his desire.
Of course. Of course if anyone could push and pull at Minho’s emotions, his subconscious, his sex drive, it would be clever, oblivious, determined Jisung.
When Jisung announces that his male TA wants to date him, Minho nosedives into an obsessive spiral. He can't fight his own jealousy, the dense tangle of his repressed desire, or the increasing awareness that maybe they've been more than friends all along.
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06 Jul 2025
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“Isn’t it weird, dating your childhood best friend?” The question slips out, and Jisung and regrets it immediately.
“Why would it be weird?”
“... I dunno,” Jisung looks back down at his own bowl of rice, reaches to load it with the side dishes just for something to do.Jisung decides to finally make an action plan for his weird feelings about Minho dating someone, which leads them both to figure out things they never tried to examine too closely. Canon-compliant fic about wading out of the thick of the shittiest parts of situations.
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18 Jun 2025
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"Overthinking?" Minho asks, feeling pushy. "Should hyung give you something else to think about?"
"Always," Jisung tells him, eyes flashing wide in that way that means game on.
"Hmm," he says, leaning his chin on his hand to get a better view of Jisung's face. He thinks his own expression might be leaking mischief. "Okay then, how about this. Find me someone who'll suck my cock."
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26 May 2025
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But the desire, it’s not his. He feels dirty as he steps forward, narrowing the distance between them. “You’re too nice, hyung,” he murmurs. Half-laughing, not really feeling it. “If you keep being so nice to me, I’ll start thinking you have a crush on me or something.”
Minho’s eyes flick up to meet his. He really does have beautiful eyes, this boy. Maybe, under different pretenses, no ex-boyfriends involved, Jisung could’ve fallen for him with just one look.
Minho’s mouth twitches. “Ding-ding-ding,” he says softly. “One point to Han Jisung.”
Jisung smiles, despite himself. “Do I win?”
“Yeah,” Minho says. An exhale, punched out. He pushes a hand through his hair. “What do you want for it?”
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Jisung's boyfriend falls for Lee Minho. Jisung decides to date Lee Minho. You know, as revenge.
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02 May 2025
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Once he’d sat side to side with Minho and through the box said, forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. And Minho had answered, tell me your sins, my child.
Minho knew all his sins. Was all of them, in human form. Like the devil.
After, he was fucked into the wall of the confessional box.
Han Jisung recites a prayer.
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01 May 2025
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“Hyung,” he calls, voice lighter now. “Come here.”
Minho steps closer, his gaze flicking between Jisung’s face and the oranges hanging from the branches. Jisung rolls one gently in the palm of his hand before he lets it go.
“You don’t just grab the first one you see,” he says, his voice soft. “You want to look for the ones that feel heavy for their size. That means they’re juicy. See this? The skin should be firm but not too tough. A little bit of give when you press it—” He presses his thumb against the surface, demonstrating. “That’s how you know it’s good.”
Minho hums, thoughtful, then plucks an orange from the branch, testing it the way Jisung showed him. His fingers press into the peel just slightly, and he nods, satisfied. “Like this?”
Jisung glances at it, then at Minho, and something warm unfurls in his chest— small, quiet, but persistent. “Yeah,” he says, smiling. “Exactly like that.”
(OR: Minho and Jisung, and the start of a summer romance.)
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18 Apr 2025
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“There are two rooms, and the lodge is more than big enough for two adults. We’re both relatively sane, which is always a bonus. You couldn’t murder me, though it’d be fun to see you try, and I promise I’ll try not to murder you.” Minho blinked guilelessly, apparently at the end of his speech. “Stay.”
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When Jisung arrives at his vacation house to find it double booked, his options are to return home, tail tucked between his legs, or learn to cohabit with the handsome, enigmatic stranger already occupying the lodge.
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15 Apr 2025
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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26 Mar 2025
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“My dad died,” Minho says. No sugarcoating it. “An hour ago. He died.”
Silence.
If Minho didn’t know any better, he’d think Jisung hung up on him. But he does know better. So he tugs on the phone cord, stretching it out until he reaches the window in his bedroom. He pulls up the blinds. As expected, Jisung is already there.
“Are you okay?” Jisung asks, his lips moving before the words make it through Minho’s receiver. He always makes it to his window first, because he has one of those new cordless phones. Untethered.
If Jisung didn’t know any better, he’d offer his condolences, probably say something appropriate like I’m sorry for your loss. But he does know better. So he only asks once, just to be sure, and then he won’t ask again. He waits for Minho to answer. As expected, he doesn’t.
“Well, hey,” Jisung says, “on the bright side, at least you finally get the Mustang.”
(or: minho runs from the things that scare him, and he thinks jisung might scare him the most)
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10 Mar 2025
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Jisung's face is the first thing he sees when he opens his eyes, just across the bed. It's half shadowed, the only light slanting in from the bathroom, and soft with sleep. Perfectly still. Pretty. Peaceful. Ready to go into the ground.
