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  1. Rec 63

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    “If you’re trying to make up for fucking strangers in my apartment, all you have to do is stop fucking strangers in my apartment.
    Dazai coughs quietly on the other side.
    “Are we strangers?”

    OR: the biggest trial in Chuuya's life is being Dazai's landlord

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    gosh i forgot how much i love soukoku huh
    kudos to this author their writings amazing xx

  2. Rec 36

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    Getting out of prison alive was a miracle. Getting stuck with Dazai on his couch is just Chuuya's terrible luck.

    In the grueling aftermath of the vampire outbreak, a highly inconvenient shift in alliances forces them under the same roof. Exhausted and stripped of their usual defenses, the quiet hours they share start to blur lines they’ve fiercely guarded since they were teenagers.

    Or: The post-war domestic fic where the tension boils over, and Chuuya finally stops lying to himself.

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    11 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    skk i am BACK and i am loving it god bless this author beautifully written christ is truly rising tonight 🙏

  3. Rec 11

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    Every correction feels personal, every lead an accusation, and every silence heavier than the music.

    Suzuki knows he’s failing. Sugiki knows exactly why.
    What starts as practice, turns into a war of control, pride, and everything neither of them is willing to admit out loud.

    Some frames break.
    Some locks tighten.
    And some dances blur the line between discipline and desire.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    05 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AAAUGGHGGHH DOES THIS AUTHOR KNOW IM CRAZY

  4. Rec *

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    "You know him?" Thanos asks as he tries to think of his own lyrics to go with the track that's still playing. "He produce for real, or is this a favor type thing?" Doesn't matter either way. Thanos has got a damn gift when it comes to getting people to do shit for him.

    "That's the thing," Semi groans with a downright strange amount of frustration. "The guy's name is Namgyu, I'm pretty sure, and he's a composer. Like, the classical stuff at the beginning, that was his."

    Thanos nods, even though he doesn't really get why she's saying this shit like she's reading him a prison sentence ending in the electric chair. "Soo...?" He asks slowly. "If he made that, he can definitely do the producing shit, too. It's just a different genre." It's true. As long as he's got an ear for what's good, and knows how to work the fancy ass machines, then Thanos should be solid.

    "Well, the issue is that he would never do it," she shrugs.

    "He'd do it for me," Thanos waves off. It's not even cocky or some shit. All he's got to do is hook the guy up with girls or drugs or an oil change, and he should be fine. "Why wouldn't he?"

    Or

    How Thanos and Namgyu make an album together and maybe fall in love.

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    Chapters:
    13/15
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    14 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the other greatest literacy workpiece besides like the brothers karamazov or the great gatsby or something
    (above them)

  5. Rec 92

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    He’d be lying if he said his curiosity wasn’t piqued now. His poor little sycophant slinking over top of him in the dark, needy and wanting. Of what? Thanos can think of a few things, probably. He stares up at Nam-gyu, his features illuminated only by the shining ‘X’ and ‘O’ in the middle of the dorm floor, and the combination of the red and blue paint Nam-gyu’s features purple. Thanos’ favorite color.

    Pretty, he thinks. Sort of looks like a girl too. Distantly, Thanos wonders if he sounds like one when it matters.

    Nam-gyu can’t sleep. Somehow, that becomes Thanos’ problem.

    Series
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    01 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    (it didnt last js one more day i didnt move on im still here)

  6. Rec 6

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    “Hmm. Maybe.” He tilts his head in a way that demands another kiss, so Thanos gives it to him. Gives him several, actually – along his cheekbone, up to his temple, right into his hair. Each press lingers longer than the last. “But maybe I wanna go out slow, though. You ever think of that?”

    “No. Seems kinda–” Painful? Unnecessary? Inefficient? Certainly nothing Thanos had considered for himself before, and, well, he’d certainly considered. Maybe – “Dramatic.” Yeah. Dramatic, for sure. Lots of time to reflect as you go. Not a lot of good that does you when your insides are already half cooked.

    Either way, it makes Nam-gyu chuckle. A sleepy, lifeless thing. He looks like he could fall asleep where he’s leaning.

