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i'd be the dreadful need in the devotee (that made him turn around) by nightsonneptune
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jun 2026
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"Shane," Bood says firmly. And it sounds so wrong, because Bood never calls him Shane. Shane is always Hollzy. And Bood's voice is supposed to be loud and steady, not shaky. And Shane finally, finally becomes aware enough of his surroundings to feel the trembling of Bood's hands against his waist. "Shane, please. They're working on him. We need to give them space so they can—so they can make sure he's okay."
"He's my husband," Shane chokes out, not quite managing to choke down the sob that's been building up long enough to boil over. Bood makes a similarly choked noise at that. "You need to let me go. He's my husband."
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Ilya gets injured on the ice during Shane's first season with the Centaurs. Shane loses his mind, a bit.
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03 Jul 2026
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Where do we go from here? by Gidgit2u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.
After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.
Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.
Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?
The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'
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- 57,476
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- 20/?
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30 Jun 2026
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Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.
The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.
[set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]
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- English
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- 77,023
- Chapters:
- 16/?
- Comments:
- 999
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- 3,886
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10 Jun 2026
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The Simp Jar (or, emotional damages payable in cash) by Strawberrysmilees
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Jun 2026
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The Centaurs stage an intervention. Their target? Not poor locker room etiquette, bad leadership, or on-ice discipline—but Captain Ilya Rozanov being disgustingly in love with Shane Hollander at all times.
Armed with grievances, emotional damage, and a glitter-covered “Simp Jar,” the team attempts to curb Ilya’s relentless PDA, public worship, and inability to keep his hands—or eyes—off his husband. Shane would like to disappear forever. Ilya, unfortunately, is having the time of his life.
[Or: the team tries to stop Ilya from simping. It goes exactly as well as expected.]
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27 May 2026
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The Axiom of Equality by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Ilya hurts Shane.
It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 207
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- 4,545
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23 May 2026
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I Laugh Like Me Again by theki11erandthefina1gir1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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It's Shane Hollander's first season in Ottawa, and the whole Centaurs roster is playing better than they ever have. So why won't the press focus on that? Why do he and Ilya keep having to answer questions about their marriage, and not get to talk about the incredible start to the season that their team is having? Maybe if they do one podcast, with hosts who are normal people, they can just tell their whole story and focus on bringing the Stanley Cup to Ottawa.
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or, Shane and Ilya do a sports podcast run by lesbians for members of the LGBTQ+ community, and the internet reacts.
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- Part 1 of Sweet Music Playing in the Dark
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- English
- Words:
- 21,921
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 302
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17 May 2026
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you know this moment, don’t you? (time is strangely calm now) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.
His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.
Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.
Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.
or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.
"I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.
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- Part 1 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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- English
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- 15,440
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 378
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17 May 2026
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Just a Habit by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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It wasn’t like he had to throw up, Ilya reasoned. It was just a bad habit, and he quit those all the time. But he was leaving the cottage in two days, and the thought of packing up this life with Shane into his carry-on and flying back to Boston alone was tying him in knots. He was just stressed, and vomiting made him feel lighter. He didn’t need to, though.
Or, a study of Ilya's recklessness and unhealthy coping as a foil to Shane's ED-coded behaviors, where he has his own disordered habits. He has it under control, until he doesn't. This work is fully finished, just updating as I edit :)
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- English
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- 28,828
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 164
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- 1,038
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- 261
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- 18,310
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17 May 2026
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Yuna doesn't like him.
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- English
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- 38,106
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- 6/7
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16 May 2026
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And Ilya Makes Four by ShutUpGwen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 May 2026
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“I was thinking,” Shane says without looking up from his salmon, “about how you guys said it was okay if I wanted to bring someone over for Christmas?”
Yuna gasps sharply, but David speaks before she can. “Of course, son.” He says warmly. “Do you have someone you want to invite?”
Shane nods slowly, eyes still glued to his plate. He takes a deep breath before looking up, not quite meeting David or Yuna’s eyes, but rather staring off at the space between them. “Can we have Christmas at the cottage? I’m… I mean, we are pretty private and I don’t want to have to explain to the neighbors—”
His son is blushing bright red, but all David can think about is ‘we’. Since when are Shane and this mystery person a ‘we’? Just how serious is this relationship?
He had noticed that Shane’s on his phone a lot. That on the rare occasion that David manages to stir the conversation away from hockey, Shane would bring up things he’d never shown interest in before: movies about racing cars or international music.
David had figured that there was someone in his son’s life, but not that they were a ‘we’.
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How Yuna and David come to adopt their second son
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- Part 2 of Finding Family
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14 May 2026
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who will love a little sparrow by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jun 2026
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Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.
Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.
Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.
Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.
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- English
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- 127,790
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,425
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- 5,364
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- 2,179
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- 107,996
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13 May 2026
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safeguard by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Hayden only recognizes the signs because he’s seen them in Ilya.
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- Part 2 of all lights turned off can be turned on
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 2
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- 293
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10 May 2026
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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- Part 1 of all lights turned off can be turned on
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- English
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- 8,339
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- 1/1
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- 9
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- 472
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- 18,515
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- 3,682
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10 May 2026
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zuko nation @yaoionice
tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others
oh captain my captain @jimothykirk
Replying to @yaoionice
RIGHT like i think love might be real
dani @danisqueerbar
Replying to @jimothykirk
we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms)
Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.
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- 2/2
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09 May 2026
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Ilya shrugs, avoiding David’s eyes. Instead, he gazes down at the jigsaw puzzle laid out on the table. “You do this to relax?”
“Yes, sometimes. It makes me tired,” David says. “Want to help?”
David Hollander gets to know his son's boyfriend.
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09 May 2026
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05 May 2026
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Gay or European by Deerlie_03
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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Rozanov is due to arrive today. Cliff isn’t freaking out. Not even a little bit. He just has no idea what to expect from him.
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Five people who fail to clock Ilya Rozanov and one who immediately figures him out. AKA "being a little transparent as a hockey player is fine, because it doesn't occur to other hockey players that you might be queer".
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03 May 2026
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release the tapes by hyphenemdash
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have been outed to the world. Which means finally, *finally*, Svetlana Vetrova isn't the only person who has to be subject to Ilya's (admittedly pathetic) pining for Shane.
She can do it. She can release the tapes.
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03 May 2026
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Slamming Doors by GeminiWandering
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 May 2026
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Ilya felt his heart tear open when Shane left him sitting on the couch, hand outstretched, in Boston. Two weeks later, every post about #Landry24 was a cautery to the wound. Four months later, a 40-day mourning period in Moscow and a string of unanswered texts calcified his heart completely.
Shane has spent the better part of a decade carefully maintaining public perception of the Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. He doesn’t realize the cage he’s built until the door is closed and Ilya has locked it behind him.
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02 May 2026
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From the Net by Climbergirlio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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A Wyatt Hayes POV of Shane’s first year with the Ottawa Centaurs feat. the Centaurs realizing the rivalry is still real, Shane’s no PDA rule, workplace ‘professionalism’, an unreasonable amount of Tim Horton’s discussion, and Montreal getting their ass kicked as they deserve.
Mostly book canon with a little bit of show canon interspersed. Tags are updated as the story evolves.
- Language:
- English
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- 68,484
- Chapters:
- 15/18
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- 1
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- 1,020
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- 3,495
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- 108,766
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26 Apr 2026