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    Know how Empire season two was just like getting rid into the Lord well my friend sees that and it says shiny need to do stuff so now because it is fun and I really short just coming from what I feel like oh my phone but anyway yeah but I think I’m using that term correctly

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    He left the farm.
    He kept the faith.
    He never went back.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    hemophobia (noun): an irrational or disproportionate fear of blood.

     

    To humans, a starving vampire is a dangerous vampire.
    To vampires, one of their own truly starving is a failure of the coven.

    Apo's been a vampire for almost two weeks. And she is so, so, hungry.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Caught in a storm of various too big feelings with no direct access to his preferred targets, he accuses Jonathan of not caring anymore. Jonathan looks down at the glass he’s holding, water swishing and swirling inside, and says quietly, “You’re the reason I’m still here.”

    “Like, you feel stuck in Hawkins because of me? If that’s the case, then you—”

    “No, Will.” His eyes dart up. “You’re the reason I’m still here.

     

    In which Will and Jonathan find that some things never change.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Scott’s mouth thins into a hard line.

    “Turn him.”

    Owen’s brain takes a second to switch gears. “I… what?”

    “Turn him. You offered the doctor your Gift… what? Twice? Thrice? It’s time to make good on that.”

    Owen can’t help the way his treacherous, dead heart flips. It’s true that he’d offered… but Legs had always refused. He didn’t *want* Owen’s gift. He didn’t deserve it. Owen ruthlessly squashes the tiny worm of hope and shakes his head, putting ice into his voice when he replies..

    “I’m not playing your games, Goldsmith. Find another monkey to dance to your tune.”

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    Or, the one in which I attempt to fix Bloodletting by putting them through The Horrors. (It's Scott. The Horrors are Scott Goldsmith).

    Can be read romantically, but written platonically. I'm not gonna get NSFW with this, guys -- the "Mature" tag is there mostly for the blood and emotional trauma.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    “I will go to Oakhurst, no matter what you say. If my brother is there, I will find him. And if he does not wish for or need my help, then I will leave him be. But you will not stop me.”

     

    Amelia von Pysoscythe is concerned for her brother and, along with Elle who refuses to show her face, decides to travel to Oakhurst, to find him and clear her brothers name.

    Betrayal. Murder. Accusations. Vampirism. Demons. What is a young doctor to do?

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    22 Dec 2025