freakyloonatic
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A secret that doesn’t hurt anyone ... but may embarrass them by freakyloonatic
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Mar 2026
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Half a year into being officially with Shane, Ilya is disgustingly in love, terminally horny, and one empty bed away from losing his mind.
Being apart is hell, brief reunions are heaven.
Ilya discovers that long-distance love comes with a lot of pining, a lot of suffering and a truly unreasonable amount of horny desperation...
Which is why he ends up with a coping mechanism he absolutely does not want anyone to ever know about.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov’s Secrets
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Secrets aren't always what they seem by freakyloonatic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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For weeks, Ilya has been watching Shane hide his phone, leave without explanation, and lie about where he’s going.
He trusts his husband more than anyone else in the world.
But trust sometimes isn't sufficient to silence the part of his brain that whispers he isn’t enough.
And when Shane misses practice without explanation, his location leading somewhere unfamiliar, Ilya is forced to confront the possibility he’s been trying so hard not to name.
Meanwhile, Shane is oblivious to Ilya's worries, thinking he's good at hiding his secret.
How will Ilya react, when he finds out the truth?
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- Part 1 of Hollanov’s Secrets
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Shane Hollander: The Model by freakyloonatic for Lexi_Leckstar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Modeling in a GQ photo shoot with his husband had been weird for Shane, though not an entirely new experience, as it wasn’t all that different from doing hockey promo shoots.
Walking on a runway however, in front of a live audience, was never something he even remotely considered. Until Farah calls him one morning, with an unusual offer.
Shane is convinced he shouldn’t do it, too scared what would happen. But Ilya seems to disagree, even kind of loving the idea of it.
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Or: the one where Shane Hollander mesmerizes his husband from a runway
Recent series
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Hollanov’s Secrets by freakyloonatic
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Mar 2026
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Game Changers Boys by WriteFandomRepeat
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Dec 2025
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Bookmarked by freakyloonatic
20 Feb 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Apr 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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07 Feb 2026
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don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by emonlispenardstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Apr 2026
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hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.
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06 Feb 2026
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I’d marry you with… paper rings?! Dude, aren’t you a millionaire? by funkylife for madeia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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“I really do want to tell the world though. I think we are done hiding. But nothing eccentric. I know you, and you would probably announce it in the middle of a game. With fireworks or something equally stupid and irresponsible. I was thinking about… a soft launch maybe?”
aka the story where Shane agrees to soft launch their relationship and immediately does something stupid to help his boyfriend win a (very serious) competition against Scott Hunter
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05 Feb 2026
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muscle memory by RiverrSticks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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“I was looking forward to last night,” Rozanov says, soft. His pinky finger touches the back of Shane’s hand, just barely, feather light, as if Shane is something fragile.
Something is—off, that has nothing to do with the floaty feeling of the painkillers in his system. Rozanov is looking at him, and his gaze is weighted, pinning him in place. There are bags under his eyes and a slight tilt to the corner of his mouth and his pinky is hooked onto Shane’s and there’s something at the edge of Shane’s consciousness, like chasing a dream, that’s telling him he’s missing something, he’s supposed to remember something—
“I’m sorry,” Shane stammers out. “Did we have plans or something scheduled for last night? I’m having some trouble remembering.”
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Shane's concussion is a little worse than previously thought. an amnesia auBookmarked by freakyloonatic
27 Jan 2026