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    "Have you ever done this before?" Shane asked, his thumb tracing Ilya's cheekbone.

    Ilya blinked—processing for a moment—and shook his head. “No. Not.. not with a guy. Not with anyone, really. I'm—" He swallowed hard, embarrassed. "I'm a virgin."

    His words sent a thrill straight to Shane's cock. Ilya Rozanov, who talked so much about girls, was a virgin. His to teach. His to guide.

    "That's okay," Shane said softly, his voice a whisper. "That's more than okay. I'll take care of you, Ilya. I'll show you everything. But only if you want me to. Can I?”

    or — Virgin Ilya Rozanov gets a taste of his beloved captain: Shane Hollander, and is made aware of just how good sex can really be.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    After their on-ice brawl, cocky virgin rookie Ilya Rozanov drags captain Shane Hollander back to his hotel room to "shut him up" once and for all.

    Too bad Ilya has no idea what he's doing.

    Too bad Shane finds that incredibly hot.

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    Ilya losing his virginity

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “Has someone ever sucked your dick?” Ilya got lost in Shane’s beauty for a brief moment, looking at his swollen lips and imagining them wrapped around his cock. And just from this thought alone, he could feel pre-cum leaking out of him, wetting his underwear. “Ilya? Are you okay?”

    “Fuck, Shane. No, I’m not. I’m so fucking hard and you asking this question almost made me cum in my pants,” Ilya answered honestly, burying his head in the crook of Shane’s neck.

    “So no one has ever sucked your dick.” Shane put a hand in Ilya’s hair and massaged his scalp, Ilya relaxed under the touch, he loved it when Shane was playing with his hair.

    "No. I couldn't stand anyone touching me but you," Ilya confessed.

    Or : Ilya's a virgin and only wants to be touched by his best friend.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Sometimes it's out of our power to save others, sometimes we need to save ourselves.
    Aka
    Ilya gets worse.

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    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane gets a new teammate and Ilya gets jealous.

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    29 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ilya gasped, then, and opened his eyes. He hadn’t fallen asleep, but it was a close thing, lost as he was between the now and the once upon a time — then he had felt the sting, and it had pulled him out of himself, almost, making it hard to breathe. 

    “You’re okay?” a voice reached him, cutting through the haze, through the struggle. The sun was blinding in his eyes, but not as much as Shane hovering over him, eyes big and full of worry. 

    Not really, the thought came unbidden to Ilya. I am here with the most beautiful man I have ever seen, and yet I can’t outrun my ghosts.

    “Better now that you’re here,” he said instead: not a lie, more of an omission. Shane grinned at him, bright and boyish, and it made the ghosts fade a little further away.

    During the weeks spent at the cottage, Ilya faces his insecurities. When they spill out of him, Shane is there to reassure him.

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    29 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 96

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    The teasing tone of his voice should be enough to convince Shane he is okay. He's inconvenienced Shane enough, it was time to manage his problems on his own. He can mask whatever is going on with him today, deal with it, and be better tomorrow. 

    He just has to make it to tomorrow.

    His husband, unfortunately, has other plans. "We actually finished early. I'm gonna come back today instead of two days from now. I have a flight in two hours, so I should be home by evening."

    The panic hits Ilya almost instantly. Evening is too soon, he thinks, I'll still be like this by evening. Shane is going to deal with my mess again. He won't even have time to rest from his flight. I can't be seen like this. I can't do this to him. I can't let someone else deal with my problems. I can't let someone else come home to this. 

    I'm just like my mother.

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    28 May 2026

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    “You know, you could sleep with other men when we’re not together.”

    Ilya kindly offers to let Shane have sex with other people. Shane loses his mind over it. They both hurt each other's feelings.

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya loses his wedding ring and doesn't tell Shane.

    Instead, he tries to handle it himself. This leads to a week of distance, panic, and the fear that he is about to lose much more.

