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    The hockey world is shocked when #1 draft pick Ilya Rozanov backs out of the NHL last second and opts to play for the KHL in his home country. Nobody knows why, and he leaves North America without comment. So Shane does what any kid with a crush did in 2010.

    He emails him. 

    Or; the Hollanov epistolary email fic

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    06 Jun 2026

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    a collection of text conversations held by Hayden Pike and Cliff Marleau throughout the years

    or: another texting fic where Hayden and Cliff figure out that Shane and Ilya are dating and suffer because of it for all eternity

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Rozanov follows, sitting up and shifting closer until Shane can feel the warmth of him at his back. He kisses the back of Shane’s shoulder, soft and casual. “You are okay? You feel good?”
    Shane turns over his shoulder with a frown, finding Rozanov looking… worried? “What? I’m fine.”
    “Is okay if you are not,” Rozanov says, “Sometimes after sex, some people need…”
    Shane scoffs, trying to fake the state of unaffected nonchalance that Rozanov seems to exist in effortlessly. “What, you’re asking if I want to cuddle?” he says, “You’re saying you’d stay here and—?”
    “If that’s what you want, sure.”


    Shane is fine, but maybe he can still ask for something he wants anyway.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Ilya’s still learning what Shane likes and needs, observing him quietly because Shane’s not so forthcoming with what he wants unless he’s certain it’s what he’s supposed to want. But it’s not until Shane reaches back and grabs Ilya’s hip to pull him closer, pressing their bodies together and taking some of Ilya’s weight, that he realises Shane’s been studying Ilya the same way.

    “I’m trying to take care of you.”
    “Why?” Ilya says, instead of something safer.
    Shane twists over his shoulder to frown at him. “Because I want to? Because you’re tired and sad and not feeling well?”
    “Oh.” Ilya pulls his bottom lip through his teeth. “But I…”
    “I think maybe we both fucked up tonight?” Shane says tentatively.
    “No, is not your fault.” Ilya rubs a hand over Shane’s shoulder and then kisses it, wet and soft. “You’re good.”
    Shane hums like he’s not convinced. He turns and drapes his arms over Ilya’s shoulders, still pressed close. “After this, will you…”
    “Yes,” Ilya says, his mind sharpening attentively, “Tell me what you need.”


    Or: They communicate just a little bit better and let themselves be just a little more vulnerable, both with each other and their people.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    “I wondered if you might be able to… hint that Rozanov and I are friends. On my Instagram and other social media. So, once we announce it, the fans won’t be as shocked,” Shane said.

    Nicole blinked. “You want me to soft launch that you and Ilya Rozanov are friends?”

    “Soft launch?”

    What was this life Nicole had found herself in? About to explain a soft launch to two-time MHL MVP Shane Hollander?

    Rose tells Shane to hire her friend Nicole as his social media manager. Over many months, Nicole starts to notice that Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov might be a little bit more than rivals and friends.

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    17 Apr 2026