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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    When Ivan's soulmark first appears, he feels wronged by the universe. Convinced he is poison and that Till deserves a life free from him, Ivan dedicates himself to a life of avoidance, believing the most loving act he can offer is his own absence.

    Meanwhile, Till searches.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    Self sabotaging idiot Ivan<333 also beloved ivansua..

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    He's looking up after his performance, and there’s a man staring from behind a faraway column, unblinking.

    Till's hands are frozen over the keys, waiting for a scolding. Or a fucking blink, maybe, whichever comes first. But the man is wearing a light blue apron and black tie. Part of the waiting staff, then. There’s a tray tucked under his arm, too, so he’s probably supposed to be working, but he’s just… Standing there. Just looking at him.

    (Till’s a pianist in a too-fancy hotel lounge. Ivan is a very dedicated fan.)

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    13 Nov 2025

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    SO cute i'm going to sob 😭

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    "I thought you swore off corresponding costumes last year."

    "I did," Till groans, slamming his locker closed and swinging his backpack over his shoulder, "we're not matching."

    Sua squints at him. "So you mean to tell me you and Ivan are coincidentally both clowns?"

    Till and Ivan through the years, shown through various Halloweens spent together.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    Oh 🥺

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    The words die at his throat as he notices black horns over Ivan’s slicked back hair. Crimson practically glows with underlying glee. The director yells at Ivan to get back on set.

    He winks, tracing a finger over Till’s jawline, “Enjoy the show.”

    Ivan's new commercial shoot has him dressed up as a devil. If lust is a sin, call Till a sinner.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    EXPLODING this is beautiful. Established otr sniffles,,

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Are you ill?" Ivan says instead of Mizi switched pillows with Sua this morning, Till's cheek nestled on his shoulder. It must be grave. Life-threatening, even.

    "Are you sick?" Till answers without looking, still sketching, sharp, precise lines. Far be it for Ivan to question the genius artist, creative re-interpretations were never his strongsuit, but even Ivan knows Mizi's glasses are not triangular. "You're the one who got warm all over."

    Till is being... unusually clingy. For Ivan, it's a problem.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    Sniffles. This is really good,,,,,,