emirablight11
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you should know if i could, i’d breathe you in every single day by emirablight11
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
19 Dec 2022
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University hasn’t been ideal, in Charlie’s eyes. He has friends, he likes his major well enough, but too often do the rugby lads slam his shoulder a little too hard and too often does he feel the ache of distance from home. Fortunately, the best thing walks into his life- his new roommate, Nicholas “Nick” Nelson.
What started as a quick friendship quickly develops into more, at least in Charlie’s eyes. Friends don’t normally know what it feels like to kiss your neck, to hear quiet whines and desperate grasps, lacking discarded clothing. But they’ve settled into this new arrangement, a friendship with an asterisk that doesn’t go beyond hookups and the feel of Nick’s lips on his- no strings attached. Too bad for Charlie that he wants every string attached.
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Or: the FWB to Lovers fanfic that no one asked for but I must deliver.
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paradise and warzones by emirablight11
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
17 Aug 2022
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Their faces are so close. Nick’s breath smells like mint and cinnamon and something earthy, the spice of his deodorant nulling Charlie’s senses.
"It's late," Charlie murmurs, eyes downcast to where Nick is holding his hand in his own, gently running his thumb across Charlie’s knuckles.
"Yeah,” Nick agrees.
Charlie’s a fool, even now. They’re friends, associates, roommates, but not lovers. This one sided longing has never been meant to result in anything. And yet, here they stand.
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we both know that it’s over (but we're both not ready) by emirablight11
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
08 Jun 2022
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“So I was thinking,” his voice is quiet, so quiet it might border on a whisper, and the cowardice takes over. He stares somewhere east, trying to ignore the tortured look in Nick’s eyes as it dawns on him. He’ll be happier, in the end. He tries to reassure himself. He’ll be grateful for this later.
“Maybe it would be better… if we just…”
Nick’s lips part just slightly, eyes brimming and trembling in Charlie’s peripheral vision. He can’t take it anymore. He can’t let his everything break at his hands. He shuts his lids tighter, tighter, tighter, so clasped that he sees white. In the blinding light, he tries to picture a better world. A brighter world. One with Nick. The Nick that’s happy and bright, the Nick with friends, the Nick who doesn’t walk into form with a black eye courtesy of Harry Greene. That Nick. Even at arm’s length, it’s better than tortured looks from dawn until dusk. He swallows again.
“If we… if we stopped this.”
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The break-up scene in episode seven, from Charlie’s perspective.
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once more, with feeling by emirablight11
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
07 Jun 2022
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“I love you.”
The words are hushed and clasped together, whispered in links made of kisses, of held hands, of open arms and lovestruck gazes and a love she’ll never get to see. The simple echoing is treasured and clasped against the heart, and somewhere far off, Imogen holds it close too. Those words would soothe every ache if they weren’t meant for another’s ears.
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Or: Imogen has some revelations.
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In the future, humans have lost their way of life on Earth as a result of the sun’s moribund. As a solution to this problem, the United Nations has announced they have discovered a way to travel into another parallel dimension, one where these events did not occur, so humankind will be able to continue prospering, aware of their shrinking population. Seemingly at random, these leaders select two billion worldwide citizens to travel into the dimension first and help prepare the planet for its new inhabitants. Nicholas “Nick” Nelson is one of the many selected.
However, he soon learns his mission is not as simple as it’s thought out to be- each of the two billion citizens transported are required to assassinate specific A.D. earth inhabitants to make room for their O.D. counterparts. These assassins are deemed “keepers”, and as Nicholas is a young asset, he only has one citizen to eliminate before he can complete his mission. Number 4836690514, also known as Charles “Charlie” Spring.
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Or: your obligatory assassin AU, featuring a world I’ve put way too much thought into.
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wholesome shit to give you diabetes by emirablight11
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
01 Jun 2022
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u need a pick me up? need some gay? need cavities? i say HERE TAKE TWO for all of the above!!
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you should know if i could, i’d breathe you in every single day by emirablight11
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
19 Dec 2022
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the golden soulmark au! by emirablight11
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
25 May 2022
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then let that morning come, as come it will by lesbianwithacat
Fandoms: The Long Walk - Richard Bachman, The Long Walk (Movie 2025)
06 Nov 2025
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“Eurydice, dying now a second time, uttered no complaint against her husband. What was there to complain of, but that she had been loved?” — Ovid, Metamorphoses
Ray tries very hard to get it all right.
Or: yet another The Long Walk movie verse time loop au that no one asked for
Bookmarked by emirablight11
06 Nov 2025
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It’s been a month. A month since he left the hospital. Which means it’s been two months since...since the end. Or the beginning maybe? Two months since the rain and the crowd and the pain. Two months since he’d spoken to the boy he loved. And now he's stood outside his door, not sure what to do.
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- Part 1 of Ray was Pete's Wish
Bookmarked by emirablight11
03 Nov 2025
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He’s been in love with Charlie since he was sixteen, and the worst part about it is everyone knows but the other boy. He didn’t even tell most of the others. They just committed the crime of having eyes. Sometimes, he sees the understanding in their faces, how they look at him when Nick is clearly doing a shit job tampering down his feelings. Somehow, it makes the sense of suffering even worse. Their expressions say that even his friends know that Charlie will never feel the same and that they can’t help but pity Nick for wishing differently.
AKA The one where Nick is desperately pining for Charlie, and Charlie is completely and utterly unaware.
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21 Oct 2023
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Nick and Charlie encounter some bullies on the way home from their date night. They find comfort in each other.
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26 Dec 2022
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i guess all the rumors are true by thetomkatwholived
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
05 Jun 2022
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“He messaged me over half-term. Said he had a friend who might be into you.” Otis waggled his eyebrows.
“Oh?” Nick tried to pretend the hope blossoming in his chest was for some unknown reason, the possibility of someone random liking him. But it was becoming clearer and clearer by the day what that hope meant and why it bloomed at the mention of a friend of Tao Xu.
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31 Jul 2022