11 Works by feolovesyou
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"A sudden pressure, much too firm to be anything but a person, places itself onto his back, and he is lurching forward again, limbs too heavy and head too light and he has to get away, has to breathe, needs to breathe, and he can't he cantcantcant—
"Blade.""
After surviving his fight with Jingliu, Blade Freaks Tf Out
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On days like these, especially, when everything seemed too loud and sharp and discordant in their ears, and their mind, already finely tuned to the melody of Penacony—and in turn the Dreamscape—was easily overwhelmed by things they were typically able to ignore, they longed for the soft pressure of silence.
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All I Wanna Do (is get a little bit closer to you) by feolovesyou
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Aug 2023
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Dazai and Bram weren't very close.
This was a pretty well-known fact amongst anyone who knew the two. It wasn't out of malice, or spite, or any kind of Ill-intent, it was just a simple fact. Dazai and Bram weren't very close.
But oh how Dazai wished that could change.
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- Part 2 of autistic stray dogs
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the mind electric. [DISCONTINUED] by feolovesyou
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Jun 2023
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Nikolai never believed in Angels.
Not in the Heavens, not in Hell, not in whatever Gods were being preached at the time, not in anything of an unexplained power, no, Nikolai was never a religious man. He found the whole thing laughable. Who would be so pitiful and weak-willed as to put their own life into the hands of a make-believe force they claimed as their "Gods"?
So no, Nikolai never believed in Angels.
That was, until he met one Fyodor Dostoyevsky.
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- Part 4 of volatile times
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Dazai, apparently, even with the help of meds, couldn't sleep.
He'd been lying in bed with closed eyes for the past two hours, mind conjuring up scenarios and memories and thoughts that he'd rather not have, leaving him tossing and turning until he decided to give up, resorting to staring at the wall blankly until his mind quit. God, why wouldn't this end??
or: i project heavily onto (read: torture) Dazai for the 8-millionth time
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then you came with your breezeblocks by feolovesyou
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 May 2023
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"Y'know, I get the same way sometimes. Where everything's too much."
What a joke.
Or, Sigma has a meltdown (featuring Siglai's unconventional mating rituals)
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- Part 1 of autistic stray dogs
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He had always found it funny, almost, how people often described waking up from a nightmare. They'd describe gasping awake, or screaming, or crying, or something else of the sort, but Dazai had never done any of those things. No, Dazai simply woke up whenever his mind decided he'd had enough, or his body decided it couldn't take the stress anymore, or when he was forcefully woken up by his alarm clock, or even his roommate, on the particularly bad nights, and he'd continue on with his day.
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- Part 5 of volatile times
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"Elise, why are you calling? Are you safe?"
"I didn't know what else to do."
aka Elise gets scared and calls her brother
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- Part 3 of volatile times
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The man hesitated for a moment, a second too long for either of their comforts, before continuing. "I don't think I'm going back."
"Did something happen?"
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the moments leading up to Dazai leaving home.
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- Part 1 of volatile times
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"Why'd you do it?"
He opted to ignore the question, lifting the cigarette to his mouth as the two sat in an oddly comfortable silence."I don't know."
or, Dazai finds himself without a place to go and crashes at Ranpo's place. He doubts it'll last.
or, or, jesus this dude needs a hug. he kinda gets one?? but ends up needing moreSeries
- Part 2 of volatile times
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It was going to be a bad day.
Fyodor knew it from the moment they woke up. Maybe it was the sound of the rain hitting the windows outside, or the dull ache along their spine, or maybe it was from the slight stinging sensation behind their eyes.
No matter the cause, she knew today was going to be a bad day.
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- Part 1 of Disabled BSD