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forgotten tongue is the language of love by deenialism
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Jul 2025
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It reminded Antonia of something, but she didn’t know why. Perhaps a widow. After all, she was trying to figure out who Lerato was. Maybe it was her.
“Are you Lerato?” she asked directly.
“That’s me! We’re still going on this routine, aren’t we?”
Lerato’s words confused (well, when did anything not confuse her?) Antonia. This routine. What the hell did that mean? What sort of routine were they on? It had to be small enough for Antonia to not remember it. Or maybe it was important and her brain was failing her again.
The girl with braids seemed to notice Antonia’s confusion.
“Don’t worry, okay? Your memory has been a bit more patchy recently, but that’s no problem. So, hm, I’m Lerato.”
OR: antonia finds herself through a black widow called lerato. soon, they develop a bond like no other.
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Once a Weapon, Always a Weapon by deenialism
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
29 Mar 2025
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After a mission gone wrong, Bucky returns back to his Winter Soldier programming and identified Sam as his Handler. Sam and Peter have to help Bucky go back to normal with the help of some questionable allies.
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Sam worries about Bucky a lot, and Peter is practically their son.
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Bucky struggles with what seems to be an eating disorder. Yelena soon finds out and tries to help him.
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Family Feud by deenialism
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Ant-Man (Movies), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
26 Sep 2024
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The Thunderbolts* move together to an apartment in New York City.
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“Where Is My Mind?” by deenialism
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
02 Aug 2024
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Bucky struggles with the urges and idealisation of self-harm.
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"He was right when he said Carmen was strong. He worked for what he wanted like a fucking dog. He wanted to stop stuttering, so he stopped fucking talking and quietly practiced in his room until he got past it (for the most part) without the help of a speech therapist. He wanted to open a restaurant with Michael, so he sketched blueprints, made menus, and tried (and failed) to calculate the expenses (and he would have opened it too, if Michael had done it with him). He wanted to be a professional chef, so he became Food and Wine's Best New Chef before he turned twenty-one. And now he wanted to die... and the only thing that could stop him was God Himself."
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a world in which Michael lives because Carmen almost diesBookmarked by deenialism
18 Aug 2025
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Natalie was still fucking hounding him about ’self-care’ and ‘therapy’ and all that other bullshit, and now Sydney would team up with her, and it was all because of that stupid fucking article that decided it wanted to come in and fuck up the closest thing to normalcy he’d ever had in his entire fucking life.
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01 Aug 2025
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She says, “Alright, so first I would like to know a little more about what brings you to therapy and what you wish to get from our sessions.”
Carmy grimaces. He scratches at the side of his face with a blunt fingernail, then shrugs and answers, “There’s a dog living in my house and I think I’m stressing her out.”
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Carmy gets worse. Then, he gets better.
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29 Jul 2025
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let me just smash two hyperfixations together real quick...
adding motorsport competition to the thunderbolts' rivals to found family dynamic is just so juicy!!Thunderbolts* x Formula 1
Valetina Allegra De Fontaine, CEO of OXE Group Formula 1, bought out Stark Industries Racing team and rebranded, creating Watchtower Racing. Her first order of business is to hire to disgraced and (mostly) forgotten former drivers - Robert Reynolds and John Walker - and give them seats in F1 for the first time in a decade.
OXE Group Formula 1, consisting of Yelena Belova and Ava Starr, must learn to work with its new sister team both on and off the track. Easier said than done.Bookmarked by deenialism
27 Jul 2025
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The Black Ice Within by petrichor_after_dark
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
14 Jan 2026
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When the Void sends them to their shame rooms, Bucky meets his past self under Hydra’s control.
Confused, The Winter Soldier subdues him and emerges from the Void himself, pretending everything is normal.
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05 Jul 2025