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forever trapped (with you) by spiralribbons
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
09 Jun 2024
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Aventurine disobeys the Company, and is sentenced to return to his previous life of slavery - with a few modifications.
As punishment for aiding Aventurine, Ratio’s stripped of his position, and is ordered to turn Aventurine into a sex doll.
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“I’ll do it,” Ratio says, his fists clenched so hard in his anger that he can feel his fingers going numb, “On one condition - I get to keep him when I’m done.”
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- Part 5 of Ratio/ Aventurine dead doves
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09 Sep 2026
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Veritas Ratio goes to a private slave auction, and tests the limits of his new slave's cunt.
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- Part 2 of Ratio/ Aventurine dead doves
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09 Sep 2026
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Poem of the day:
"Dù nàng có chạy trốn, rồi nàng sẽ phải đuổi theo,
Dù nàng từ chối quà tặng, rồi nàng sẽ phải ban tặng,
Và dù bây giờ chưa yêu, rồi nàng sẽ yêu, dù lòng chẳng muốn..."Khúc ca gửi Aphrodite (Ode to Aphrodite)
Sappho đảo Lesbos (Thế kỷ VII – VI TCN)Bookmarked by dawnstardust
25 Aug 2026
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Chuuya is the last person to find out but the first person to find Dazai after he's held for months by a human trafficking ring that turns youth into pets for elite clientele.
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09 Aug 2026
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dolls don't have emotions (so why am I so scared?) by DeviBlue
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Jan 2022
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“You found me,” Dazai croaked.
She walked towards him and rested a deceivingly gentle hand on his cheek. He tried his best not to lean into it. Soft touches were rare, especially from her, and she used them to wrap him around her finger. Giving him the love he craved whenever he strayed too far. It was disgusting and humiliating that she still had that effect on him.
“Shuuji-kun, you know you can never hide from us,” she said, just like all those years ago.
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Dazai's past comes back to destroy the life he's built for himself in the light.
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07 Aug 2026
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from S2E9:
“Do you still wear the coat that I gave you?”
“I burned it.”They’re the wrong words to say.
Mori’s abuse runs deep—deeper than anyone, including Dazai, had realized. And he’s doing it all over again.
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“You… are… such a freak,” he says between breaks for air.“I cannot waste the time we have,” Fyodor answers, letting their lips touch as he talks. “So few flowers are prettiest when they are dying.”
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Fyodor and Dazai have a particular arrangement where one of them gets information, and the other one gets to fuck. Some of their feelings, like hate, are mutual. Some are not.
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sticky lotus roots by pretenkious
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
05 Jul 2021
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But everything was just so… present.
The background chirp of cicadas was more like a swarm screaming directly into his ear. The tinkle of chopsticks on bowls from Mo Ran still eating in their kitchen, sharing the meal meant for two with loneliness, pounded in Chu Wanning’s head. His stomach churned. The bedsheets pressed on him with the weight of a mountain, hot and itchy and freezing all at the same time. Every point of contact of his body with the bed was buzzing. The way his flesh indented as it lay on the bed tore at his thoughts. It was the only thing he could think of, just the skin compressing into itself.
Chu Wanning doesn’t deserve the life he has with Mo Ran. He doesn’t deserve anything at all.
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07 Aug 2026
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Dazai's immune system is... not immune. Chuuya's, more so. This doesn't change throughout the years - one of many things that doesn't change when it comes to Soukoku.
That doesn't mean either of them had to be happy about it.
But maybe a bit of familiarity and similarity is what they needed. And maybe a little something new, too. Even if they were a bit sick in the head from the whole child-mafioso thing.
(Undergoing a rewrite)
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- Part 3 of Domestic Soukoku
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07 Aug 2026
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Chuuya frowned, removing a glove with his teeth before cupping Dazai’s chin and tilting it upwards.
“Open your eyes,” he ordered, keeping his fingers on Dazai’s pulse point.
The unbandaged eye blinked open and Chuuya leaned closer to inspect it, muttering a curse under his breath.
“When’s the last time you had something to eat?”
Dazai is not good at taking care of himself, so Chuuya does it for him.
OR how Dazai came to love crab <3
Sicktember Day 1: Hopelessly Bad at Self Care
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- Part 1 of sicktember
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For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?
At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
"What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
"One question,"
"And why did you miss it?"
"I misunderstood—"
"You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
"No, sir."
"Then do better."That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.
