desperatesmirks
Fandoms
- DCU (6)
- Teen Wolf (TV) (3)
- Haikyuu!! (3)
- Merlin (TV) (2)
- Generation Kill (TV) (2)
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what if we held hands in our pyjama pants? by painfulsmirks (desperatesmirks) for ftld
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
28 Jun 2023
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“It’s your turn to go first.” Tsukishima adds after that. He sounds sober already.
Tetsurou doesn’t even have to think about it. “Why did you stop talking to me?”
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Or the fic where Tsukishima keeps staying the night at Kuroo's apartment. -
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“He is trying to act as if we both don’t know he is chatting up your brother, the second prettiest man in this place, just so I pay attention to him,” Kei says. Kuroo has the ‘I’m very interested in what you’re saying’ face on. Kei loves when Kuroo looks at him like that, like he is holding the most important piece of information in the universe. Though when Kuroo looks at Kei he usually also looks dumb as fuck, now he is even smiling a little bit at Miya Osamu. The bastard.
“You think I’m pretty?”
“Not you, your brother,” Kozume says. Hinata snorts loudly.
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Or the one where Tsukishima is drunk, very much jealous, in love with Kuroo, and the only ones who are willing to hear him out are other drunk boys.
Series
- Part 1 of And I wonder (twitter kisses prompts)
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of this long summer feeling by painfulsmirks (desperatesmirks) for Kyrye
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
02 Oct 2021
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Life sometimes is just like read blocking. The most important thing is the timing. You can’t jump too early because you’ll start falling before you get to the ball. And if you jump too late, well…
Or the fic where Kuroo and Tsukishima keep missing the chance of being together.
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te veo gemir sin sonido by desperatesmirks for serenitydiary
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
26 May 2015
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Hace tiempo que se detiene a mirarlo. Y siempre descubre algo nuevo, algo que ya existía y que antes no le había dado importancia. A veces ve cosas que siempre ha visto y que siguen siendo igual de cautivadoras que la primera vez que las notó.
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Sé más como el hombre que estabas destinado a ser by desperatesmirks for manisseta
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
14 Feb 2014
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Cinco veces que Derek Hale se marcha de Beacon Hills (y una que vuelve para quedarse)
Recent series
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And I wonder (twitter kisses prompts) by painfulsmirks (desperatesmirks)
Fandom Haikyuu!!
09 Mar 2022
- Words:
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Serie de drabbles y oneshots de Jason y Tim.
- Words:
- 3,198
- Works:
- 4
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July, 1985. It goes like this: A guy with a black eye walks into a gay bar. Eddie Munson happens to see him.
Or: Hurt/comfort, post-Battle of Starcourt.
Bookmarked by desperatesmirks
07 Apr 2026
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It took Steve way, way too long to notice that since he'd come back from the Upside Down Eddie was always, always fully covered by his clothes.
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Something's wrong with Eddie. Steve just wants to help.
Series
- Part 2 of ilip writes steddie
Bookmarked by desperatesmirks
13 Mar 2026
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till it hits you in the head by ilipbutstranger (ilip13)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
26 Apr 2025
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"Ugh, Harrington, you’re really… You’re so horribly straight, aren’t you."
"What’s that supposed to mean?!"
"It means…" Eddie drops his hands and takes a deep breath and when he looks at Steve his face looks… different. None of that usual Eddie attitude. In a voice much softer, eyes cast low, he says, "It means, when a guy tells another guy that they’re gay, it’s often because… Jesus fucking Christ." He sighs, rubs his hand over his jeans, swallows. "I’m into you. That’s all."
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It's the summer after Vecna, everyone is figuring their shit out, and Steve learns that Eddie Munson is apparently into him.
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- Part 4 of ilip writes steddie
- Language:
- English
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Bookmarked by desperatesmirks
12 Mar 2026
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And Death Stands So Small In The Face Of Love by writersagainstwritersblock
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
30 Sep 2023
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“I think I’m stuck.”
Eddie laid his hand over the strings of his guitar to stop the cord, leaning over the edge of the bed to look down at him.
“Metaphorically,” Steve clarified.
“I’m gonna need a little more than that, baby.”
Steve sighed, leaning back against the edge of the bed. “I don’t want to work minimum wage or climb the corporate ladder or whatever, I want… I want something that makes me feel the way you do when you’re on stage. I want to feel like it means something that I’m still kicking.”
“What do you want to do?”
“You’re gonna laugh.”
“You planning on becoming a comedian?”
“Eds.”
“Stevie.”
Soulmate AU where soulmarks don't turn until the person actually loves you, rather than upon meeting. Unturned marks are just ink until the person who loves you touches them and turns them into bright, colorful tattoos. Or a character study on Steve, the people he loves, and the people who love him.
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Steve is starting to feel like his life is just one disaster after another. He didn't mean to make friends with Eddie Munson along the way, but for some reason he's always there, and if anyone knows how to get up again after being knocked down then it's him.