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    'Touching and caressing and kissing, evidently, was just how Patrick showed his affection. Maybe it was because he hadn’t gotten enough of it from his own family, who knows? Art had gotten used to it. But he was also more than aware of how it looked to the outside world, and he had done his best to keep these friendly gestures to the confines of their own private spaces. Art had always been the one to put up boundaries, to make sure that everyone else knew – including himself, sometimes – that nothing gay was going on. They were just friends.'

    A look at Art and Patrick's time as roommates at the Mark Rebellato Tennis Academy, as Art contemplates his relationship with Patrick, his sexuality, and the convergence of those two.

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    15 Jul 2024

  2. Rec 64

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    The thing is, Art hadn't expected him to answer. After all, it's been months since they've last spoken. It's the longest they've ever gone without each other. And Patrick is saying his name and it's pathetic how good it feels to hear it again after so long of going without.

    Art's at Stanford. He's in bed with a hand around his dick. He's drunk, alone and miserable.

    And then he calls Patrick.

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    13 Jul 2024

  3. Rec 35

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    They’re having pre-drill breakfast. It’s six in the morning, the sky a mottled blue out their dining room window, and their daughter is still asleep. Art’s drinking his green smoothie monotonously, eyes flickering through an article on his phone. He hasn’t scrolled in minutes.

    Tashi sets down her coffee. “What happened?”

    Art looks up too slow, trying to pocket his surprise at being caught. “What?”

    “With Patrick.” Tashi takes a moment to place a forkful of scrambled egg whites in her mouth and chew. “I didn’t see him after the final. I assumed you saw him in the locker room…among other things.”

    Art stares.

    ...

    The come-back is hard.

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    10 Jul 2024

  4. Rec 85

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    After New Rochelle there's Cincinnati. And then, of course, it’s back to where it all started.

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    09 Jul 2024

  5. Rec 77

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    Even with the fan on it’s hot in the room so the windows open and wind blows a curtain around. “What do you want?” Patrick asks. It’s the same question that’s plagued him since 2006.

    It doesn’t take long to answer. “I want whatever you want.”

    “I want you.” Patrick is reaching out, hand on Art’s sunburnt thigh. It takes everything he has for Art to push the hand away.

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    04 Jul 2024

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    “y’know you’re a bit touchy when you’re drunk.” patrick comments, grinning a little too wide as he nods at Art’s hands, now thumbing at the hems of his shorts.

    he puffs out a breath of smoke. “yea, and you’re a bit touchy when you’re sober.”

     

    or: what really happened at the mark reballato tennis academy

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    04 Jul 2024

  7. Rec 76

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    “Patrick.”

    The noise from the other half of the bed stops abruptly, a sharp inhale the only other tip off that Patrick heard him. A thick silence fills the room. The lack of A/C has never been starker.

    A second passes. Two. Three. Four. Five. The more they add up the more Art thinks he might have fucked up.

    Then, “Art.”

    It comes out graveled, hoarse. It makes Art’s toes curl.

    Art moves— rolls half onto his shoulder blade, not yet fully facing Patrick. He trains his eyes onto the ugly popcorn ceiling. “Are you…” he trails off. Doesn’t need to finish the sentence.

    “Yeah,” comes the breathy response, right away. Unabashed. Unashamed.

    Art’s shaky exhale. Hand floating up, over his stomach. Drifting lower. Fingertips touching the waistband of his boxers. He doesn’t say anything, but he doesn’t need to.

    Patrick knows.

    “You can too,” he says, encourages, “if you want.” The sound of skin on skin starts back up, slow again, deliberately loud. Teasing. “I don’t mind,” Patrick adds, “like old times.”

     

    Or, Art can't sleep, and lucky for him, neither can Patrick.

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    02 Jul 2024

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    “So it’s been… twelve years?” Patrick asks around the filter. He inhales deeply, and when he finally lifts it from his lips he blows the smoke in a steady stream past Art’s ear. He holds the cigarette out towards Art, an offering.