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between scylla and charybdis by tiredhyacinth
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Feb 2026
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Anaxa always found himself drawn to the sea.
The way its waves crash so rhythmically along the shore, unrelenting—but still gentle, and pure, like the soft breezes and brisk mornings that make the air taste of salt. It allows him to forget about the mundanities of the world, things both decided for and expected of him, and in its place there's nothing but a cool, rocking cradle that stretches on to infinity.
One night, unbeknownst to him, he calls out to the sea; an unexpected, newfound warmth bubbling from his chest. And before he can make sense of it, bury down this troublesome, foreign heat—
Something calls back, a honeyed whisper dragging him down into the depths.
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05 Aug 2026
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"whatever you do, do it carefully."
vp of engineering for nous consulting group, anaxagoras, is nothing if not obsessed with his work, to the point of endangering his health. his kind and devoted husband, phainon, simply wants him to settle down a little.
(inspired by a certain movie directed by paul thomas anderson.)
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05 Aug 2026
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The concrete is cold through Phainon's jeans. He's been here forty minutes, back against the stairwell wall, camera resting heavy in his lap. The building smells like old paint and someone's cigarette smoke from three floors down.
Phainon’s first solo exhibition is meant to prove he is more than an online-famous street photographer: a real artist with something worth saying.
Anaxa is his secret muse. Anaxa is not part of the exhibition. Anaxa is only the reason it exists.
But the longer he watches, the harder it becomes to ignore the central problem of observation: the subject changes.
And sometimes, the subject looks back.
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05 Aug 2026
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it starts, as all things do, with a seed by casophon
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 May 2026
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“You ask me to perform for the gods… What do you think my answer will be?”
Silence stretches between them, heavy and suffocating as the flowers in Anaxa's lungs.
Anaxa is dying of flower-blight, Mnestia’s curse for unspoken love. The cure is painfully simple.
Unfortunately, he would rather schedule surgery than say it out loud.
Phainaxa Flower Week, day 6: Spider Lily (sfw side: Hanahaki)
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05 Aug 2026
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“What have you been doing since graduation? You didn’t continue your studies.”
No, I didn't, Phainon thinks distantly. I wasted every scrap of promise you thought I had.
Outwardly, his professional mask holds through sheer habit. He smiles and answers lightly, “I’ve been keeping busy, Professor.”
Anaxa hires someone to accompany him to academic events while corporate interests threaten his controversial research – and his life. That someone turns out to be Phainon, once his most promising student.
What Anaxa doesn't know: the service is an escort agency. What Phainon doesn't know: how to stop falling for him all over again.
Anaxa thinks this is just a job. Phainon is trying very hard to keep it that way. But keeping Anaxa safe is one thing – keeping his distance is another.
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Year XXXX in the Crimson Era, where ancient relics and forgotten pacts shape modern warfare, Phainon, the son of an influential magus family somehow got a hold of the legendary artifact believed to belong to the last king of Kremnos. But when he attempts a summoning, the Servant who appears is not the king, but someone far more complicated, with a sharp tongue, scorched memories, and a frail body.
“You’re not—” His words tripped over his tongue. “You’re not Mydei."
The figure scoffed, “..Do you have a death wish? Do I look like someone who’s half naked?”
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- Part 2 of Phainaxa AUs
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04 Aug 2026
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phainaxa porn oneshots idk by xiaobianfu
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
06 Nov 2025
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shorter fics to explore different phnx dynamics!
i. bunny anaxa + wolf phai's first rut (5.6k)
ii. cow anaxa + farmer phainon (9.7k)
iii. modern teacher/student, crowded subway (6.9k)
iv. ntr, noncon, anaxa is dating phainons older brother (5.1k)- Language:
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04 Aug 2026
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Once he deemed his partner to be appropriately unclothed, Mydei leaned back onto his toes where he was kneeled down at the edge of the bed, at Anaxa’s whims. His fingers glided across Anaxa’s now bare thighs up to his bony hips. “Professor.” Mydei almost whined against the skin of his lower stomach.
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aka my humble sacrifice to the mynaxa demons in my brain
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04 Aug 2026
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“Killing yourself on a day like this?” Chuuya’s voice rang out, something faintly morose lining his tone. “I thought you wanted your death to be beautiful.”
“I do,” he replied. “This is beautiful. Chuuya is too narrow-minded. He should broaden his perspectives.”
A study on Dazai through the years, focusing on the unwavering persistence of his depression.
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19 Jul 2026