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“No. In spite of dying, I still manage to always keep hurting you,” Kishiar's lips curved in a bitter smile that didn't quite reach his eyes, “I know I have never been good at keeping promises. But I promise you, I will fix this.”
Yuder wondered where he had seen that expression on Kishiar before.
TL1 Kishiar la Orr finds himself in a future he doesn't belong to.
Or, TL1 Kishiar and TL2 Kishiar swap places.
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hold your light to the darkness in my head by elpis_here
Fandoms: Turning - 쿠유 | Kuyu (Webcomic), Turning | 쿠유 - Kuyu (Webnovel)
14 Dec 2025
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Yuder Aile does not know what came first—the end of the world, or his husband's last breath. Regardless, what he does know is that when he is sent ten years back in time against his knowledge, there is only one thing he can do—
Stop either of the two from happening.
Or: A turning zombie apocalypse AU.
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i could be a better boyfriend than him by elpis_here
Fandoms: Turning | 쿠유 - Kuyu (Webnovel)
05 Nov 2025
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Kishiar La Orr thought himself immune to jealousy. But the realization stung him more than he'd like to admit.
2 times Yuder makes Kishiar jealous (unknowingly) and one time its the opposite.
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sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture by elpis_here
Fandoms: Turning | 쿠유 - Kuyu (Webnovel)
28 Oct 2025
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Dear Yudrain,
To you, who carries the weight of a dead man's hopes, regrets, and eternity.
Kishiar La Orr reflects on his regrets and choices, thinking about when it went all wrong in the form of a letter to Yudrain Aile. Was it when their heats overlapped, the tragedy neither of them can forget, or was it something irrevocable from the start?
A character study of the first timeline's Kishiar La Orr.
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Born More God Than Human by elpis_here
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
20 Oct 2025
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Born out of love, loyalty and grief. They say he was shaped out of fate and tried to be something bigger than the gods allowed. A character study of Percy Jackson—a hero, son and a defier of fate who loved as much as he lost.
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Patroclus, You Have 3 Missed Calls from Achilles by the_untamed_poet25
Fandoms: HOMER - Works, The Iliad - Homer, The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller
16 Mar 2025
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[voice memo from Achilles, 12:16 AM]
[background noise: the soft hum of a war camp at night, the crackle of a dying fire]
"patroclus, i’m drunk and thinking about your hands. thinking about how you held my spear today, which sounds like a euphemism but isn’t, except maybe it is. but not in the way you think. it’s just. you look good holding anything dangerous. maybe even me. maybe especially me."[unsent voice memo from Achilles, 12:17 AM]
[soft background music, maybe a lyre, maybe just the sound of the night]
“sometimes i think i was born from war, like i came out of my mother’s womb swinging a sword. but you— you feel like the first thing that wasn't a battle. and i don't know what to do with that. except hold on. tight. maybe too tight."a character study of Achilles and Patroclus
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- Part 37 of Character Studies
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29 Dec 2025
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Iris: A Flower That Remembers by Spazthemagicbeanstalk
Fandoms: Turning | 쿠유 - Kuyu (Webnovel), Turning - 쿠유 | Kuyu (Webcomic)
19 Dec 2025
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“But from the point of view of the special piece, wouldn't it be considered cruel? It's supposed to be a piece that's treated preciously and takes up the most important part of the board, after all.”
“It's not like we asked for the consent of the piece when choosing the special piece. How to use it is up to the person playing the game.”
“If you’re concerned about cruelty, however, it can be mitigated. Wouldn’t a piece who chose to follow your strategy, with all knowledge of what it entails, feel less wronged than one forced into it?”
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Yuder is affected by an Awakener's ability and finds himself back in 1TL, in the middle of a conversation whose meaning he regretted not understanding at the time. He takes the opportunity to gain answers he wished for and resolve regrets buried deep within him.
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2TL Yuder bullies 1TL Kishiar and saves the first timeline. (Spoilers up to novel chapter 1315)Bookmarked by elpis_here
19 Dec 2025
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six hundred things i never said to you, and one you never heard by the_untamed_poet25
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
20 Aug 2025
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Todd Anderson writes a letter to Neil Perry that keeps unfolding in the dark.
(or perhaps: Neil is everywhere in the white space between the lines)
(or: love is not a rescue. love is a language, and he never learned to scream it fast enough.)a character study of Neil and Todd
Series
- Part 96 of Character Studies
- Part 2 of In the Kingdom of Dead Poets and Dead Boys
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12 Nov 2025
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Past Lives by corvidaes for ackerlag
Fandoms: Turning - 쿠유 | Kuyu (Webcomic), 터닝 - 쿠유 | Turning - Kuyu (Webnovel)
25 Mar 2024
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Enon was the one to figure it out.
“You’re not human anymore,” came his curt conclusion. “If I had to call you something, I would say… a god?”When Yuder fixes Kishiar's energy flow, he also somehow turns Kishiar into a god. They navigate this new development together, as always. And then they don't.
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18 Nov 2025
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Kishiar sees how Yudrein deserves more, he just doesn't have more to give.
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18 Dec 2025