    He watched Shane move out of the kitchen. Words rose in his throat, and he almost blurted out what he needed—I lost it. I can’t find my ring. Help me. 

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.

    So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.

    Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.

    (Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.

    Found someone else.

    Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?

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    28 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 12

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    „Are you… okay?“
    „Fine. Is just a bruise.“
    No, I mean…
    … You have been through a lot. I’m just wondering if you maybe need to deal with some of that. Professionally, I mean.“

    What if... Ilya had been honest after this? What if he would've been able to tell Shane right away?
    This is an alternate storyline for 'The Long Game'.

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    22 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 56

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    Ilya knows he’s no one’s perfect child - in other words, he’s no Shane Hollander. He comes home drunk, he’s fucked around a lot, he’s kind of a pervert. The list goes on.

    He loves Shane, but sometimes, Ilya knows that he can be a burden. Ilya Rozanov does not fit the lifestyle, the image, the branding of Shane Hollander.

    OR 3 +1 times Ilya thinks he’s an embarrassment to Shane. In his last year with Boston, Ilya gets them walked in on (again), he comes home drunk, and he has a nudes leak. Meant to be read as a standalone work despite being in a series!

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    22 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 1

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    So that's what he did. He had lots of sex. And it felt so good every single time, that each fling reminded him how he really wasn't made for it.

    Even if the girls called him back over and over.

    Even if they were so insistent about teaching him about love.

    Even if they could have been love.

    He wasn't made for loving.

     

    // Just a small character study? i guess?

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane thinks he knows everything about his boyfriend.

     

    He knows Ilya is insufferable after scoring, and handsy when he’s drunk.

     

    What Shane doesn’t know is how Ilya acts when he’s high. Until he finds out at Wyatt’s party.

     

    OR: Weed turns Ilya into a whiny, pathetic mess and Shane likes it too much, and does something about it.

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    21 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Have you ever been alone surrounded by so many people?” Ilya finally breathes, his breath tickling Shane’s bare shoulder. He still hasn’t moved. His fingertips press into Shane’s waist with bruising strength while his shoulders remain tense under Shane’s arms. 

    Shane hums, pressing an open mouth kiss to his neck. “Tell me what it feels like.” 

    or: 5 times Shane takes care of Ilya, and 1 time Ilya asks for help

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    19 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ilya had been struggling with depression for a while. Shane would recognize when he needs to be near and drive to Ottawa to be with him. But this time Ilya is determined to follow through. He had a plan and it was going to work this time.

    Trigger Warning: Suicide Attempt

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    16 May 2026

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    “Red.”
    Ilya stops immediately.
    Shane is fine.
    Ilya isn’t.
    Or: Shane knows what dropping feels like. He just never expected Ilya to experience it.

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    16 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 54

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    Ilya, who Shane had known inside and out for years before he really knew himself, was looking at him and clutching his arm and thinking something he had never thought in front of Shane before. It was in his eyes. It was in his furrowed brows that weren’t sad, angry, or confused, but something else - like hesitation or fear. Shane’s throat constricted for the nth time, as it had every time he replayed the moment today. Ilya was scared of whatever he was thinking, or maybe of what Shane would think about whatever he was thinking, or maybe worst of all, of Shane himself.

    Ilya’s lip quivered in his mind, his chin trembling beneath wet lips and glazed eyes. ‘Shane,’ he had said, and closed his eyes, and thrown his head back. ‘Fuck, Shane, hit me.’

    Or; Ilya thinks he deserves pain and antagonizes the Metros until he gets beat up badly, Shane wants to get it across to him that he deserves happiness.

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    16 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    Rozanov takes a deep breath. He still won’t turn around.

    "Please just go."

    "Rozanov, at least look at me." Irritation rises in Shane's stomach.

    "I can’t."

    "Why the fuck not?"

    Rozanov hesitates. "You can’t see me like this."

     

    What is supposed to be just another simple hook up leads Shane to something that feels dangerously like more.

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    16 May 2026

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