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Ilya has always been the one in control, the one who takes charge but sometimes, he just wants to let go. When he finally admits to Shane that he wants to be submissive, it opens up a new side of their intimacy. Shane takes the lead, and Ilya discovers how freeing it can be to trust completely, to surrender, and to let someone else guide the pleasure. Between teasing touches, whispered commands, and slow, deliberate exploration, they find a rhythm that is all their own.
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14 Mar 2026
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Shane liked being fucked. He preferred being fucked, and he knew Ilya liked fucking him, too. Quite frankly as soon as Ilya got his dick in him Shane lost the ability to think about anything else, least of all consider doing something that would deprive him of the pleasure of it.
But now that Ilya had actually verbalized the possibility of a role reversal, Shane suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Could he make Ilya lose himself, like Ilya could do to him? Could he make Ilya come hands-free, with just his dick? Could he make it so good for Ilya that he felt like he might die, like Shane always did?
“I– maybe”, Shane manages, clearing his throat. “Is it– do you want to–?”
“I want what you want”, Ilya says easily. “But sometimes I think about it. Sometimes–” He trails off, his teeth grazing against Shane’s ear, itching for a bite. “... sometimes I want it.”
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13 Mar 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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13 Mar 2026
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage- Language:
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12 Mar 2026
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goodnight, stupid canadian wolfbird by medits_24 (emurph_24)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Mar 2026
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If you had told Ilya Rozanov that shaking hands with a beautiful boy with freckles when he was 17 would have led to this, he would have laughed at you. He would have shook his head, said that this level of happiness was impossible, and lit another cigarette. Yet, here he was, over 20 years later, and he couldn’t imagine his life any other way.
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OR: Ilya and Shane become parents to a perfect little girl, and her love of loons.Bookmarked by feelslikeinfinity
12 Mar 2026
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strawberry toothpaste and all the ways to say i love you by dayfly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Mar 2026
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Being a good father and a good husband turned out not to require anything extraordinary. All Ilya had to do was hold his son upright while he cried. Reach for his husband’s hand when everything else felt fragile enough to break. Explaining why. Explaining it again. Apologizing when he was wrong. Letting himself be forgiven. Offering the same in return.
Stay—especially on the days when staying felt like a decision he had already, once, been afraid he might not make.
Do it again tomorrow.
And tomorrow, Ilya learned, was no longer frightening when it looked back at him through brown eyes.
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12 Mar 2026
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The Importance of Strawberries by lostinpinerocklands (celiazwrites)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Mar 2026
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“I’m sorry I’m not him,” Shane says, looking away.
“Who?”
“Future me. Whoever you fell in love with.” What’s unsaid hangs in the air: whoever fell in love with you. Because this Shane – 2010 Shane – doesn’t love him. Is amused by their daily lessons, comforted by his presence, even grateful. But love?
“That’s the thing, Shane,” Ilya says. His eyes are shining. “You are, right now, exactly who I fell in love with.”
In 2031, Shane wakes up in the hospital certain that it's 2010. Ilya is there to remind him of the two decades he's missed and the life they've built along the way.
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12 Mar 2026
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Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.
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12 Mar 2026
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The Knockout Lockout by PillowForte
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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A handsome, panicked face swims into view, and Ilya isn’t sure, but he thinks the man is calling his name.
“…ya – hey! There you are,” the stranger says shakily, one strong hand clutching Ilya’s face. “Fuck, Ilya, you’ve gotta stay awake, okay? They’re coming, just hold on. I’m here.”
He’s ethereal under the stadium light. It falls like white water over his dark, messy halo of hair, caresses the edges of his tensed jaw and the anguish etched into his face, outlines the curve of his full, trembling lips as he looks down at Ilya, trying to hold Ilya’s gaze with his own.
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11 Mar 2026
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Scott took his sunglasses from the side pocket of his backpack and put them on. His phone vibrated. He pulled it out and there it was: a picture of Kip and Elena from across the street. Kip smiling, Elena pouting. Below it, the caption: "Please don't die crossing this sea of people."
Scott laughed to himself, put the phone away, and pushed the door open.
The screams of excitement crashed over Scott like a wave. Fans crowded the sides of the path, many with tears in their eyes, others with their arms reaching over the metal barricades, everyone wanting a piece of that night. Happy shouts celebrating the victory, hoarse voices declaring their love for the team, words of pride and admiration. Scott smiled slightly, giving a general wave as he walked, sharing looks of gratitude to both sides – until the smile froze on his face.
