20 Bookmarks by feru_el

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    "There is no point in any of this rumination. You are gone. You are nothing now but a muse, something that I can conjure upon command and listen. You are nothing more now than a lullaby, a prayer, a dissonant, augmented, ugly, beautiful melody."

    Rocky and Grace part ways for their respective planets. It should feel like a victory. It doesn't.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    twitter rec is immaculate because I barely past the first scroll into the 1st chapter and I, already, copy and paste my fav quotes onto my notes…. holy fuck i live for Rocky pov

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    “Rocky, I’m here, okay? Come back to me, pal, please.”

    Of course I will, I think, drawn to that voice, that strange, wobbling voice, which I care about without knowing exactly why, and I should – it makes me angry, not knowing – I should know –

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    03 Jun 2026

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    my first phm fic that makes me cry. Love love love Rocky POV

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Giá mà Yoshiki có thể thích tôi thì tốt biết mấy…. Giá mà…. Giá mà….

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    Tiếng Việt
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    18 Aug 2025

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    lần đầu tiên đọc fic tiếng việt trên ao3, quả nhiên tiếng mẹ đẻ hits different omg.. sao có thể dịch title thơ đến nhường này cơ chứ

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    我们正长大。每长大一点,就离澄净的童年更遥远一点。光说的对,也正因如此,我才止不住哀伤。这哀伤是奇妙的,这哀伤无奈而冰冷,这哀伤让我想逃。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    18 Aug 2025

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    best best fic of Yoshiki with original Hikaru, I love yearning and grieving!

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    'War is over,'
    “You have to save him,” he begged, a limp and bloodied body in his arms.
    If you want it,
    “You’re the only one who can,” his voice broke, eyes hidden behind thick fabric wraps, a suggestion given by the one in his arms.
    War is over now…
    “Please, Shoko,” Satoru pleaded, tears streaming down his face as he tried his hardest to keep his voice level. “I can’t lose him, not again,”

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    15 Oct 2023

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    I cried badly while listening to the song. How can a story be so short yet so heart wrenching

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    Suguru had been painting the same thing ever since he first picked up a brush. A man with snowy white hair and mesmerizing blue eyes. A man he didn't know, a man he couldn't name, a man who he felt connected to anyway. When one of his paintings captures the attention of the public and of the college physics teacher Gojo Satoru, Suguru will find himself following feelings he can hardly understand. Feelings passed down to him from another lifetime.

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    15 Oct 2023

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    the best reincarnation AU fic imo, nothing came close to it. after this fic I cannot stop thinking and searching for painter!Suguru because the way the author described it was perfect.

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    They’re cheek to cheek then, for a brief, endless moment, sunlight trapped between them, before Suguru laughs and shoves at Satoru’s shoulder, words carried away by the wind.

    They bicker, together, walking hand in hand along the shore. The sun in the background plays out like a movie reel, left on and forgotten, turns bright gold. Red. Fades to a soft pink.

    They sit together, shoulder to shoulder, on the sand, still hand in hand.

    When the sky turns a vivid purple with a weary sigh, they do not rise, still whispering among themselves, heads close together, one light, the other dark.

    A miniature sun and moon, coming together in an eclipse.

     

    A vow, kept. A story, fulfilled.

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    15 Oct 2023

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    With "Time" by Hans Zimmer in the background, I cried. It's been a long time since I cried because a fic was so happy instead of sad. I used to imagine like this, Satosugu's wedding on the beach surrounded by blue sky and blue ocean, with the participation of everyone in 2006 class. Excellent, there are no words to describe it. The author's notes and replies are also super cute aaaa

  8. Public Bookmark 33

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    It’s all so easy. It’s easy to pretend he’s over it, to pretend he’s angry, to pretend he isn’t sad one bit. It’s easy to view the Suguru he’d spent time with during school as an entity completely set aside from the Suguru he’d put out of his misery that December evening.

    Here’s what isn’t easy. Returning to an empty room, where the music Suguru’s carefully selected isn’t playing, where the only dinner waiting for him is cup ramen. Where whenever he closes his eyes, he meets those of someone he shouldn’t even be thinking about. Where he barely sleeps more than three hours, because he’s haunted. Where even the good dreams are bad.

    or: gojo satoru gets one last night with the man he once loved-- still loves.

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    15 Oct 2023

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    i cried until i cannot breathe and have to choke on air in order to live. Mourning, grief and regret are so devastating, knowing that they still love each other

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    A lesson in love is a lesson in swimming. Except for Suguru, it's getting dropped into the deep end with the tide licking at his neck, no kickboard or life preserver keeping him afloat.

    (Or: This is how Satoru finds the ocean.)

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    English
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    31 Jul 2023

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    i cried again, it’s 2am in the morning and i’m sobbing silently. everything was perfectly executed, pure 67k words of slow burn, mutual pinning and driven with such incredible depiction of love

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    “What year is it,” George repeats.

