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    Buck wouldn’t be making that face at Tommy, because Buck was straight. Buck was straight and Tommy was straight. Buck had been jealous of Tommy’s friendship with Eddie five minutes ago, there was no way he’d be making that face unless—

    Tommy’s hand darted forward, fingertips landing in Buck’s palm, which was upturned on the table, drawing a teasing pattern against his skin. Tommy was giving Buck a look too. Slightly narrowed, intense eyes. Smirk pulling his lips up.

    He was looking at Buck like a predator stalking its prey. Buck was blinking up at him through his lashes like he was happy to be hunted.

    Somehow, he had convinced himself that it was him and his friendship that Buck was jealous over. That Buck was scared of losing him, and acting a little crazy about it.

    He was used to Buck being a little crazy about things— so what?

    It had never even crossed Eddie’s mind that he might be the obstacle Buck was trying to get rid of.

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    What if the still of Eddie watching Buck and Tommy's first date had actually made it to air? What if Eddie had witnessed their first date?

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    09 Jul 2025

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    “Buck!” Hen calls out, far too enthusiastically for this to be a good idea. “I dare you to…kiss the prettiest person in the room!”

    Eddie immediately turns to look at Buck - at the way a delicate smile tugs at the corners of his lips, and his cheeks flush so pink that they match his birthmark. It makes Eddie want to throw up. Because Buck is beautiful, and sweet, and good, and Eddie doesn’t want to watch this happen. He doesn’t want to watch Buck lean over and kiss Tommy, because he thinks it might just rip his heart out.

    But then - unbelievably, impossibly - Buck turns towards Eddie.

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    04 Jul 2025

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    “$100 says he’s not taking a girl home tonight,” Eddie wagers.

    All four of them look at him with stunned looks on their faces, as if they can’t possibly believe Eddie is being so stupid. Eddie shrugs, holds his arms out in a take it or leave it kind of gesture. Of course, they all think he’s insane, so -

    “Deal,” Athena says.

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    04 Jul 2025

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    “I can’t die not having told you that Chris leaving took away a piece of me and you leaving took the rest. I love you and I’ve loved you and I’ll love you. Always.

     

    The fic where Buck almost dies and records voice memos for Eddie and Chris. When he ends up making it through doesn’t mention it and forgets about it, and Eddie goes through his phone and finds it.

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    04 Jul 2025

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    Eddie’s eyes snap open. It would be comical, the way he goes from lying down to fully sitting up in a matter of a second, but it’s—surely that couldn’t have—did that just—

    He ghosts his fingers over his own lips, and—yeah, yeah, he’s pretty sure Buck just kissed him.

    ...or, an accidental kiss situation that Karen is somehow dragged into.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    LAFD Updates (@L*A*F*D_Metro)
    LAFD Alert: Red-level traffic on Gardiner Road this morning. If you are trying to get into the city centre consider taking Westerley Lane.

    buck 🔥🔥 (@firebuck)
    so true bestie
    or, Eddie mans the LAFD Twitter account. Buck tries to be supportive.

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    01 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    Buck smiled down at his friend again. This time, he couldn’t help it. He placed his hand on Eddie’s head and tangled his fingers through his hair.

    “Mmm,” he hummed, “that’s nice”

    They stayed like that for 20 minutes, but Buck noticed the time and realised he needed to be going to get Chris. He budged slightly, trying to get up without disturbing Eddie too much, but it was rather difficult with how entangled they had become.

    “Buck?”

    “Yeah, Eds, I’m here, I just need to go and get Chris.”

    “You really love him, don’t you?”

    “Of course I do, Eddie.”

    “Buck?”

    “Yes?”

    “I wish you were a girl”

    Buck stopped trying to move. He wasn’t even sure he could if he tried. What did that even mean? Surely it’s not what he thought it meant. No, it can’t be. It’s just drunken shit. But what else could it mean?

    Eddie shifted enough for Buck to get up. It took him a moment, but he needed to leave. One, to go and get Chris, and two, so that he could breathe again.

    This house suddenly felt as though it was closing in on him. This was too much.

    -OR-

    5 times Eddie drunkenly confesses things to Buck+the one time Buck does it too.

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    28 Jun 2025

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    r/offmychest
    u/chris_skywalker • 57d

    my (m13) dad’s best friend (m31) is dating an ugly old hag when he should be dating my dad (m33)

    where do i even start omg…

    ⇧3.5k ⇩ 💭 783

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    OR Christopher takes out his frustrations with Buck and Eddie on Reddit.

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    15 Jun 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 52

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    Buck had waited in the street, watching Eddie and Chris’s little dots in ‘Find My Friends’ grow closer and closer, bouncing on his feet like an over-eager puppy. He probably looked ridiculous, but the way Eddie ran toward him as soon as his truck was in park told him he had made the right call. He looked beautiful, his skin slightly more tanned from months in the Texas sun, the golden flecks of his eyes sparkling bright as he hugged Buck once again. It felt like home once more. Buck had waited for Eddie, the way he had waited for others. The only difference was that Eddie came back.
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    OR Eddie has a panic attack after returning from El Paso, and Buck shows him the moon.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    Buck buys Eddie and him bracelets they can use to talk to each other while they're long distance.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    Eddiaz is listening to the slowburn friends to lovers playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the POV you’re falling in love with your best friend playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the sad gay yearning hours playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the he was my best friend and that was the worst part playlist

     

    Or, Eddie doesn't know how to make his listening history private. Buck doesn't know what to do with the words in front of his eyes. Chris cannot believe he has to deal with either of them.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    “Did you hear about this?” Eddie demanded, walking past Karen into the house as soon as she opened the door.

    “Hey, Eddie,” Hen greeted from the kitchen. “How are you, Eddie? I’m doing great, thanks for asking.”

    Eddie dropped the book on the counter. “Taylor Kelly wrote a book.”

    “Okay that’s worth it,” Karen announced.

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    07 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 92

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    It’s just that, even after they leave the wedding, Eddie sees it every time he closes his eyes. Sees the way Buck and Tommy had slow danced near the end of the night, Buck’s fancy suit jacket – in his clean wedding suit, not the ruined bachelor party one – discarded on a chair somewhere, Buck’s arms around Tommy’s neck, the way Buck would drop his head forward as he laughed at something Tommy said, shoulders shaking.

    Or: Eddie sees Buck and Tommy together as a couple and reacts in a very normal, hinged way. He just wants to spend more time with his best friend, right? Right.

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    07 Jun 2025

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    “They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”

    “So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”

    “A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”

    “And I am—”

    “The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”

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    Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.

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    01 Jun 2025

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    Buck's not sure what's going on when Eddie starts kissing him on the head after a rough call, only now it's A Thing, and it's a thing Buck would very much like to continue if he knew what it meant.

    (or another Buddie fic where everyone knows except Buck.)

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    30 May 2025

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    “I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”

    Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.

    He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.

     

    Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.

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    29 May 2025

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    29 May 2025

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