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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    While the world watches Gerard fall apart, Mikey Way is quietly crumbling beside him. He’s starving, fading, pulling tighter into himself with every mile the van crosses. Everyone’s focused on Gerard’s recovery, but no one sees Mikey circling the drain in silence—except maybe Pete. And maybe that’s worse.

    The weight loss, the bone-thin sharpness, the silence mistaken for mystery. Validation tastes like sugar and burns like acid. As the tour unravels around Gerard’s addiction, Mikey slips deeper into his own secret spiral, clinging to fan worship, tabloid snapshots, and Pete’s gaze like lifelines.

    But attention isn’t affection. And hunger isn’t love.

     

    There’s no rehab for disappearing. Only the hope that someone finally notices before you’re gone.

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    24 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    He thought surviving was the hardest part. He was wrong.
    After a brutal assault shatters Louis Tomlinson’s world, he finds himself trapped between recovery and the unbearable need to keep life together—for his son, for the man he still loves, and for a version of himself he no longer recognizes. As he stumbles through trauma therapy, hospital rooms, and courtrooms, Louis must confront not just the attack, but a lifetime of silence, shame, and secrets.

    Harry is by his side—but love isn’t simple, not when trust is broken and the past refuses to stay buried.

    In a world where friends may not be friends, and truth is a weapon as much as it is a lifeline, Louis fights to reclaim his voice, his family, and maybe, just maybe, himself.

    A gut-wrenching, tender, and fiercely human story about survival, healing, and the people who hold us when we can’t stand on our own.

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    18 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Louis nie był kimś, kogo Harry spodziewał się w swoim życiu. Niezwykła osobowość chłopaka przyciąga go, a jednocześnie napawa go ogromnym strachem, bo dlaczego szczery i uroczy szatyn chciałby znaleźć się w jego pokomplikowanym świecie?

    [albo: Harry poznaje Louisa w kinie, w walentynki, zaraz po tym, gdy jego wieloletni chłopak kończy z nim związek.

    Rok po przypadkowym spotkaniu nieznajomego z pięknym uśmiechem, znów widzi go w tym samym miejscu, i tym razem nie potrafi przejść obok niego obojętnie.]

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    29 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    The final show of the tour ends in Dublin, and Miles joins them as a support act. Alex, with only one thing holding his sanity in place, calls up an old friend for a quick fix. When Miles spots him in a compromising position in the bathroom of a gritty, local Irish pub, he makes one last attempt to fix their brittle friendship.

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    22 Aug 2024

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    Despite the money in the cans, Carm's still been off. Worse, maybe.

    Or an accident in the kitchen puts everyone on the same page.

    (In light of season 2’s release, this is officially an AU after season 1 where Carmy’s mental health gets exponentially worse)

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    28 Jun 2024