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    Dazai's last ordinary day before being tossed in a cell, and a few memories shared with a fallen angel. Grey thoughts, grey musings - cigarette smoke in a hamster ball.

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    “If you’re trapped in a locked, lightless shed, and you can smell the rancid odor of decay, do you really want to turn on the light? It’s not that you never want to see anything, but in order to see to then find your way out of that mess, you have to turn on the light."

     

    [Completed on 12/28/25.]

    ⎯ Notes & Disclaimers ⎯
    ▫︎ No abilities AU.
    ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its sensitive themes/topics.
    ▫︎ I do not own BSD. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Asagiri Kafka & Harukawa Sango.

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    Ацуши надоело грубое и пренебрежительное отношение к себе со стороны Рюноске, поэтому после очередной совместной миссии не выдерживает и решает поставить портового пса на место

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    (This AU is made and written by Sealen. I just helped writing a bit and posting it instead)

    “You drive like a madman. Why? Are you that eager to kill me?” The priest scowled, his voice coming out between hoarse and ragged gasps.

    “Kill you? Now that would be a reasonable thing to do considering you were the one who placed the first hit. Don’t you think? However…”

    Nikolai bent down, inching closer to Fyodor’s face. “I won’t just kill you; I’ll savour you.”

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    They called this a recovery ward. Fyodor called it purgatory. It was all very... orderly.

    He didn’t mind the order. What unnerved him was the silence. And worse than silence, the absence of interesting company.

    Until the morning the new patient arrived.

    He’d seen his fair share of broken things in this place. But none of them had a name that made the staff lower their voices. Dazai Osamu.

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