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Ilya has always been the one in control, the one who takes charge but sometimes, he just wants to let go. When he finally admits to Shane that he wants to be submissive, it opens up a new side of their intimacy. Shane takes the lead, and Ilya discovers how freeing it can be to trust completely, to surrender, and to let someone else guide the pleasure. Between teasing touches, whispered commands, and slow, deliberate exploration, they find a rhythm that is all their own.
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14 Mar 2026
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Shane liked being fucked. He preferred being fucked, and he knew Ilya liked fucking him, too. Quite frankly as soon as Ilya got his dick in him Shane lost the ability to think about anything else, least of all consider doing something that would deprive him of the pleasure of it.
But now that Ilya had actually verbalized the possibility of a role reversal, Shane suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Could he make Ilya lose himself, like Ilya could do to him? Could he make Ilya come hands-free, with just his dick? Could he make it so good for Ilya that he felt like he might die, like Shane always did?
“I– maybe”, Shane manages, clearing his throat. “Is it– do you want to–?”
“I want what you want”, Ilya says easily. “But sometimes I think about it. Sometimes–” He trails off, his teeth grazing against Shane’s ear, itching for a bite. “... sometimes I want it.”
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13 Mar 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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12 Mar 2026
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goodnight, stupid canadian wolfbird by medits_24 (emurph_24)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Mar 2026
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If you had told Ilya Rozanov that shaking hands with a beautiful boy with freckles when he was 17 would have led to this, he would have laughed at you. He would have shook his head, said that this level of happiness was impossible, and lit another cigarette. Yet, here he was, over 20 years later, and he couldn’t imagine his life any other way.
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OR: Ilya and Shane become parents to a perfect little girl, and her love of loons.Bookmarked by feelslikeinfinity
12 Mar 2026