But then a puff of air parts his lips, rustles over Minho's skin. A slow, silent inhale, and then it comes again, quick. Life crawling in and crashing out of him.
Minho touches his fingertips to the knife under his pillow and listens to the whistle of his breath.
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- Part 2 of The Road and the Ride
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06 Mar 2025
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Seungmin narrows his eyes at her. “You wanted to fuck hyung, didn’t you?”
Hyunjin’s head shoots up to gape at him. “No,” she says as if it’s such an absurd assumption. As if Seungmin doesn’t send her out regularly to fuck other men. “He’s your brother.”
“I think you wanted to fuck him,” Seungmin says. He trails his hand up her thigh. “It’s okay if you did. I know he’s hot.”
“You’re so weird,” Hyunjin manages.
or: Seungmin doesn't fuck. Changbin's willing to step in.
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- Part 2 of mirrors (the perv/aceseungmin anthology)
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27 Jan 2025
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It was a good thing Jisung had his ankle hooked around Minho’s under this crooked, rickety table because otherwise, he would have floated up to the sky, untethered, untenable. His raw, red heart a beacon amongst the pale blue and cotton white, laid bare for all who remained with their feet firmly on the ground to see, the way it beat, fast and furious, a rhythm that would be telling even to a casual observer, that screamed with every pound: He loves me. He loves me. He loves me.
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- Part 7 of author’s favourites
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17 Jan 2025
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“Three years,” Jisung says between the lines of saliva. “Since— since I met him.”
“Oh,” Minho replies. He wrings his hands together. “You were first. If that makes you… feel better.”
“It doesn't,” Jisung mumbles.
If someone told him he would meet the other man at the airport, surrounded by unfamiliar faces and unfamiliar land and unfamiliar everything, Jisung wouldn't have believed them. But now he cocks his head to look the other man in the face, sees the way his jaw shakes with each breath.
It’s one thing to be the first. How would it feel to know you were second choice?
When Jisung's long-term, long-distance boyfriend suddenly dies, he's rendered heartbroken. Flying back from his home in Kuala Lumpur to his late-boyfriend's funeral in Seoul, he has a layover in Manila and happens to meet Minho— his boyfriend's other partner.
Grief and anger and heartbreak go hand-in-hand. Especially when meeting the other man in an airport terminal.
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11 Apr 2024
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Minho ignores him. Pointedly. His tongue runs over his bottom lip. He takes his glasses off, sets them on his desk. “Daddy issues? Mommy issues? A bit of both?”
Yes. That much is obvious. It seems redundant to bring it up when they both already know. “I want to be wanted.”
“And you think sex will do that for you?” Minho sighs. A long, drawn thing that blows up the hair at his brow. “Or are you chasing a false flag?”
“What do you mean?”
“Love.”
“That sounds much too serious,” Jisung swallows. His eyes feel wet at the edges, a wafer dipped in wine. “Permanent.”
“So, a bit of both, then.”
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31 Mar 2024
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Public Bookmark 257
Mystery Work
Part of PRIV FICS
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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30 Mar 2024
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“Did you write those songs yourself?”
Jisung startles so hard he nearly drops the guitar. “What are you doing here?”
“That surprised to see me?”
“Surprised I didn't hear your cloven hooves trampling children's dreams on your way in.”
(or, a you've got mail au)
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24 Mar 2024
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“Okay, Jisung. I’ll help you out, because the sooner you realize the better,” Minho frowns, pouring water over his newly mixed teabag. Steam wafts up in a blooming cloud, interrupting his clear view of Jisung.
“Excuse me?”
“They’re trying to set us up,” Minho tips his chin in the direction of the matchmakers, all of them tittering and avoiding their eyes to huddle together when Jisung turns around. “They think they have some sort of gift. They’ve been on my ass for years. You’re new, and they lured you in, and now they’re sending you over here to get lemon balm tea because it’s supposed to make you lucky in love. It’s as good as cupid’s arrow around here.”
“Oh,” Jisung’s throat bobs when he swallows. His cheeks grow even pinker. “I’m not looking for a relationship.”
Minho snorts, rolling his eyes before he can think better of it. “That makes two of us.” He sets the freshly brewed cup on top of a saucer, slides it on the top of the bar and into Jisung’s hands.
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26 Feb 2024
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The sweetness in the summer air is redolent of childhood, of carefree laughter and dripping sweat and slapping footsteps. Of wispy yellowing grass, of sticky red berries, of lethargic orange tabbies.
“Guess who’s back,” Jisung shoots for nonchalant but his resulting grin is tenuous at best. “Surprise?”
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28 Jan 2024
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“Hyung.”
Minho kissed him again. Once. Twice. Soft and wet, dew on a rose. “Hm?”
“This won’t change things, right?”
“No, jagiya,” Minho said. “This won’t change anything, not for me.”
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14 Jan 2024
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They weren’t actually related. They were adults. It was all just talk. What did it matter if she thought he was attractive? What did it matter if he felt the same about her?
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- Part 1 of Thinking Of You
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17 Dec 2023