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    “You like it?” Ilya asked and Shane paused, contemplating the question. Was Ilya referring to the pizza or being fed? Shane realized a moment later that the answer to both was the same.

    “Yes,” he said.

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    Or Shane learns that Ilya likes to feed him...and Shane likes being fed.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    "That's right Tom, a car seems to have crashed into the downtown Ottawa business center, it lit up in seconds. But the tragedy isn't over yet, another car spinning out and crashing into the first one-"

    The words faded from Ilya's ears.

    Ottawa Business Center

    "Wait, isn't that where Shane and Hayden-"

    Ilya was out of the room before he could finish speaking.

    Or: Shane goes to help Hayden secure a brand deal. He didn't realize he'd be trying to survive a fire in the process.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    "His skates edge caught wrong, shifted his weight, and he fucking fell down. The world tilted just enough.
    That’s all it took.

    One bad second. One bad angle. The puck sliding away like it was never his to begin with.

    He swallows hard, throat tight.

    I lost them the Cup.

    The words belong to himself. They’re just there, sitting in his chest.

    Why—

    “What the fuck was that, Hollander?”"

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    The one where Shane trips at the last Montreal vs Ottawa game and his Team are not kind about it. And what happens when he runs into Ilyas Teammate. What happens when Ilya finds out.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    The plane carrying the Voyagers home from Houston crashes just after take-off. Shane is on board.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane says he’s fine. He always does.

    Ilya doesn’t believe him.

    When the early signs of pregnancy start showing up — the nausea, the fatigue, the little tremors Shane refuses to acknowledge — Ilya notices everything. He notices the way Shane pushes through practice, brushes off concern, and insists he doesn’t need help. And he refuses to let him do it alone.

    Between ice rinks, drives home, and quiet evenings in their apartment, they learn to navigate this unexpected pregnancy together. Ilya takes care of Shane with careful hands and steady insistence, and Shane, despite himself, starts to realize maybe he doesn’t have to handle everything on his own.

    Hockey doesn’t stop. Life doesn’t pause. But slowly, stubbornly, the two of them adjust — learning to balance routine, responsibility, and each other, one small, intimate moment at a time.

    Because some things — like care, trust, and each other — aren’t optional.

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    08 Feb 2026