    “Dramatic?” he asks. “You? Never.”

    Thanos and Nam-gyu: the light, the dark, and what they find in between.

    (Domestic Thangyu Week: Traditions)

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    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    14
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    40
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    01 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    gosh i would get down on my knees and suck this authors dick for ts

  7. Rec 13

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    Thanos comes home all worked up after a late night at the studio. Everything about Namgyu just adds fuel to the fire, until all he can think about is filling him up.

    (rough/sweet sex & heavy breeding kink)
    [namgyu does NOT actually get pregnant]

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    Comments:
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    28 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    on that thangyu grind (its gonna last one more day and im gonna move on)

  8. Rec 7

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    Namgyu is a brat. He does everything he can to piss Thanos off, to get a reaction out of him. And Thanos doesn't go easy on him.

    (mean handjob & orgasm denial & frotting)

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    1/1
    Comments:
    20
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    27 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    they're on some hard shit and so am i
    (im crazy)

  9. Rec 72

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    He Tian is the lead singer in one of the most famous rock bands in the country, Mo Guan Shan plays gigs at the bars downtown. The two are from two different worlds but music brings them to meet each other. He Tian feels like his band has lost their passion and now he's lost two members. He's desperate to find replacements to keep the band going. He Tian stumbles across a bar one night with live music. He’s instantly captivated by the lead guitarist and invites him to join the band. Little does he know this guitarist is wrapped up in all kinds of trouble.

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    31/?
    Comments:
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    26 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy tianshan band fic ໒꒰ྀི⁄ ⁄>⁄ ⁄ <⁄ ⁄꒱ྀི১

  10. Rec *

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    Hot tears wouldn't stop running down Mo’s cheeks. He turned to face He Tian a few feet away. The beautiful suit was disheveled but if he was out of breath, he barely showed it. “You can’t just do that… why would you think that’s okay?”

    “Because I like-”

    “STOP TALKING!” Mo’s scream echoed around them. A train blew through the station, cutting off all sound and throwing a gust of wind. He Tian’s jacket and black hair flipped around caught in it. When the train finished Mo GuanShan’s ears were ringing in the comparative silence between them.

    He Tian nodded slowly, “I’m sorry then.” Not waiting for a reply, the Shadow turned and walked away from him.

    ----

    Mo is working at a high end restaurant. Stress and juggling multiple jobs to help support his mom may have made him a bit sloppy. One big oops has put him on the radar of one of the most dangerous men in the city.

    Slow burn enemies to lovers ensues.

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    Chapters:
    30/33
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    2,478
    Bookmarks:
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    25 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the big 3 fav multichap tianshan fanfic collection over here i js cant stop collecting them

  11. Rec 20

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    Mo guan shan is in a shitty deal. Bound to She li by isolation and fear he resigned himself to a miserable life.
    Until He tian, the intense, powerful, nosy, vampire decides to fight heaven and earth to stand by his side, and teach him what it means to live free.

    Called to the city by its increasing vampire activity, Zhan zheng xi and Jian yi are the pair of Vampire Hunters stalking him and the redhead who looks like his victim.

    Caught by secrets, desire and the search for freedom, the four boys find their lives clashing and connecting. Will such opposing beings find happiness, or is this just a deliciously sweet path to self-destruction?

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    25 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy vampire x werewolf tianshan HJFKFKIBB
    ໒꒰ྀི⁄ ⁄>⁄ ⁄ <⁄ ⁄꒱ྀི১

  12. Rec 10

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    Freak4Freak TianShan in a vaguely medieval fantasy universe with religious undertones. Aka, excerpts from a project that will likely never see the light of day, but is simultaneously too fun to ice completely.

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    20 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    GOSH author stop teasing us with the one shots and drop the multichap 199k words completed fic PLEASE im so hroned up for this medieval religious tianshan is amazing

  13. Rec 38

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    " Zanka closes and opens his eyes. His chest heaves a little, just a bit, when he tries to take in the sight in front of him. His brain malfunctions.

