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Maybe Jaemin will never know how to de-intensify his feelings when it comes to Renjun. Maybe he doesn’t have to. Maybe it’ll always be like this—like watching the snaggletoothed new kid stutter through his first introduction, or crawling into his best friend’s bed to hold him through his first heartbreak, or getting down on one knee in his ugly red graduation gown and asking his boyfriend to make him the luckiest man in the world.
(Jaemin loves his husband. Jaemin also has a crush on his husband. Luckily for them both, that difference doesn't seem to matter all that much.)
Bookmarked by gunitain
15 Nov 2022
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Renjun wouldn’t say there were a lot of things left in the world to leave him breathless.
But there is a boy—a man now—his age, with pearly white teeth and cheeks as high as the mountains go, tanned and slicked with sweat and the planes of his face kissed by the sun.
Under no circumstances is Renjun allowed to have him.
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Bookmarked by gunitain
27 Nov 2021
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To manage the pain of an unrequited crush on a week-long ski trip, Chenle enlists the help of Jaemin for a fake, almost-but-not-quite relationship, since they're the only two in the group with no risk of the feelings becoming real. It's a stupid idea, but Jaemin has always had issues saying no —especially to Chenle.
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Jaemin has grown to love and even look forward to his routine at the store and having gone through this process so many times, he can’t help but feel a little irritated when something is out of place. As it happens to be right now, when instead of finding the familiar box of assorted ice cream cones, his eyes settle on a mop of bubblegum pink hair blocking his usual path. Hell, he could have even bumped into this person when turning the corner, seeing as they’re blocking the entire aisle with their cart. It’s a good thing he was careful.
Well, it probably also helps that he can see the future.
or: Jaemin is a clairvoyant and the only thing he couldn’t predict was Renjun.
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- Part 1 of the future is bubblegum pink
Bookmarked by gunitain
05 Dec 2020
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And… well. Maybe Renjun does have a crush. A tiny, little crush. But that's only for him to know and to suffer alone with it as he watches from the sidelines. Nobody needs to know that he’s pining for the new boy in the team and that Sungchan really is the reason why he suddenly started to show up for their practices.
Renjun is sure he's doing a good job of hiding it, even though Jaemin insists on the opposite. Jaemin doesn't know shit, anyway.