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    “Do you think Till baby likes the food?” Ivan asks.

    Till wears a look of abject horror. “Please don’t call it that.”

    “I should kill myself if he doesn’t.”

    “This can’t be real,” Till whispers, face in his hands.

    Something is happening here. It cannot be acknowledged out loud lest it play a role equivalent to a flammable gas leak.

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    “You did good today,” Till tells him, voice soft and honest, and something warm starts spreading from his chest to his entire body. Ivan hadn’t even realized how cold he was until Till touched him.

    Ivan is life's biggest winner, and it's not because of the competition.

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    "You want to be my ashtray so badly?” he asks, voice low and almost mocking.

    Wordlessly, Ivan nods with vigor.

    Till hums. “Ivan, open your mouth.”

    Ivan holds an unhealthy fascination for Till's smoking habit.

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    One day Sua looked at Mizi, pink hair getting in her eyes as she giggled about something she’d just said, and realized that losing her would be more devastating than getting shattered to never be put whole again.

    There’s no meaning to her existence, no reason for her to keep on living if Mizi is no longer there with her. What use is a doll without an owner? If nobody is there to marvel at its beauty, at the fine way she was sculpted, what is it if not a dust-covered ornament?

    Sua has always been prone to breaking.

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    Till learns his lessons the hard way more often than not. For example, get better friends; don’t entrust your heart to a man; never agree to parties. Here comes another: don’t piss horoscopes off.

    In Ivan’s car, Till finds himself begrudgingly accepting his reality. He’s, in fact, a bunny. And the only one who understands anything he says is his best friend slash lifelong leech slash the guy who said they’re “not really a thing” after kissing him stupid in this very same car. There are worse things that could be happening to him, maybe, probably, not really; life is awful.

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    It should be stated again, just for the record of Till's quickly burning down with rage and also sleep-addled mind, that Ivan is a fucking dick and a terrible friend. Till hates Ivan. Till is also going, due to horrible and unjust circumstances, to let Ivan into his bed. Because he's a bastard.

    Ivan knocks at Till's door in the middle of the night. Till shouldn't have opened the door because Ivan is an asshole.

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    Till’s sharp eyes land on him, distrust clear in them. ‘You’re up to something bad, and I won't like it,’ they basically scream. Ivan has to contain himself from openly grinning at that.
    Instead, he keeps on talking.

    “You’re hungry; it’s factual. Because of this, you need blood; real blood, human blood, not those substitute pills you insist on taking.”

    “Tell me something I don't know, you jackass,” Till practically growls. Patience has never been one of his virtues, after all.
    For his sake, Ivan chooses to cut the formalities short.

    “Well,” he says then, “I don’t think you’ve noticed you have a human right here.”

    Because Ivan is a terrible friend first and a man without any sense of self-preservation second, he ends up pinned on the floor with Till's canines stuck in his neck.

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    “Though I have a rule,” then Till abruptly says, brusquely interrupting his dreams of a spring wedding and three kids that look exactly like his sunbae running around a house in the woods, "I don't pierce virgins.”

    Ivan opens his mouth. Closes it.
    Opens it again, but before he can blurt out that he'd gladly lose his hardly fought for (by his management) virginity for him, Till seems to realize how his words came out.

    “I mean!” he rushes in to explain, ears quickly turning red. So cute. Here it is again, that urge to bite chunks of his skin off.
    “Piercing virginity. Like. Of being pierced. God. You know what I mean-” he groans.

    Or, how Ivan first walked on set with a puppy crush and a dream and ended up getting a piercing and a maybe sorta kinda boyfriend along the way.

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    “Ivan broke up with me,” it’s a low breath, he spits it out quick like he bit onto something poisonous, and Till hates how croaked his voice sounds as he says it, how it breaks over such a short sentence.

    On the other line there’s a high pitched squeal, too earnest and genuinely surprised to not be Mizi’s. Sua stays silent at the confession for one, two, five seconds.
    Then she hangs up.

    It's half past midnight and Ivan hasn't wished Till a happy birthday yet; it's only logical to conclude Till is going to be left at the altar.

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    “So let’s immediately get to the point, shall we? I’m here with two honorable guests, Toramaru Nao and Seba Mafuyu,” she makes a small pause, letting the boy’s surname sink in, “They’re first years in the Assassination Department, and they’ve been so kind to allow me to interview them on the most burning topic of the month: has Seba Natsuki, undoubted genius and ranked in the top three of most attractive bachelors in the last 10 years of JCC history, gotten in a relationship?”

    Yuka is pretty sure she hears a groan coming from Mafuyu’s direction, but she chooses to ignore it.

    Natsuki gets delivered flowers, which turns into a month long guessing game on who finally managed to snatch the heart of JCC's most coveted bachelor. A radio show, an eager Toramaru and a begrudging Mafuyu get involved. It's a whole thing.

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    Juno Steel rants on his Tuesday evening podcast. Shenanigans ensue, some self-made, some not. Most are (probably) hot (maybe) singles (hopefully not) in his area beeping his comms right now. He deserves a drink. Or eight.

    Juno breathes in sharply and unwraps a little paper on his desk. “To get us started: Today’s Rita Minute request is Martia— Wait a goddamn minute. Rita! Hey, Rita! No, I’m not going to— No. No.” Juno frantically signals to his secretary, who, just past the window of the recording room, only motions back urgingly.

    She frowns deeply when he crushes the small paper in his palm and tosses it, just barely missing the trash can.

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    Till presses his finger a little deeper into the wound, still not drawing any blood. Ivan wonders if he can feel the way his flesh reacts to the contact, the way it desperately aches for it.

    The afterlife, old wounds and the desire that hides between flesh and blood and bones.

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    stasis
    (n.) a state of static balance or equilibrium, in which there is no change or development.

    Floating in the nothingness, Till waits.

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    The deity and the devotee.
    A clichè, Rion would say. A heresy, Kei would reply.

    (An unexpected bliss in such a cruel world, both would concur.)

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    “Natsuki,” Mafuyu had entered the living room one day, calling to his brother, “Teach me how to make crepes.”

    When all Mafuyu's ever known comes crashing down and leaves nothing but uncertainty behind, the future seems terrifying. Luckily, he doesn't have to deal with it all on his own.

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    Natsuki gets a cut on his hand, and Shin insists on treating it.

    Of taking care, and being taken care of.

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    He can deny the blood, swear that he’ll fix the timeline before he’ll have to see it spill again. But there’s no denying his failure - no denying how he hasn’t been able to save him yet.

    Only hoping he won’t fail, this time.

    Lu Guang doesn't know how to let go - even when it's hurting him just as much as it's hurting Cheng Xiaoshi.

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    In the end, they all found themselves into a big, family-sized greek tragedy, and Juno Steel was just going to be the last tear shed by the viewer before the curtains closed on the stage.

    Just my take on Juno's internal monologue right after the end of Thief's Honor (Part One).

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    “It’s a pleasure for Dark Matters to introduce to you the recently hired Agent N.”
    As she announced that, the Agent stepped into the light of their personal stage.

    Juno looked up at them, and then - it felt like the entire galaxy had started collapsing under his unsteady feet.

    Because in front of them, looking at Director W as if she’d been some sort of god, stood none other than Peter Nureyev himself.

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    Rei and Kazuki fight. After a talk with their daughter, Kazuki tries to make up with his partner.

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