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  1. Rec 37

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    It’s not ideal, being dead. He can’t bake, he can’t take a shower, he can’t go to work. And he can’t tell Eddie he loves him.

    It occurred to him in the too-fast flash of a second it took to fall 48 feet into the fiery subfloor full of rubble, glass, and rebar.

    Oh, Eddie.

    Not ideal at all.

    or: Buck is haunting Eddie's house. That's not the end of the story.

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    08 Jan 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    By the time Buck is thirty-one, he’s one of the most popular players in the entire NHL. He’s taken his team to the playoffs almost every year, and they’ve even made the Western Conference Finals a few times.

    He knows he only has so many years left. He’s had some pretty rough injuries, and he’s had a string of failed relationships to go with them. He’s starting to come to terms with the fact that, actually, hockey isn’t just something he loves - it’s probably the love of his life. He’s trying to be fine with that fact.

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    07 Jan 2026

  3. Rec 52

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    “I gotta be dreaming.”

    Buck pinches him. Hard.

    “Jesus Christ, Buck.”

    “See? Not dreaming.”

    Eddie sends him an irritated, wary look, but Buck is getting kind of amped up, so he starts pacing around with his hands on his head.

    “Okay, we’re—we’re stuck in a fucking time loop. Both of us. Um, what if it’s like. What’s that movie called? Groundhog Day! Where we have to learn to be better people. Or like a fucking. Uh. A Christmas Carol.”

    A Christmas Carol isn’t about a time loop,” Eddie adds unhelpfully.

    “Okay, b-but some fantastical shit happens and they have to be better.” Buck gasps. “Oh my God, Eddie. What if we’re terrible people?”

    Buck and Eddie start living the same day over and over again.

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    07 Jan 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    "By nine," Buck sighs, starting to fidget. "I know."

    "So you'll start to soak the—"

    Buck's beer bottle hits the table with a sharp clank.

    "God! Yes! I'll soak the damn cake. Between chauffeuring your son and baking for my niece and listening to my brother-in-law gripe about all of his paperwork, which he only has because the guy who used to do it died, Christ," Buck's voice is sharp, dismissive—

    And catches Eddie completely by surprise.

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    07 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 45

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    'Buck,' Eddie says again, closer now and Buck turns around at last, 'why are you here?'

    'I wanted to be here for May,' he says, 'I'm not here to cause trouble.'

    'Bit late for that. I haven't seen you in five years, Buck. You ignored me for five years.'

    Buck doesn't answer, just fixes Eddie with an inscrutable look.

    'So you’re gay now?' he says, flatly.

    Eddie shrugs, 'sure.'

    'What does that mean?'

    'Gay, bi, queer. It doesn’t matter.'

    'If you fuck dudes now it matters,' spits Buck.

    'Why?’ Eddie throws back, ‘because I never fucked you?'

    *

    After Bobby died Buck left LA without a word. Five years later Eddie bumps into him at May and Ravi’s wedding. Is it too late for them to find their way back to each other? Do they want closure or something more?

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    04 Jan 2026

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    When the firefighter walks into Eddie's coffeeshop, Eddie immediately knows two things about him: he's not human, and he's the love of Eddie's life.

    Oh, he knows a bunch of other things too, obviously. He's about thirty, a few months younger than Eddie himself. He has a scar on his throat, like he got stabbed there, and one of his legs has some metal rods in it that must have come from a bad injury. The guy doesn't know he's not human, which is a tricky thing to figure out, but Eddie's almost positive. Most of the non-humans he knows have always known they aren't people, but there are exceptions, and they tend to carry themselves differently. Ana before her first full moon as a werewolf had a very different vibe from Ana after.

    The firefighter moves like he knows he doesn't belong, but not like he knows why. Like he's afraid of taking up space, afraid of being noticed.

    As if Eddie is even capable of not noticing him.

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    04 Jan 2026

  7. Rec 56

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    For one singular moment, Christopher’s face lights up in that way it always does for Buck, thrilled to see him. But Buck can do nothing to stop the way his expression changes as he takes in the shirt that clearly belongs to Eddie, his hair that is so messy it can’t be chalked up to simple bed head, and the fact that Buck is here, in his house, in the morning after a late shift. Christopher’s expression shutters closed in a way that Buck has never been on the receiving end of, and he feels his stomach drop.

    (or, Christopher finds out about Buck and Eddie's relationship before they get the chance to tell him. They deal with the aftermath)

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Three weeks after Eddie leaves for Texas, Buck gets a call in the middle of the night from a trauma center in El Paso. Eddie was in a serious car accident and has been rushed into surgery for a skull fracture. Buck rushes to Texas, finding that things are even messier than he imagined, and that's before Eddie wakes up and confesses that he's not sure it was actually an accident. That he might have done it on purpose. So Buck does what his parents never did for him: he steps in, all the way, and helps put his little family back together.

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    31 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 26

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    The floor is made of lava. Which is, like, a metaphor, or something. Who knows? Not Buck and Eddie, they're drunk.

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    30 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    He wonders if Buck ever thinks about it.

    The sheets sticking to his damp skin, their sounds of pleasure echoing around the room, Buck telling him all the things he’s thought about doing to Eddie before. How Eddie would let him without question, knowing Buck would still take care of him even when given all the power in the world.

