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Izzy glares at the line of shoddily done stitches running up the back of his left forearm. “It’s going to fucking scar.”
Jack snorts with laughter, “You’re gonna get asked about that one for the rest of your days, Hands. Real pirate you are, getting sliced up by an old lady’s needle.”
Edward shrugs. “Just say a shark did it.”
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In which Izzy learns to lie.
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“Izzy, Izzy, Izzy. Gotta keep those clean, mate. Can’t have you going ‘round stinking up the ship now, can we?”
“No, Boss.” A thumb stroked along the bone of his ankle.
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In which Izzy can't stop the rot from spreading, until it's suddenly not a problem anymore.
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Not that Dean hasn't been targeted by stalkers before, but this one rocks him to his core. A week after Sam and Castiel rescued him from the hands of a sadist, Dean can barely look at himself, like the ropeburns are still there, and the implications of what could have happened hang over his head. But Castiel has a solution—an unorthodox one at that, but Dean wonders if it just might work to put him back into his own skin.
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"When Dean concentrates, he can still feel the dampness on his knees, the aching in his jaw, the taste of rubber. The other tastes too – of skin and salt and blood. Sounds: mattress springs, distant trucks, skin on skin, humming streetlights, swearing and grunting. He remembers some dateless, freezing night: warm skin, hot breath, murmured praises. Wiping his mouth, counting his money, walking home along the freeway, looking up at the stars.
(God was looking back at you then.)"Dean, sex, work, sex work, love, family, and god. Let's mix it all up and see what comes out, eh?
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- Part 1 of God is Real and He Wants to Fuck You
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18 Mar 2026
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“Okay,” Dean says, shoulders squaring like they’re going into some sort of battle. “So you’d—make the cut.”
“Yes.”
“And then the grace would come out of me.”
“Correct.”
Dean nods. He goes to one knee, then the next, kneeling in front of Castiel. Digging a pocket knife out of his front jeans pocket, Dean opens it up and flips it around handle-first, holding it out at the same time that he tilts his head for ear to meet shoulder, his neck bared.
Castiel’s mind suddenly goes very blank, with a ringing in his ears.
“Well?” Dean asks, his voice only slightly shaking. “You waitin’ for a written invitation?”
-----After the possession, some of Michael's grace is still in Dean. Castiel offers to help him out.
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18 Feb 2026
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A rewrite of Supernatural’s final two episodes, expanded into a five episode arc - in which Chuck needs to be defeated, Castiel deserves to be saved, and the characters in this story get a very different ending.
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22 Jan 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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