    “Um,” Dream frowns. “It’s 2020?”

    George just stares at him. “It’s 2027,” he says, finally. “2027.”

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    26 May 2023

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    I love time travel fic so much, and this fic NAILED IT. Oh, how I love domestic dnf

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    “Should I record this and post it on Twitter?” Dream jokes.

    “What?” George scoffs incredulously. “No, idiot.”

    With a small exhale, he focuses his gaze on the screen and blinks at the first question. It glares back at him.

    Do you ever catch yourself staring at your BFF?

    Or, five late nights that Dream and George spend together, and one late morning.

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    24 May 2022

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    alienu my comfort author, my soft, fluff, domestic dnf fic of all time. im so happy, im in love

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    George finds Dream in the middle of a wasteland, after being alone for months. Somehow, impossibly, they both survive.

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    24 May 2022

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    i love this author so much. post-apocalypse au, angst with happy ending. it was painful reading this because the idea of being alone, being a survivor in an apocalypse is too harsh for me

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    Day 3: Flowers

    “I promise you. I promise I’ll come back.”

    He promises, George thinks wistfully. He promises such a thing- to offer George with his word on something, to uphold it. It’s as if he’s saying that he’ll give the world to him, just for him. But somewhere is the lingering thought in George's mind is that he won't come back. That the cruel war that had riddled their land will take him too, and he will be left aching and worry-worn. George shivers at the thought. Of a life without him.

    “You promise?"

    That you’ll come home to me?

    And as if he heard those unspoken words. Dream beams at him.

    “I promise. You won’t even notice that I was gone, my love.”

    George lets out a wet and broken laugh at the overly romantic pet name that he associates with his beloved. Dream does so too, before pulling him back into his embrace.

    They stay there for a bit. The war can wait.

    “I promise I’ll be waiting.”

     

    (or, the war au with letters and oscar wilde quotes.)

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    1/1
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    24 May 2022

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    happy ending even though i cried through the whole fic. my eyes are all puffy rn

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    George’s legs ached.

     

     

    His lungs felt tight and too small.

     

    His breath was loud in his ears.

     

    His pack bounced uncomfortably on his shoulders.

     

     

    George, homeless and adrift, is an outlaw of the Mad King's reign. He'd spent the last two months being hunted across the wilderness at the fringe of society by a ruthless killer in a smiling mask and bright green coat. This, he understood.

    What he didn't understand is why such a ruthless killer kept letting him go.

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    English
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    67,307
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    842
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    7,290
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    1,429
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    140,543

    24 May 2022

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    oh my, oh my god, what a ride. I was really, really reluctant and hesitated when it comes to lengthy series multiple chapters, but this one was worth it.

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    It wasn’t the first time Dream had been dragged to someone’s ridiculously fancy, extravagant, elite ball as arm candy, but it was certainly the most fun.

    or, George is filthy rich, Dream is his paid accompaniment, and they work it out, piece by piece.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    24 May 2022

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    i love this so so much, angst with HE.

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    George has always felt like he's living in a dream. He has amazing friends, an amazing channel, and his life is great.

    But one day... Dream disappears.
    All traces of him vanished.
    Everyone forgot who Dream was.

    And then the dream became a nightmare.

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    English
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    40,262
    Chapters:
    30/30
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    24 May 2022

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    oh my god omggggg i passed out this is so good??? alternative universe, george in a world without dream, popular and good at minecraft, and they switch place.

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    In which a hundred of them wake up inside Minecraft and George is all alone.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    8
    Comments:
    458
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    24 May 2022

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    oh my god this is fucking good???? survival minecraft irl, im shivering

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    24 May 2022

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    damnnnnnn rate M angst toxic relationship not HE but i enjoyed this much much more than i thought

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    Soulmate AU - Where you dream of your soulmate's last words on your twentieth birthday.

    "Jimin, this is not your fault. Please, promise me you'll never think it is."

    Convinced that he'll be the cause of his soulmate's death, Jimin has successfully avoided him so far and even if Jungkook is not the one he's meant to be with, they couldn't be happier together. They've been dating for almost a whole year, when Jimin inadvertently finds himself staring right into the most beautiful pair of droopy chocolate brown eyes, that he has seen in all his twenty-one years of life. In that moment Jimin's whole life gets turned upside-down.

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    41,397
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    77
    Kudos:
    330
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    108
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    8,610

    15 Nov 2020

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    The best BE fic I could've ever wished for

  20. Public Bookmark 11

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    Taehyung really started to hate that best friends term. I wasn’t enough, no matter how often he told himself that. He wanted more. He was always going to want more. But he couldn’t have that, so best friends just had to be enough.

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    English
    Words:
    3,500
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    82
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    11
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    1,525

    26 Mar 2018

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    I really love how the author describes Tae’s unrequited love. I felt desperate but always come back here, to this fic. It haunts me. I love this

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