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it starts, as all things do, with a seed by casophon
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 May 2026
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“You ask me to perform for the gods… What do you think my answer will be?”
Silence stretches between them, heavy and suffocating as the flowers in Anaxa's lungs.
Anaxa is dying of flower-blight, Mnestia’s curse for unspoken love. The cure is painfully simple.
Unfortunately, he would rather schedule surgery than say it out loud.
Phainaxa Flower Week, day 6: Spider Lily (sfw side: Hanahaki)
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02 May 2026
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keep saying i don't want you (but i think that i do) by bluedynamite
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Apr 2026
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Checking into a hotel with Blade had certainly not been on Dan Heng’s to-do list when he first stepped out onto Planarcadia, but with how often Trailblazing missions went awry, Dan Heng figured that this little detour was just par for the course.
Going off on his own to find Blade was reasonable…necessary, even.
Staying with Blade, even while he was resting for the day and in all likelihood would be doing little but sleeping?
Well. Not even Dan Heng could fully justify his choice in his head with reasons that sounded more logical rather than personal, though that did not stop him from trying.
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Blade and Dan Heng are forced to share a hotel room and confront all the things left unsaid between them.
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01 May 2026
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Phainon is sick and tired and he's running from something. This, of course, is thus the perfect time for him to run into a strange man who barely gives him a name. "Naxy" he calls himself, a name as peculiar as the house he invites Phainon to. Perhaps his worries could've been chased away in that small corner of the world if only the story wasn't so strangely familiar....
Or,
“Are we still talking about a fictional story?”
The strange man in the strange room looked back at Phainon like he’d asked for the entire sky.
“Does a truly fictional story even exist?”
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23 Apr 2026
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Bubble Tea, Moonlight sponsored by Aha! by Ceriseriah
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
04 Apr 2026
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"First date or-?." She let the question trail pleasantly, glancing between them with an expression that was not quite a smirk and not quite a smile [...]
"We're not…" Dan Heng began.
"Together," Blade said, at the same moment.-----
Silver Wolf has enough of Blade and Dan Heng's tension and orders them to just get a bubble tea to cool off.
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- Part 1 of Planarcadia Renheng Collection
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14 Apr 2026
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room for salt by wharfroach for pecocoe
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Dec 2025
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When artist-turned-office-worker Phainon attends the funeral of his former mentor, the infamously uncompromising painter Anaxagoras, the last thing he expects is to see the man’s ghost standing beside the casket. Trapped in limbo with “unfinished business” Anaxa is convinced the key to moving past this life lies somewhere in his chaotic artistic legacy.
Phainon, unconvinced, ends up dragging the stubborn spirit through experiences Anaxa never let himself have in life, hoping they might find answers there instead. As they retrace the shape of something they’d lost and thought was long gone between them, Anaxa begins to wonder if what’s keeping him here might have little to do with the work he left behind after all.
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04 Apr 2026
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If You’ll Be Mine (I’ll Stop Pretending I’m Fine) by casophon
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
13 Feb 2026
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“Just so I'm clear.” Mydei crosses his arms, studying Phainon with an expression somewhere between amusement and disbelief. “You want to recreate a sweet that doesn't exist here, using replacements for the most basic ingredients, because they also don't exist."
“That about sums it up,” Phainon says.
“And what's the occasion?” Mydei tilts his head. “Is confectioner the newest career you've decided to explore?”
When Phainon learns of a holiday meant for love declarations from the Astral Express crew, he sees an opportunity to finally tell Anaxa what he's been holding in for so long - with a little help from his friends.
How hard could it be to recreate Valentine’s Day traditions, really?
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31 Mar 2026
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Dan Heng has been running cloudhymn for years. It's automatic now, the way breathing is automatic, except breathing doesn't cost anything.
The Express breaks down for five days. Blade shows up uninvited. Dan Heng falls asleep in the archive car and wakes up looking like himself.
Neither of them makes it a thing. That's the problem, or it isn't a problem at all, depending on how you look at it.Bookmarked by earlcantsleep
30 Mar 2026
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In one of the nigh infinite recurrances, Aglaea ends up hosting a ball in honor of the Chrysos Heirs, in the fashion of the centuries-old, largely forgotten tradition established by the legendary Imperator.
Phainon was meant to be the star of the ball, but a certain sage decides to make an unexpected and dramatic appearance that steals the spotlight. Phainon is fine with this, as long as it means he’ll get to share a dance with Anaxa, and with it the chance to discuss some matters that had gone unsettled between them.
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23 Mar 2026
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Chasing you, I breathed in deep by ATP_Milkshake
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 Mar 2026
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Just out of the corner of his eye was a snowy-silver head of hair, someone he's stolen a number of glances from already.
Phainon looks good.
Really good. The years have done him well, maturity now lining the edges of this once callow youth.
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Anaxa and Phainon see each other at their highschool reunion and things escalate from there.
Phainaxa x Hyperventilation (2017)
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Ch 7/epilogue as a treat for everyone!!!! 🫶🫶🫶
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19 Mar 2026
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Anaxa’s ex-lovers Mydei and Phainon are in a relationship. He has no objection; he couldn’t have asked for a better partner for either of them.