"THEY TURNED HOCKEY GAY?! SERIOUSLY?! FUCK YOU, HUNTER!"
The voice cut through the air like a blade. Scott swallowed hard, his eyes finding a compact group on the other side of the metal barricades. Not happy at all. Men, mostly, their expressions twisted with hate, being held back by the police officers doing security.
"HOPE YOU DIE, YOU FAGGOT!"
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11 Mar 2026
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(ass)inine confessions by badmetaphors
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jan 2026
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"You ARE a pervert."
"Yes, but I am Shane's pervert. Is different."
"That's not the defense you think it is."
"And when we—" Ilya stopped himself, grinned. "Is probably too much information, yes?"
"WAY too much information."
Ilya delivers a TED Talk titled "Shane Hollander 101" and Hayden is the unwilling audience.
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10 Mar 2026
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where's the trophy? (he just comes running over to me.) by rosesbiglesbiansecret
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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The Ottawa Centaurs have just won their first Stanley Cup and the only thing Shane can think about is how much he wants to kiss Ilya Rozanov, right here on center ice.
or, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander post The Long Game.
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10 Mar 2026
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08 Mar 2026
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happy wife, happy life by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.
But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.
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or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.
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08 Mar 2026
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freaky tuesday by supercybrgrl
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
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Spitting out into the sink, he returned the mirror to its neutral state. Splashing some water onto his face, he grabbed the hand towel and began to pat away at the excess. Shane vainly wondered whether he had developed any extra wrinkles since the last time he had checked. But as he looked up, ready to zero in on his forehead, he realised what was looking back at him wasn’t Shane, and screamed.
“What the fuck!”
OR: A bodyswap fic where Ilya's wish comes true and Shane fucks himself.
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04 Mar 2026
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the years seem short (but the days go slowly by) by little_red_mare
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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When she was born, all dark hair and rosy cheeks and eyes scrunched tightly shut as she cried, Ilya immediately burst into tears.
Shane and Ilya fill their home, their life, their memories with pictures of these moments. They look back on them over the years.
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01 Mar 2026
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The Peg by BardicPhoenix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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“You are not… hole. You are” Ilya gestures emphatically to encompass Shane and his entire body “You are… whole!” He frowns. “English is stupid.”
They’ve tried virtually everything together at this point, or at least everything they care to try, and it’s all been good, great, bordering on perfect, so why does this feel different?
Or, musings on the social significance of sexual roles, internalized homophobia/misogyny, and Ilya’s perfect butt.
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- Part 2 of Future (possible)
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28 Feb 2026
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The Useful Revolving Door by sunshinedrift
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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This is a sorta fix-it. For when Scott asks Kip to move in with him he forgot the simple fact that his door has always more closely resembled a revolving one as people come and go bringing their problems with them and the Good Captain Scott Hunter fixes them as best as he can. Allowing for Kip to have the opportunity to be brought closer to Scott's hockey world and allows him to better understand what Scott is really risking in regards to coming out while still playing hockey. Also, helps to break down that Scott only sees his value in his usefulness and Kip is determined to make him understand that his value is inherent just by existing and is NOT a reward he gets from helping others.
Vaughny also pops up a lot. He's clueless but he's got heart... and tacos
Majority of the chapters are General Audience, the ones that are Explicit will be noted in the Author's Note at the beginning of a chapter.
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22 Feb 2026
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break me softly by oceanavalanche
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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“You didn’t answer me. How do you want me?” Shane asked again. Whatever Ilya wanted from him he would give. He made that promise to himself this morning. If Ilya wanted it fast and hard, or slow and languid, he would give it to him. Whatever he needed.
“I need you. Need you inside of me.”
“Wait, wait. Ilya,” Shane spoke, grabbing his face and forcing their eyes to meet, “are you sure? Like really sure?”
“If you do not want to is okay-”
“No, stop. I want to. Like, really want to.”
OR: Ilya is too far in his brain and Shane helps take him out of it for a little while.
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15 Feb 2026
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everything i love is on the table (everything i love is out to sea) by anotherapril
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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”You love that I am boring,” Shane quips and it comes out more confidently than he expects it to.
“Yes,” Ilya agrees. “I tell you this all the time.”
“You do?”
“Da.”
“I can’t remember you ever saying anything like that to me,” Shane muses honestly and even though he himself is uninjured, Ilya winces slightly.
“Well, I do now. Tell you I love your boring. Tell you I love you.”
“What changed?”
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After an injury on the ice, Shane cannot remember the last ten years of his life with Ilya. Ilya resolves to help.
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13 Feb 2026