9 Bookmarks by goth_moth_emo6
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It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.
All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.
If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.
It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.
Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.
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23 Jun 2026
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Harris, who was sitting next to Shane, nudged him with his foot. “Yeah, I mean, it’s not kinky kinky unless Shane went out and bought, like, a full-on sex swing or something crazy like–”
Harris stopped talking because Shane had frozen. Completely frozen. His glass halted halfway to his lips. His eyes went wide and fixed on a point on the far wall. The blush that had been a soft pink bloomed into a scarlet tide that crept from his neckline to the roots of his hair.
Ilya, watching him, threw his head back and burst out laughing.
(or, 5 times Ottawa Centaurs found out their sweet Canadian cinnamonroll is a freak and 1 time they realized that Hollanov's freaks are matched)
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- Part 10 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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Shane looked up at him. “I’m fine, Ilya. Just tired.”
“Okay. It’s fine if you’re not okay, though. We can handle that.”
He doubted that Ilya, Anya, Harris, Coach Wiebe, his parents, The Irina Foundation, Rose, or even the gas station attendant down the road from their house could handle the idea of Shane looking at the black hole in his mind. It would swallow him. Everything would get out of control again.
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Graphic depictions of self harm and discussions of trauma and dissociation. Deals with hazing and the ways the institution of hockey hurts anyone who doesn't fit the white, conservative mold.
Bookmarked by goth_moth_emo6
18 Jun 2026
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Returning the Favor by puppyvampz
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Feb 2026
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“Have you ever been high? Like, when we’ve met up?”
Shane Hollander is Ilya Rozanov's first true love. Before Shane, hook ups were just another vice, another cigarette to smoke, another vodka to down. It didn't really make him feel anything, other than form of release, a method to escape the probably bad thoughts in his head, It never meant anything other than that.
Now, sex was all about Shane. Making him happy, making him feel cared for. That was always his goal, the only thing on his mind. It was never a problem before, in-fact, it had become the one thing Ilya was proudest of. Not the Stanley cups, not any of the awards or fancy cars. His greatest accomplishment in life was the sense of security and safety he provided for Shane.
But now, Shane wants to spend the week in the cottage catering to Ilya's needs, showing how much he really appreciates all of Ilya's hard work.. but he can't do that until Ilya trusts him enough to let go. Shane is ready to take care of his man, but how will Ilya truly breakdown all the feelings he has inside to make it happen?
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Shane Hollander is lowkey a stoner and wants to see his boyfriend get high out of his mind and needy for him.
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15 Jun 2026
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shane's parents are hit by a drunk driver. he's in boston, with ilya.
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14 Jun 2026
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Shane’s mouth fell open as he took in the upper body in front of him. The shape of his muscles, as they moved rhythmically alongside the music, made the moles dance across his skin. Wait a second - he knew those moles! He had committed the position of every single one of those moles to memory, having pressed a thousand kisses to each of them.
Or: At Shane's bachelor party, Ilya makes a surprise appearance as a stripper.
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- Part 3 of Our boys are getting married
Bookmarked by goth_moth_emo6
14 Jun 2026
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Dance on This by RaccoonandSoup
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander go out to a club after they are married, and they can not keep their hands off each other.
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- Part 5 of Heated Rivalry Smut
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13 Jun 2026
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Husbands Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov loved each other and loved their boyfriend, Luca Haas.
He shared many traits with both Shane and Ilya, but after letting something slip out, Ilya starts to get concerned that maybe Luca was like him in another way, one that he never wanted for his boy.
-The main theme is an exploration of Luca's mental health, but this is a Heated Rivalry fic, so don't worry there will be plenty of smut amongst the angst!
Bookmarked by goth_moth_emo6
11 Jun 2026
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Heartless in Seattle by Melody_McCathy06
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Jun 2026
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Despite visiting Seattle a few times a year, he hadn’t truly explored the city. As it turned out, his introduction would be a night out with a few players from the new Seattle women’s hockey team.
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The Captain of the Seattle Torrent takes Shane to a gay bar, where he gets drunk and calls Ilya.
Bookmarked by goth_moth_emo6
03 Jun 2026