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It seemed ironic that in their last moments together, Thanos would get emotional over it. Su-bong was always emotional, always crying over something. In part, that meant Thanos was, too. The confirmation was when he stood before Nam-gyu, eyes trailing the splattered blood on the man’s cheek, and itching to come together and never let go because they knew they’d have to.
Emotions weren’t Thanos’ thing, not typically, unless it was intoxicated rage at whatever asshole tried to mess with him. People weren’t his thing, even with how well he used to work a crowd, but Nam-gyu wasn’t a ‘people,’ he was a person. A singular organism that places itself differently from the rest, like a mutated species derived so far from its ancestry that you’d never assume they were related at all.
Thanos didn’t cry, not since he “got rid” of Su-bong all those years ago; he doesn’t, but the man staring into Nam-gyu’s glossed-over eyes was no longer Thanos. It was Su-bong, fully on display and wrecked beyond relief.
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"I'm nothing more than a club promoter to you, right?"
"Oh, don't act like the reason you stick around isn't because of my pills."
"It's not about the pills! It's never been about the damn pills!" Nam-gyu helped move drugs back at the club, but suddenly Thanos' pills are important? This man is unbelievable. Was he not being as obvious as ever? Thanos was a fucking idiot.
"Then why are you still here?"
... Or thangyu get stuck in a situationship, which never goes well in reality nor in fiction, and they have to traverse the confusing and painful world of a true relationship.
(ON HIATUS)
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Thanos has been down on his luck for a while, and trying to string together enough cash from normal jobs is pretty hard when your hair is stained purple and your face has been featured in a major news article for weeks.
'The rapper Thanos humiliates himself by forgetting lyrics on LIVE television,' or whatever the hell it says. No one will want to hire him now. Customer service or retail is out of the question; they'll see him and think, 'What kind of store is this?' and walk out. But if he's behind a desk, fake walls, and just a voice behind a phone, no one will know who's working because they can't see him.
Or, maybe he could remove the color in his hair and start over. That could be a better idea. He definitely couldn't stay as Thanos after that mess, and it wouldn't be the first time he's changed aliases.
To make matters worse, he was distracted and slammed into someone; some girl, he assumed by their hair, but when he apologized and called her sweet names, the girl turned around and suddenly grew a snappy voice and a dick. This wasn't a girl; it was some douchebag, but that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that once he had walked away, the cash in his pocket was missing.
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Nam-gyu had never been afraid of death before, not even when his father was on his deathbed or when his mother almost overdosed. Death didn't scare him, not until he saw Thanos bleeding out in that bathroom, not until he mixed their blood. He wasn't scared of dying before now, before Thanos kissed him. Before Thanos, he didn't have anything to live for. Now, all he wished for was that they would both make it out alive.
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Min-su is determined to help Nam-gyu with his recovery but he's distrustful of Nam-gyu after everything that's happened during the games. Nam-gyu can be dangerous and Min-su was afraid of him, but will that stop him from fully recovering? Will Min-su hinder his ability to do so?
The sequel to The Cut That Always Bleeds
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call me what suits your taste (I just want to taste) by THEqingxuan
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu
05 May 2026
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The sound of Feng Xin's heartbeat was loud in Mu Qing's ears, but his head was filled too much with hunger and thirst to think of it. He'd been driven mad, starved from the sweet taste of blood on his tongue, and now he's finally got his teeth sunk deep in bliss.
Feng Xin lay beneath him, not a single movement other than his rising chest. His hand gripped Mu Qing's wrist tightly, not faltering even once upon the harsh bite taken to his throat.
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"Mu Qing," Feng Xin finally managed. "What... What are you?"
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27 Apr 2026
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Arrows of Distrust, Blades of Longing by THEqingxuan
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018)
09 Jun 2026
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In a world still bleeding from the ancient Fracture, two soldiers flee the Obsidian Crown's merciless forges and straight to the arms of the enemy they were raised to destroy.
Xie Lian clings to hope
Mu Qing clings only to his prideBut in the golden mists of Zhaoyang, pride meets prejudice like blades on a wet stone. Crown Prince Feng Xin sees the sharp-tongued defector as nothing but another Obsidian dog, treacherous, irredeemable, and far too dangerous to trust. Every battlefield collision is vicious, every locked gaze burns, and every snarled insult tastes like a confession neither of them will voice.
Hating Mu Qing is easy; wanting him is unforgivable.
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27 Apr 2026
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Always, Always, Always by BLwriteronly
Fandoms: 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic)
21 Oct 2025
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For lifetimes, Mu Qing believed Feng Xin’s warmth was never his, until Feng Xin proved it always had been.
Even if it took centuries.
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15 Apr 2026
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To be cursed by a beast so Ravishing by TaraYara (THEqingxuan) for gettingmillobotomy
Fandoms: 야화첩 | Painter of the Night (Webcomic)
17 Apr 2026
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Mumyeong had once believed Jihwa was a spoiled child, that the young Lord thought everything within proximity deserved to be rightfully his. Biases against Lords weren't uncommon among street performers or beggars, but Mumyeong would never say he particularly disliked them. They were raised to be pretentious and self-righteous.
Shamefully, he always wondered how deeply Jihwa must cherish his ex-lover to become so consumed by anger that he'd pay for a hit man. It couldn't have been as simple as Jihwa not getting what he wanted, could it?
But Mumyeong lived a life of caution, one pampered and spiteful lordling would never change that.
At least, not until the Vengeful Spirit was reborn.
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08 Apr 2026
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Sieun knows that his parents just want him to move past it, to get over it, even if they won’t say it out loud. But there’s no moving past it—not as long as Suho stays like this. There’s nothing to propel him forward, nothing to knock him out of this equilibrium.
In physics, terminal velocity is the maximum constant speed attainable by an object falling through a fluid. It occurs when the sum of the drag force and the buoyancy is equal to the downward force of gravity acting on the object. Once it has been reached, the object has zero acceleration.
Sieun has been falling for a long, long time.
Ahn Suho wakes up. They pick it up from there. (Or: Ahn Suho's cram school for one.)
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