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"“Do you truly think anything about you would scare me?” There was something in his tone. Something wanting to be believed.
Then, a memory. The last time he was Nathaniel."
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Where Neil is Nathaniel. And Nathaniel isn't exactly Neil – or at least he doesn't think so. He tries to figure it out on his own. But he's not running (he swears).
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15 Aug 2024
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I've been thinkin' 'bout you and rebuildin’ (you in love with me still?) by Talls
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Dec 2019
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In an attempt to save what remains of his mental health, Andrew breaks things off with Neil and travels the world in search of answers, only to find them waiting for him when he gets back home.
Or, Andrew Minyard gets his groove back.
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- Part 2 of maybe you’ll be coming over again
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10 Aug 2024
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neil felt fine. perhaps he was too focused on playing and winning this game to be bothered by anything else. his legs trembled because of the crowds impact for sure and the tingling feeling in his stomach was because of excitement. he felt totally fine. and if it wasn’t for the twitch in his eye and slight shake in his fingers, he probably could’ve kept it to himself and played it off as pregame nerves. but neil felt the heavy gaze of hazel eyes on him. eyes that pierced his being through and through, knowing better than to fall for this facade since the very first day their gaze fell upon neil. he knew neil wasn’t fine.
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neil 'i’m fine' josten is a big mess due to memories of his past taunting him continuously and he has more difficulties dealing with it than expected. andrew is there for him however and picks him up when he falls down. quite literally.
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10 Jul 2024
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He came back to himself in inches. Sam smelled clean and familiar where his face was wedged against the side of his neck, and the hands at his back were moving steadily up and down, firm pressure over the faint scratches from earlier pulling him back, separating out the present moment. One of them slid up and curled loosely in the hair at the top of his head, tugging experimentally backwards. Andrew kept his face where it was.
“Hey princess, you gonna look at me ever again or are you just gonna keep feeling up my traps with your face indefinitely?”
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Remember how they were having a good fun time making out on the couch and then things took a hard left? This fic answers the question of "what would have happened if Andrew had been just well-adjusted enough to keep the ring off his damn finger for like another 24 hours?" and the answer is, basically, sex.
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29 Jun 2024
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Andrew woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night. This isn't new for him . Nightmares come and go.
What is new for him was what the nightmare was about.
What is new was how much the nightmare effected him.Andrew never thought he'd have a nightmare about Baltimore.
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Despite the tags it douse actually have fluff in it- you gotta believe me.Bookmarked by greighwaren
12 Jun 2024
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more i drift (the closer i get to you) by a_sentimental_man
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 May 2024
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“Stop looking at me like that,” Andrew said, words ineffectual as it only made Neil want to look at him more. There wasn’t a lot he wouldn't do for Andrew, except for this— if he couldn’t touch, he could look— and there was something holy in this, something precious in yielding himself to the only who had told him there was a way he could save himself.
An interlude.
Translation into Russian is available here!
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04 May 2024
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Bullet With Butterfly Wings by foundinthedark for Conventionals
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Feb 2024
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He was fire. He was rage. He was everything Andrew wished he could be. Something about Neil was more than Andrew deserved. He had nothing to give Neil but the broken pieces of himself, and that was not enough.
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Andrew is self-destructive. Neil leaves.
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26 Apr 2024
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Andrew has a nightmare about the Binghamton riot. He reminds himself that Neil is here, alive. Neil helps too.
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25 Apr 2024
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I tell my love to wreck it all; cut out all the ropes and let me fall by Lilly6042
Fandoms: Realm of the Elderlings - Robin Hobb, Farseer Trilogy - Robin Hobb
14 Dec 2023
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Red had streaked the snow where my bare hand dragged against it. I stared dumbly at the burst of color. Stare, open eyed as if I were already dead, was all I could seem to do. I was given a rough shake. Everything was far too loud.
-The avalanche incident on the road to the elderlings, but make it so much worse.
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- Part 1 of FitzLoved Brainrot
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22 Apr 2024
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“Neil wanted to scream but he swallowed it like his guilt and maybe this was what the four letter word looked like: trust, understanding, devotion; I would kill and die for you. Dying by your hands as an act of love from both sides.”
Sometimes Neil Josten just slips and Nathaniel takes over.
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19 Apr 2024
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i thought i'd cut you loose, severed the feeling by memeyoozi (vernonsgf)
Fandoms: Captive Prince - C. S. Pacat
20 Feb 2024
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Damen’s face softens into something understanding and yet utterly heartbroken. He’s on Laurent in an instant, wrapping him in warmth and comfort that Laurent has never been able to find in a blazing fire or a wool coat. “Oh, Laurent, no, I would never make you leave him.”
“He’s coming to Delfeur with us and—and he’s staying in our wing at Marlas. And if we have to travel to Ios for any reason, we’re taking him with us, I don’t care if he makes a fuss about leaving Vere. I just got him back, I can’t—he needs me.”
“Laurent,” Damen says. The tone of his voice coaxes a sob from Laurent’s throat. “You won’t lose him again. I promise.”
Laurent returns to Arles for the first time since his uncle's execution. It doesn't go as planned.
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08 Apr 2024
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Damen knew the return to Arles would be hard for Laurent. He had not considered that it would be hard for himself.
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02 Apr 2024
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When Laurent falls ill, Damen doesn't stray from his side. There's little else he can do to ease Laurent's suffering, as his body fights the fever and the haunting memories that come with it.
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02 Apr 2024
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Damen, wide-eyed with fear, fingers digging into the sheets to the point of potential tears. His whole body trembled as his eyes searched for Laurent.
The hauntings of the past tend to be cruel reminders.
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02 Apr 2024
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Snippets of Joe's perspective during Wolfsong.
Featuring Carter and Kelly being amazing brothers (and also assholes), Joe being a hot mess for seven years (while Ox is just hot), ALL the angst, a surprising amount of Frankie, an unsurprising amount of masturbation and also a happy ending.
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26 Jan 2024
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Humanity was for people without metal in their heads. Humanity was for people capable of thick empathy.
Nathaniel was a collaborative project assembled by the most expensive hands imaginable. His greatest fear was that someday, he would find all his fleshy parts replaced entirely by machine. He would look in a mirror and see none of himself.
He had to escape before that happened.
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A Sci-fi fic where Neil is broken and Andrew tries to fix him, but he soon learns he's using the wrong tools.
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25 Jan 2024
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i called your name ‘til the fever broke by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Nov 2023
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Neil’s breath is hot and awful against Andrew’s thigh. “I can’t be sick on your birthday,” he says, like it’s that simple. “I can’t be sick on you on your birthday.”
“How considerate,” Andrew’s voice is a bland murmur, and he is left watching Neil’s bloodless, wet lips, as he curls into Andrew’s lap.
Neil gently pulls away after a moment, leaning back into Andrew’s hand on his neck. “Is me being sick still making you anxious?” he asks. Fever-stricken with dizzied-eyes and delirious thoughts, he knows Andrew without more than a moment beside him, a look into his eyes that makes Andrew feel undone, found.
Or Neil is sick and Andrew isn’t coping well.
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31 Dec 2023
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31 Oct 2023