desolate_disillusionment
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I Would Fall From Grace (Just To Touch Your Face) by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 Jan 2023
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Jeongguk has always been intimate with the consequences of what love can do to a person, and now, Taehyung is too.
Or; Jimin is attacked and Jeongguk and Taehyung save him. They all spiral in the aftermath.
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Darkness Swallows a Dying Star by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 Jan 2023
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Jeongguk has a thousand voices screaming in his head and a vendetta to wrought. With visions of losing people he's yet to meet and fate he never asked for weighing down on him, he decides to take his future into his own hands and enlists the help of a thousand-year-old forsaken fae who's condemned to the mortal realm and a vampire whose hands have been bathed in a sea of blood.
Or; Jeongguk, upon trying to fix the future for the ones he loves, goes back in time to jumpstart his plans. The catch?
He's three years too early.
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it's so sweet (knowing that you love me) by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Nov 2022
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Jimin has a stressful day and needs to take the edge off.
Taehyung is more than happy to be of service.
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let me see you stripped (down to the bone) by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Nov 2022
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“Maybe,” Jimin says, swallowing, and Taehyung eyes follow the sound down his throat and chest, red bleeding into his gaze like fresh blood. “We can come to an arrangement.”
Or; night shifts couldn’t get any worse at the blood bank for Jimin who strikes a deal with a vampire to keep his life.
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Singularity by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
25 May 2022
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Taehyung thinks Jimin's divine up until the exact moment he realizes he's anything but.
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when you're far away (I still feel you all the same) by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Nov 2022
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sorry (to my unknown lover) by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
08 Dec 2021
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the raven boys by brulerdouxmorningstar (desolate_disillusionment)
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
03 Sep 2021
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Book One: Sink or Swim
Book Two: Sleep Walking
Book Three: What's Dead Should Stay Dead- Words:
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Spit by sketchofgehenna (mud) for boracynth
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
24 Aug 2025
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It's weird to think about, but you've probably got a better understanding of how the human body works than how your own does. Your body makes the most sense to you when you're using it to form concrete shapes: Hikaru's appearance; the heart that pumps the blush over your cheeks and nose; the lungs that hold the breath that carries your voice; the xiphoid process that you broke and gave away. You don't need any of them to live — sometimes you forget to create them, and sometimes you choose not to — but each is a vessel for understanding and a vessel through which you're understood.
But really, you're a swirling mass of something. A wound inflicted upon you closes because you want it to. You could sink to the bottom of the ocean and the pressure of its depths would crush you before you could convince yourself to drown; even then, you would exist.
If you mix a little bit, it makes sense that you could reach in and fix Yoshiki, too.
Or: Hikaru deduces a quick way to help Yoshiki sober up.
Note added 10/27/25: This fic is not abandoned! I'm still working on it I'm just busy. It will be done by the end of the year.
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I'm What You Need by ProfessionalDeadDoveEnjoyer (ScoobertDoobertPatrol69)
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
21 Oct 2024
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The night before Halloween, our favorite pink-haired teen settles in to have a horror movie marathon.
Things are going well until strange events begin taking place- are they just typical horror cliches, or something more nefarious?Everything comes to a head when a frightening stranger suddenly appears. What will our poor protagonist do, all alone in a big house on a stormy night, with a handsome man who wants to put his hands all over him?
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The Devil You Choose by wimsicalpan for Snappysnapo
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
03 Nov 2024
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“Megumi,” Sukuna breathed. The hand on Megumi’s thigh slid up a fraction, curling over the juncture of his hip. “You’re playing a very dangerous game.”
He tried to lean forward again, tried to press his mouth to Sukuna’s to sway him over. “It’s yours.”
“And you.”
Megumi hummed. “Me too. However you want me, whenever you want me, I’m yours.”
“If I start a war?”
“Yes.”
“Fuck,” Sukuna whispered and Megumi could feel the grip on his hair slipping. He knocked his hips forward once, the pupils of Sukuna’s eyes widening with the motion, and the telltale sign of an erection started to press against Megumi. “No wonder Satoru keeps you locked away.”
Megumi has been looking for a way out for him and his sister ever since Gojo Satoru saved them when he wiped the Zenin family out and took them in.
He may have just found his opportunity in Satoru's newest competition.
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Stiles is seeing shadows out of the corners of his eyes. Someone's probably trying to kill him. Oh, and he might have come back to life with a mysterious and terrifying ability to accidentally travel through dreams and hurt people. And by people, he means Derek. And by hurt, he thinks he means burn.
No one's noticed anything's wrong with Stiles--no one but Derek. But Derek needs to spend some quality time with his long-lost little sister, and Stiles will be damned if he's the reason Derek stays in Beacon Hills. Stiles can handle this on his own. Right?
or: a total 3b rewrite picking up right where 3a left off feat. more suffering, more pain, more pining, and more sterek, not necessarily in that order.
general copyright note: none of these characters belong to me. alas!
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- Part 1 of coalescing, finally converging
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11 Apr 2017
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After his mating ceremony day had been arranged, Jeongguk was prepared to give up on the illusion of escaping his pack but found himself dealing with a new variable in his plan - Park Jimin, head hunter of the Seori pack.