deadeyesreader



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "It is our first game of the season against them. But it is their first against us too. They may have won cups, may have been higher in the ranking. But they are not the same. They are weak. They are missing what made them special, who made them important." Ilyas eyes lingered on Shanes face before he turned back to address the room, slowly spinning to look all his team mates in the eyes.

    Or: Shane plays his first game with the Centaurs against his old team. Thinks happen and lead to other things

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,246
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    870
    Bookmarks:
    133
    Hits:
    9,634

    30 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander shows up to university excited for another year of being the best at what he does. Unfortunately, the man who beat him at last year's World Prospect Cup is also there, and Ilya Rozanov hasn't gotten any less annoying. Or any worse at hockey.

    Now if only Shane could focus on the ice, and stop thinking about nice hands, pretty lips, and the sound of his name in a Russian accent.

    OR: They play together in college, and discoveries are made.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,350
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    202
    Kudos:
    1,346
    Bookmarks:
    440
    Hits:
    19,972

    30 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya doesn't remember the moment his head hit the pavement or the sound of screeching brakes.

    He's forgotten he ever left Russia, and the names Yuna Hollander and Shane mean nothing to him, though these people clearly know him pretty well.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,749
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    202
    Kudos:
    3,564
    Bookmarks:
    686
    Hits:
    43,058

    29 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,438
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    506
    Kudos:
    6,187
    Bookmarks:
    1,672
    Hits:
    34,419

    29 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane has a oral fixation and autism that causes him to hyper fixate even more. One night, Shane and Ilya are on their couch at the cottage, Ilya playing video games with his teammates over voice chat and Shane on his phone. When Ilya begins shifting around on the couch, Shane takes notice of the bulge in Ilya's shorts. What follows is Shane desperately needing to satisfy his oral fixation, and Ilya being the greatest boyfriend possible.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,651
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    799
    Bookmarks:
    132
    Hits:
    8,570

    28 Jan 2026