    Art shakes his head. “Thirteen, actually,” not that he’s counting, “and, no, thanks, I quit,” he says. “Tashi wanted me to.”

    It feels weird to say her name here. Feels a little bit like an invocation, Repeat Tashi Donaldson three times in the mirror while spinning in circles and she’ll appear right behind you.

    “Right,” Patrick muses and takes another drag. “What have you been up to for thirteen years?”

    Art’s eyes roll towards him with an unimpressed slant. “As if you don’t already know that,” he says. His lips press together and he tilts his head at Patrick, daring him to contradict.

    Patrick shrugs one shoulder. “Sure I do,” he says. Knocks the same shoulder into Art’s. He’s close enough to do that. “But I want to hear it from you.”

     

    Or, shared cigarettes, shared lamentations, and shared breath after the Phil's Tire Town Challenger Final.

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    30 Jun 2024

  9. Rec 11

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    Tashi is like a siren, her honey-sweet smile contrasted by her fierce gaze. The way she’s asking questions is like she's tossing a hook and it’s sinking into Patrick’s flesh like butter. She doesn’t even need to try hard for it. He thinks he’d tell her anything, if it meant having those eyes on him and not on Art for a moment longer.

    After all, when her eyes are on him, so are Art’s.

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    29 Jun 2024

  10. Rec 55

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    Patrick has everything he wants, but the crux, the caveat, is that he’s himself for it.

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    27 Jun 2024

  11. Rec 48

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    It's the summer of '07, and all Art Donaldson and Patrick Zweig have between them is a broken shoulder, questionably fake IDs, a half decent car, and an inefficiently large map of the land of the free, the United States.

    And yes, enough unresolved tension to put that godforsaken map to shame.

    What could go wrong?

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    26 Jun 2024

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    26 Jun 2024

  13. Rec 67

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    an unexpected reunion at a tournament in arizona.
    patrick knows art misses him bad and won't leave without a confession.

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    20 Jun 2024

  14. Rec 56

    Mystery Work

    Part of loverism's hidden fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 Jun 2024

  15. Rec 44

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    Art got ridden last night. In a beer-drunken haze, he agrees to act it out for Patrick.

     

    *Pre-Tashi
    *Or: having sex in the least official way possible while bits of plot occasionally fly across the screen

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    20 Jun 2024

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    Tashi stares directly into Art’s eyes, like she’s searching for something. Blinks, shrugs nonchalantly. Speaks casually, like she’s complaining about the assignments she has due this week.

    “Pretty accurate, though. He fucks like he’s trying to put a baby in you, like, every single time. It’s ridiculous.”

    Tashi’s still talking—he can see her lips moving, but he’s not paying any attention to what’s coming out, because his train of thought has skidded to a halt before careening into a ravine and exploding on impact.

    “Oh my God, your face is so red right now.”

    Patrick visits Tashi at Stanford. Art gets some new information that’s kind of ruining his life. Tashi, like always, has a plan.

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    17 Jun 2024

  17. Rec 64

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    “I thought you were going to tell her about the other time.”

    He says it in the dark, under the safety of blankets and with the illusion of space between their bodies, despite the fact that the mattresses are still pushed together and they’re sharing sheets.

    Patrick breathes deep from beside him. Maybe he was almost asleep. Or maybe he’s just as awake as Art.

    “Which time?”

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    16 Jun 2024

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    "You having fun, Art?"

    He is, but he also really, really needs to cum.

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    15 Jun 2024

  19. Rec 25

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    Art and patrick bang and then all three freaks get psychoanalyzed

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    13 Jun 2024

  20. Rec 69

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    “What was it like?” Tashi asks. “When he was fucking you?”

    “Like you don’t already know,” Art fires back, and the simultaneous rush of outrage and longing is so ridiculous, he almost laughs.

    Set during the events of neverland, when Art goes home.

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    12 Jun 2024

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