    “What the fuck?” is what leaves his mouth, sounding more like a question to himself than anything, really.

    Jabber looks at him stupid.

    Zanka looks at him stupider.

    What the fuck.

    “Huh.”

    Zanka blinks again.

    He takes a few seconds to respond.

    “Is this real or should I get my head checked?” he asks, finally, truly.

    “‘Dunno,” Jabber pinches his forearm. “Seems pretty real.”

    Zanka blinks, again, and wishes it was, in fact, his head. "

     

    or

     

    Jabber is having a hard time and like always somehow finds himself tangled with Zanka.

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    18 Feb 2026

  14. Rec 14

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    A passionate dancer, Suzuki, burns with unspoken, one-sided desire for his stoic partner, Sugiki, during their intense, sensual rehearsals.
    Every brush of bodies in their choreography, thighs pressing, hips aligning, fuels Suzuki’s aching longing, while Sugiki remains icy and obsessed only with perfection.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    106
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    14
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    09 Feb 2026

  15. Rec 19

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    Suzuki’s jealousy explodes into raw, desperate lust.

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    Comments:
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    09 Feb 2026

  16. Rec 14

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    In a room heavy with scent and unspoken tension, two people lose their grip on restraint. What begins as closeness turns into a raw, inevitable moment where desire, exhaustion, and buried feelings collide.

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    12
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    09 Feb 2026

  17. Rec 17

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    Torment me,
    Hurt me,
    Bite until I bleed, grip until I bruise,
    Disappear,
    Without a single word, without even a glance,
    I’ll still wait,
    Arms open. Heart racing, Eyes searching,
    My ruin.
    My obsession.
    My everything.
    And I will take every lash of pain you give me,
    Every drop of pleasure you allow,
    And beg for more.
    Always more.
    Come back whenever you want.
    I’m here.

    Suzuki's unspoken vow.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    139
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    1,359

    07 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    DO THEY KNOW IM CRAZY

  18. Rec 11

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    In Latin dance, the lead commands, the follow obeys—a sacred, brutal law.

    To the aching plea of "Bésame Mucho," Sugiki, as the lead, doesn't suggest; he commands Suzuki Shinya to kneel.

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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    64
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    665

    07 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    they make me crazy

  19. Rec 51

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    “Wow… Zan-Zan, didn’t peg ya for the desperate type,” Jabber drawled, voice dripping that same taunting hum, “All prickly on the outside, but inside? Betchu dyin’ to getcha dick wet, huh?”

    Zanka let out a slow, unnerving sigh, shoulders loosening in spite of himself. There was no point. Trying to reason with this lunatic was a waste of precious breath. He’d be dead before he ever knocked any sense out of him. So why fight it? If he couldn’t overpower it, might as well roll with the punches.

    “If you wanna fuck me that bad, all ya had to do was ask—”

    “I want you.” Zanka cut in, his voice low, steady despite the tremor beneath it. “I want you… so cut the crap and get on with it already.”

    Or,

    How this became his new normal, Zanka wasn’t entirely sure. One moment he was fighting for his life against Jabber’s toxins; and the next? The crazed lunatic kept showing up in his bedroom as his own personal sleep paralysis hallucination. Unable to move or defend himself, Zanka was subjected to whatever torture Jabber had in store. Leading to one of the best wet “dreams” of his life.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    616
    Bookmarks:
    51
    Hits:
    6,157

    05 Feb 2026

  20. Rec *

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    Zanka’s breaths are short and wet– he’s not long for this world. Without his mask and with that gaping wound in his chest, anyone can see that he’s not going to survive more than another minute or so. Jabber sits beside him, giddy with anticipation as he waits for Zanka's inevitable death.

    Jabber gets trapped in a time loop where Zanka dies, over and over. It doesn't bother him- he loves the look on Zanka's face as the light fades from his eyes- until he comes to a few realisations about himself, and then it really, really does.

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    Language:
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    Words:
    10,317
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    138
    Kudos:
    4,747
    Bookmarks:
    697
    Hits:
    37,653

    01 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy mother of god they're gonna kill me

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