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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    it's early january, and i'm wishing away at the stars.

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    07 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    if you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out firsthand what it's like to be me

     

     

     

    Full on angst, no happy ending. Written as a psa to everyone who reads my stuff, but also to show what I think of late at night, when I get really, really afraid someone's going to hurt themself and me in the process.

    A standard 5+1 fic, adapted to a 2+1 format to fit my needs.

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    05 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    Gerard didn’t think he would make it past the age of 25. It just never seemed to be in the cards for him. The world he lived in was not meant for people like him. That’s why at the age of 26, somehow still kicking, he found himself adrift, attending weekly group therapy sessions for suicide survivors and scrambling to make a list of all the reasons he shouldn’t try again.

    He certainly never expected the newest, aggressively hostile member of the therapy group - Frank, who seems to hate everyone and everything on principle - to become the next bullet point on that list.

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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Mikey wishes he would stop talking. He wishes this wasn't happening, but he thinks it's much worse, somehow, that there's no pretense or confusion in his brother's tone. Even through the haze of alcohol and whatever else he's on, the hands on his body know just who they're touching.

    "Want you so bad, Mikes," the slurred whisper against his neck, almost whining, and Mikey's stomach turns.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    04 Jan 2026