    What this means for himself is something that’s hard to bear thinking about.

     

    Or, Eddie comes to terms with what he deserves.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    It’s not at all like a gunshot—and Buck would like to thank Dr. Miriam Copeland for the fact that he can think about that at all, much less think about it long enough to draw a comparison—but the way the sound cuts through the idle noise of the station is immediate in a way that brings the sound of a gunshot to his mind. Maybe it’s because the last time a sound came from somewhere beyond his left shoulder and heralded a life-changing realization, it was a gunshot.

    Buck realizes three things, in this order:

    First: That was a notification alert from Grindr.

    Second: That notification alert came from Eddie’s phone.

    Third: Eddie has Grindr? Apparently?

    Eddie forgets to silence his phone; Buck throws himself on the figurative grenade.

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    28 Dec 2025

  12. Rec 35

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    28 Dec 2025

  13. Rec *

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    Adriana doesn’t tell their parents that she’s going to LA. She doesn’t tell Eddie, either—or ask, for that matter.

    She does ask Chris, and he thinks it’s a good idea—says as much, on the phone, and doesn’t say much else.

    “Buck will probably be hovering,” is what Chris does volunteer.

    It still surprises her when the man who opens the door is not Eddie. It’s—Captain America, is the thing that actually comes to mind—a man close to a foot taller than she is, if not more than that, with blond curls and broad shoulders, and he’s got a question in his very blue eyes that’s probably less friendly than the one he actually asks her.

    “Uh,” he says. “Can I help you?”

    Or: Adriana arrives in LA. Maddie has been here the whole time.

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    27 Dec 2025

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  14. Public Bookmark 15

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    The thing is, Buck’s been getting along just fine not thinking about it. When it first happened, he’d chalked it up to a weird grief thing. A temporary bout of insanity. Eddie hadn’t seemed keen to discuss it either, and so Buck happily shoved it into a mental box labeled Never Think About This Again.

    Except, not talking about it had backfired. His friendship with Eddie had turned awkward, then unbearable. Obviously, it was Buck’s fault. Buck, who never knew when to leave well enough alone. Buck, who’s too intense, too needy, and too much. Part of him is shocked it took this long for everything to implode. He and Eddie have been on a collision course since the day last year when Eddie told Buck he was leaving. Maybe since before that.

    The kiss was just the moment of impact.

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    26 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”

    Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.

    “That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.

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    or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.

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    23 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 19

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    Eddie Diaz is exhausted, off-shift, and absolutely not supposed to be playing hero in a dark alley.

    Unfortunately, the bleeding vigilante collapsed against the wall didn’t get that memo.

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    22 Dec 2025

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  17. Rec *

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    The thing about Eddie and Hen bonding is that he might not want to admit it, but Buck’s jealous. He’s achingly and overwhelmingly jealous. He’s jealous of Eddie.

    He knows how it sounds, he knows what people think. He hasn’t even tried to raise it with Maddie, because she’d laugh at him and she wouldn’t believe him, and she’d ask if he was sure he wasn’t jealous of Hen. It really isn’t that.

    Hen is special. Hen’s always been there for him, always been a steady and constant support like no one else.

    The thing that no one seems to understand is that he lost Eddie months ago.

     

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    Episode tag to 9x5 Día de los Muertos, in which Buck really truly is jealous of Eddie, not Hen.

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    23 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Hey, do you like cookies?”
    “Love ‘em.”
    “What’s your favourite? I’ve been on a bit of a baking kick lately.” Buck starts to walk away, keeping one eye on the glass cabinet of ancient minerals that some of the children are getting a little too close to.
    “I think I’ll leave that for you to figure out,” Eddie smirks.
    “I love a challenge.”
    “I bet you do,” Eddie hums.

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    The one where Eddie meets Buck while chaperoning a field trip to the Natural History Museum, hooks up with him in a bathroom, and eats more cookies than he ever has in his life.

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    22 Dec 2025

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  19. Rec *

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    ret·​ro·​grade ˈre-trə-ˌgrād

    1. being in motion in a direction contrary to that of the general motion of similar bodies
    2. affecting memories of a period prior to a precipitating event (such as brain injury or disease)
    3. to go back

    After an accident leaves Eddie with amnesia, Buck takes him home to recover, and in the absence of his memories, Eddie reveals parts of himself he’s kept hidden for years.

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    22 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    When Eddie learns he and Buck got drunk-married at Chimney’s bachelor party, he goes on a metaphorical journey to figure out the best way to be a good husband.

    “Now you get it. Damage done. We didn’t know,” Buck shrugs, “now we do, so we can just …”
    Eddie’s mind races to finish Buck’s sentence:
    Park our cars side-by-side in my driveway forever.
    Hang all our clothes in the same closet so I have better access to that blue hoodie I love.
    Kiss.
    “… get an annulment.”
    “What?” The word slips out of Eddie’s mouth before he can stop it.
    Buck frowns.
    “You want to …” Eddie drops his fork to his plate. He’s suddenly not hungry, despite how much he loves Buck’s omelets. His voice wobbles when he adds, “You don’t want to be married to me?”

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    21 Dec 2025

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