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For all their life, Till was there for Ivan, even during the days where he was much harder to deal with. Especially during the days when Ivan felt as if he had no other place to turn to — He knew that Till was always there, ready to let Ivan into his messy apartment he shared with his mother, who he’d reunited with after a messy custody battle with his uncle.
That’s why he wants to be there for Till, too. Despite the fact that he’d been deeply and irrevocably in love with his best friend since that day in the playground, he’d done nothing but support every infatuation, fling, and relationship Till found himself in. And anytime Till would find himself in situations only he could idiotically get into, Ivan was heading to him with a taser to boot, just in case.
He would do anything for Till. And that’s his biggest problem.
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A friends with benefits arrangement reaps unexpected results.
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14 Oct 2025
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His eyes travelled around the familiar features–just older, but the same; thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, and that tooth, peeking over his lip even though his mouth was closed. Till’s chest heaved, and he pulled off his gloves so that his shaking hands could cradle the face, thumbing underneath tired eyes.
This had to be a dream, and he was going to wake up soon–any second now. But time only stretched on, and he was still there in that downpour, hovered over his unconscious body.
“Ivan?” Till squeaked out–a name he hadn’t said aloud in nine years. To anyone else he was always that guy, that brat, that… feeling I didn’t understand until you were gone.
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Or: While scavenging in the wreckage of a plane crash, Till clashes with a Guard, and comes face to face with Ivan. The real Ivan; the man he thought died in an act of sacrifice, and proceeded to haunt him for years afterwards.
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14 Oct 2025
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After waking up after the incidents of Round 6, Till found himself back in his youth at 18 years old and with his friend whom he watched die, now alive. With this second chance, he decides to escape with him and try to survive with the promise of returning one day.
How will it go when two humans who don't know how to be a human, are thrown into a world they've barely encountered before?
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- Part 2 of A Second Chance
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14 Oct 2025
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Sometimes Till smiles when Ivan acts out. Sometimes Till pats his shoulder instead of punching it. Sometimess Till looks at him even when Mizi's there. Ivan's a greedy, greedy dog so he takes whatever he's given, even if it's bits of food scraped out of a gutter.
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Ivan realises he needs to understand what love is before he labels his feelings for Till. Till realizes maybe he should look beyond what Ivan says. Mizi and Sua are really gay together. Everything relates to everything else.
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14 Oct 2025
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Are you willing to destroy your body for someone you love? To carve yourself apart just to be seen as enough?
Are you prepared to carry the scars, the pain, the price that never fades?
And when it’s over, was it ever truly worth it?
Do you regret everything you’ve lost?
Would you go back, if going back meant facing the same emptiness again?This is not just the story of Ivan’s desperation, this is the slow unraveling of a man who hated himself too much to live as he was, and the cruel weight Till must bear in loving him.
Because love alone cannot stop someone from breaking, and sometimes, saving a person means watching them shatter in your arms.Main Story – For What I’m Not
First Sequel – For What I Am, With You
Second/Final Sequel – Borrowed Flesh- Words:
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13 Oct 2025