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    "Put your dick away and go to bed, Hollander," Rozanov said, his eyes wide open but still unable to make the other boy out. He imagined the look of panic on his face, the way his hands would be fumbling to pull his shorts up.

    "I seriously thought you were asleep. Fuck, I'm sorry, Rozanov."

    Forced to attend a hockey boarding school in Canada by his father, Rozanov was under the impression it would be filled with studying and practising his English.

    Never did he think it would be spent listening to Shane Hollander jerk off.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is fairly certain that you don’t accidentally walk in on your roommate half naked this often. Shane, for his part, seems completely uninterested in correcting that assumption.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    "You have to come to the locker room. Now."

    Shane frowns. Holds up his notebook. "I'm busy."

    "Forget that, man. It's all over the news. Ilya Rozanov has just defected from the Soviet Union."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey au

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    15 Jan 2026

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    “I am normal,” says Shane, rearranging his silverware on the table. “And I will pass Logic, ignore Ilya Rozanov, and continue to be normal forever until I die.” When he reaches for Rose’s fork to move it parallel to her plate, she grabs his wrist and gently sets it on the table.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Stepping off of the plane, Ilya was still surprised that he made it here. His father was never fond of North American hockey leagues, but Ilya was determined to play junior hockey in Canada.

    He spotted his billet family - Yuna and David Hollander, who he would be living with for the next eight months, along with Shane Hollander, his new teammate.

    He knew of the famous active OHL players, and Shane Hollander was certainly one of them, but Ilya wasn’t prepared for freckles and beautiful eyes.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Shane gets added to the Ottawa Centaurs WAG group chat and gets the support network he didn't know he needed.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    "You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.

    Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.

    He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.

    Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.

    or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    NOTE: updated on 01-14-2026 for grammar

    He needs to move, maybe get Rozanov’s attention before he loses his nerves.

    And then the room tilts. His vision narrows, red light smearing into pink and white streaks. Shane staggers. The beer slips from his fingers. It shatters, foam splashing his shoes, glass skittering away. His knees give out like someone kicked him, and his hands shoot forward to hold himself upright.

    His left palm lands in broken glass, though he doesn't feel it. What he notices is the certainty that everyone sees, that they can smell him—something sour and wrong. His scent, despite patches and care, has turned exposed.

     

    OR: What if we took the club scene from episode 4 and had Shane collapse from experiencing Omega Rejection Syndrome after seeing Ilya dancing with someone else?

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    26 Dec 2025

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    The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
    --
    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “See?” Ilya said, his mouth close to Shane’s ear. “He wants to watch. Everyone wants to watch you. They are all seeing how beautiful you are.”

    Shane’s gaze flew back to Hayden. Hayden could feel his heart hammering against his ribs, but he didn’t hesitate this time. “It’s true,” he said. “It’s all true.”

    Or: Hayden visits Ilya and Shane for what is supposed to be a casual hangout.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Shane accidentally sends the text.

    We didn't even kiss.

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    13 Dec 2025

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    “You sure you don’t want Jimin or either of the other two trolls to be your best man? You can still change your mind.”
    Namjoon snorts, his eyes crinkling with an amused smile. “Thanks for taking Seokjin-hyung on your road trip,” he says, glancing sideways at Hoseok as though reading from a teleprompter. “I’m sure you two will have a great time. Hyung likes you.”
    Yoongi laughs without meaning to, loud and derisive.
    Not for the first time, he regrets he had no witnesses on that first night he and Seokjin met years ago.
    Because he doesn’t like Seokjin and all of their friends know it, but Seokjin certainly doesn’t like him either. He’s just far better than Yoongi at hiding it. Or just more of a hypocrite.

    (Or: Yoongi gets emotionally blackmailed into taking the guy he hates the most on his road trip to his best friends’ wedding and ends up sharing snacks, playlists, beds, and, maybe, his entire heart.)

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    12 Aug 2025

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    Dunk froze mid-sip. Blinked. His ears flushed pink. “Come again?”

    Joong grinned, the kind of grin that meant trouble. “You heard me. You talk like you’ve got gold medal dick, but I guarantee I could fuck you into next week.”

    “That’s the alcohol talking.”

    “I’m honest.”

    Dunk raised an eyebrow. “You think you’re better in bed than me?”

    “Obviously.”

    Or, Joong and Dunk are competitive roommates armed with a ridiculous scoreboard.

    What starts as petty challenges spirals into the kind of heartbreak they can’t joke their way out of.

    Turns out, you can't win at love — but you can lose your mind trying.

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    28 Jul 2025

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    Taehyung is the captain of an all alpha erotic dance troupe. Imagine his surprise when he discovers an omega in their midst at the conclusion of filming a promotional video for their latest showcase.

    Jungkook, a wolf who has always given Taehyung the cold shoulder.

    A wolf Taehyung thought was an alpha…

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    24 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 27

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    Style knows going to a blood bar is probably not his best idea but he figures why the hell not.

    Or

    Fadel is a vampire.

    Style thinks he’s hot.

    They have sex.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    Seokjin is the head guard for prince Yoongi, he’s also absolutely in love him.

    He’s handling his feelings well, until Prince Taehyung, a potential suitor for Yoongi visits.

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    01 Jul 2025

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