What he can’t understand is why they both keep breaking into his house together to do things like feed him and carry him to bed. Even a recluse like him knows that these are not appropriate couple activities.
Or: A lion, a Samoyed, and their grumpy cat professor.
*Disclaimer: This is a metaphor. No animal transformation or animal features are present 🤣.Series
- Part 8 of Amphoreus MyNaxa Fics
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11 Mar 2026
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Phainon is just a bit distracted today, and he wishes Anaxa could help. More like, the whole time he is thirsting over his Professor, in class, and most importantly, in front of Hyacine's and Castorice's salad.
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10 Mar 2026
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Through Thick and Thin (I Hold Onto You) by Xiel_Alet
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
08 Jul 2025
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Phainon and Anaxagoras, always said to be together. You could never find one without the other close by in Aedes Elysiae, Cyrene sometimes in tow. And that was all Phainon knew - that was all he was content with: just being with Anaxa and Cyrene as they ventured through the endless golden fields of their hometown.
But of course, the Titans of Fate would have other plans in mind for them.
And yet, despite that, Phainon will always continue to look for Anaxa, the mark on his neck guiding Phainon to find him no matter how long they've been separated.
"Here, let me tell you a story about Mnestia, the Titan of Romance…”
Phainaxa Week 2025 Day 1: Childhood Friends + Soulmates
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- Part 1 of Phainaxa Week 2025
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08 Mar 2026
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“In exchange,” Anaxa cut in, “you’ll be my muse.”
Phainon’s brain short-circuited.
“What?”
“It’s only fair,” Anaxa continued, as though this was all perfectly normal. “Equivalent exchange.”
“Equivalent exchange,” Phainon repeated, dumbly.
OR: A burnt-out model flees the world and finds his former professor living in a nameless village—quiet, content, and painting. He only meant to stay two weeks. He never really left.
For #phainaxaweek2025 Day 2: Modern + Domestic
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- Part 2 of of the cascading dawn
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07 Mar 2026
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Children Of The Grove by koreshere for Mierie
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Aug 2025
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Castorice, the Maiden of Death, has lived centuries without touch, convinced she can only exist as a ghost in the world. Phainon, the Deliverer, shines so brightly that everyone mistakes his performance for perfection—while inside he feels like a fraud. Hyacine, heir of a heroic bloodline, hides her own insecurities behind relentless kindness and healing. And Anaxagoras, the infamous professor who refuses to bow to the Titans, carries grief no one is meant to bear.
At the Grove of Epiphany—a place of night, questions, and rebellion these four lives intertwine. Through laughter, study, arguments, and small kindnesses, they begin to see one another not as myths, but as people. This is a story about what it means to be real: to be flawed, fragile, and still worthy of love.Russian Translation!!: ao3
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Chinese Translation!!: ao3
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03 Mar 2026
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blue shift (even from a thousand stars away) by myriixi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Sep 2025
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Anaxa clears his throat. His voice comes out lower, steadier. “We’re not here to talk about that.”
“No,” Phainon says, eyes flicking up to meet his. “But it’s hard not to, when everything here feels like you.”
Anaxa’s heart skips, stutters.
“You don’t mean that.”
“I do.” Phainon leans forward slightly, resting his chin on an elbow propped on his thigh, gaze intent. “The lighting. The mood. The silence. All of this… you create spaces that hurt a little, and I step inside them willingly.”
OR: Six years of silence can hold a lot of hurt, and just as much longing. Anaxa never thought he’d come back. Phainon never thought he’d get the chance to forgive him. But sometimes, a single morning is enough to rewrite everything.
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02 Mar 2026
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Little Does He Know by lenteels (Isralenn)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Nov 2025
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Fic is rewritten from Chapter 1. Please enjoy it again from the start!
A strange event of aphrodisiac poisoning left Anaxa curious about what exactly was in the stimulant that the scholars in the Grove tried to sneak upon him. A round of testing in his lab left him thirsty for more information, and he made good use of a particular invitation Mydei had left for him some time ago. Though visiting the Kremnoan Crown Prince left more questions, and desires, and left Anaxa wanting more of Mydei, and Phainon both.
A myphainaxa fic
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28 Feb 2026
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28 Feb 2026
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After the war things are quiet. Sasuke has cold feet and doesn't talk too much. Naruto is always warm and thinks too much.
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- Part 1 of cold feet
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12 Oct 2025
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To Drown Together by Anonymous
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), State SMP, Ish's Civilization Simulation
31 Aug 2025
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The trap should have worked.
Leaders should have been killed.
People would need to rethink their decisions-
And Saps would not be sending him a message just like that, out of nowhere.
The meeting ended, wanna meet up?
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- Part 1 of Lie's Anon Works
- Part 1 of Time Travel Timeline
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11 Sep 2025
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Whichever Shape It Takes by princesscas
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 Aug 2025
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Mydei can shapeshift into a cat. Phainon accidentally courts him twice.
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07 Sep 2025