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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Three years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    26 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to make enough money to survive as a master's student at Harvard.

    Ilya Rozanov is a star center in the NHL, and wants to find something to relieve stress. He stumbles across a Camboy profile of a beautiful man with the cutest freckles.

    They are on a collision course that will change both of their lives forever.

    (The Camboy AU that no one asked for, but I'm writing it anyway.)

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    26 Dec 2025

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    In a lot of ways, Shane is just like anyone— he’s joyous for the most part. Without doubt. Focused on his career, confined within routine. He talks to the press, laughs brightly, shit-talks Rozanov during pre and post game interviews.

    That is, Shane is just like anyone, in a lot of ways except that there is something haunted that rests in his eyes. Tonight, he’s sitting at the corner of a bar, eyes flat. The man sitting next to him tucks a joint between his teeth, bringing a lighter up towards it.

    After taking a drag, the man offers the joint to Shane. To Ilya’s surprise, he takes it.

    It irks Ilya.

    or: someone from hollander’s past reenters. rozanov misreads the situation

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “Okay, fine, fine, fine. I’ll stop bugging you about Miles. Or anyone for that matter.”

    “Thank you.”

    “I do have a question, though.”

    Sigh.

    “Yes?”

    “Actually, two questions. One - do you know that guy across the bar? And two - do you know why he’s been looking at me like I killed his dog?”

     

    or: For some reason, Shane and Ilya keep running into each other at boring research conferences. Shane’s almost positive Ilya can’t stand him.

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    26 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane Hollander was only twelve when his life changed forever.

    Ilya Rozanov felt like a piece of himself had died alongside his mother at the age of twelve.

    Neither would have expected to collide at the age of seventeen—or what that collision would lead to.

    or;
    What could change if this was an omegaverse?

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an a argument and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Illya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Lily

    Kissed someone. Told her to leave.

    Still thinking of you.

    Oh, you looked at me.

    Fuck, look at you, sweetheart.

    My pretty boy.

    Get your hands off of her waist.

    I know you can feel your phone vibrating.

    I know you feel me looking at you.

    Tell her you have to go. NOW.

    Hollander, I will not ask again.

    or
    heated rivalry, as told though text messages and tweets.


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    22 Dec 2025

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    Ilya’s always been good at keeping himself calm. Through his fathers sickness, through his mothers death, through his brother's attitude. He’s not an angry person, regardless of what the headlines say. He’s collected, cool, unbothered. 

    That is, of course, until Shane Hollander is flattened on his back- body limp, unmoving. 

    (Part of my 5+1 series, but I thought it worked as a standalone fic as well)

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    21 Dec 2025

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2008.

    What?

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    20 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 38

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    Shane Hollander was the legendary figure skater everyone knew; his photo inspired young skaters who dreamed of growing up to be just like him.

    But the ice was treacherous. A single misplaced jump took everything from him—even his ability to hear the world around him, to feel the sounds and follow them with every glide across the arena. The change was stark: the televised fall, the blood staining his costume that day, the ringing in his ears, the headaches. Everything had become strange.

    Ilya Rozanov was the opposite of the delicacy Shane possessed on the ice. He was rough, aggressive, skating as if his life depended on it—because it was the only thing that kept him alive. The ice had given him everything, just as it had taken everything from Hollander.

    It was never part of his plan for that skater’s gaze to completely alter his own view of life.
    And Shane Hollander never expected the ice to give his life back to him—in the form of a person.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    contrapasso [con · tra · pas · so]
    the punishment of souls by a process either resembling or contrasting with the sin itself.

    The first time they meet is in Copenhagen.

    Regulus is on holiday, halfway to drunk off his ass in a dingy back alley pub. He’s never believed in love at first sight—in fact, he thinks it’s a rather ridiculous concept—but the first time he catches sight of him across alcohol-sticky floors and air thick with smoke, Regulus might be persuaded to change his mind.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Draco Malfoy has a secret—one he would take to his grave.
    He has a hidden box that stores everything that is only for his eyes to see—articles, pictures, drawings of Harry Potter, and most importantly, letters that he has been writing to Harry since he was nine years old.
    No one else is supposed to know about it, especially Harry.
    Of course, that plan is ruined the day Pansy decides that she’s had enough.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackle—team omega Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?

    Note: Does contain spoilers for books 2 and 6 of the Game Changers series (Shane & Ilya's stories)

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Shane stares at it, uncomprehending. It’s impossible. He’s not in love.

    And yet, right there on his bathroom floor, announcing his doom like it’s not delicately beautiful, is a small light pink petal, rounded at the bottom with a sharp tip.

    Or: After Shane runs out of Ilya’s house post tuna melt, he develops Hanahaki.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    Ilya Rozanov thought he had Harvard figured out: smart friends, good connections, and a life that balanced privilege with humility. But all of that changes the moment he meets Shane Hollander—his best friend’s younger brother.

    Shane is nothing like Gray Hollander: kind, talented, and effortlessly brilliant, with a charm that makes Ilya rethink everything he thought he knew about friendship, attraction, and ambition.

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    17 Dec 2025

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