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It's not Steve's fault Billy came back wrong. When he's able to believe he came back at all. It's not Steve's fault Billy came back wrong and refuses to process any of it, disappearing for days at a time. Weeks when it's bad. Four months at his worst.
It's not Steve's fucking fault he can't rely on Billy to stay at his side long enough to convince him he isn't dating a dead man.
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There's a World Between Earth and Sky by for96crayolas for for96crayolas
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
06 Apr 2021
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Billy's right. Again. Sometimes bad things stay bad. But, they live among good things, too. And sometimes, good things are just good-- no catch. Reality is complex. Multifaceted. Too jumbled up to be just good/bad. Too chaotic to read within the lines. Meaning, the universe holds its breath. Meaning, the universe exhales in time.
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Desperation in the Form of Strawbb Milkshake by for96crayolas
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Mar 2021
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He made Billy want to melt. To crawl up to one of the dimples above Steve's lips and bask in his warmth until the sun burned to ash. And he was sleepy enough to show it. Sleepy enough to plant a kiss on the wrist resting against his jaw. Sleepy enough to forget to smirk up at Steve and cut up the softness of the moment. Even, sleepy enough to let the planted kiss bloom into a soft-petaled flower. A bluebell, maybe.
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Sam Winchester had been doing a pretty good job recently at avoiding his hellish thoughts. However, that all comes to a dramatic halt after what he thought was a ‘close call’ on a hunt takes a turn for the worse. The same ‘close call’ that he may or may not have forgotten to mention to Dean.
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"Why? You gonna hate me any less? Am I gonna hate myself any less?"
"You'll never punish me as much as I'm punishing myself"Set after 5.04 The end.
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“Sam”
His brother’s voice put his brain’s self-pity party on hiatus.
“Yeah?”
Dean looked at him with a little concern and another expression he couldn’t quite place. “You okay, man?”
Again, Sam almost laughed. “Yeah, I’m fine”He's not. He's really not.
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02 Sep 2025
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Sam has been struggling with depression since Stanford. Well, not really struggling. Excelling. He's been excelling at depression since Stanford, and it's only gotten worse since he started hunting again. Unfortunately, the relapses from John's death and Dean's trip to Hell were bad, but they had nothing on the downward spiral triggered by Sam starting the Apocalypse.
But Sam has never come clean before, and he isn't about to start. He's self-medicating, he's suppressing, and he's handling things in the Trademark Winchester Way. He can do this. He can totally do this.
Spoiler: No, he can't.
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When Dean Winchester returns from Purgatory after a year, he finds Sam changed—withdrawn, reckless, and hiding dark secrets.
As they hunt monsters across the Midwest, Dean's anger at Sam's apparent abandonment clashes with his growing concern for his brother's self-destructive behavior.With their relationship at breaking point, the discovery of Sam's hidden journal threatens to either shatter their bond forever or finally bridge the gulf between them.
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21 Aug 2025
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So perfect I feel sick. Thank you author<3 Purgatory year storyline how I wish it would have gone.
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You find your brother when it’s raining. He’s bruised and bloody, but he smiles when he sees you. You think it would be the best thing you’ve ever seen if it wasn’t for the knife stabbing into his back.
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21 Aug 2025