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Summer 2020 is Erling Haaland's most boring one yet, until a talented, young player from Birmingham joins his team. They aren't seeking anything when they first meet but find everything.
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He builds himself as a wall to defend me. He is my fortress, my armour, my moat. I am not weak but around him, I want to be.
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Erling has a new haircut. Jude mourns the old one.
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How Jude kissed Erling post-match in Istanbul
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“Erling had bitched him at eighteen. A biological sentence Jude never asked for. But destroying a family? Ruining a child's home? That was a line Jude refused to cross.”
Jude Bellingham always knew who he was supposed to be. But after a chaotic presentation rut and a certain alpha's help, his biology flips, leaving him an omega imprinted on Erling Haaland.
They insist they were "just friends," but who would believe that when they weren't even convinced themselves? That night had sewn them together against their will.
But the real world doesn't care about biological soulmates. Erling has a small family and a life in England, while Jude is left to get over him in Spain... and that had partially worked.
Things were going fine for years... Until the 2026 World Cup encouraged a larping author to put a bun into Jude's oven.
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- Part 1 of Make this house a home
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01 Sep 2026
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“Ugh,” Jude grunts, tensing and shifting a little as lightning shoots through his pelvis. “Oh.”
Erling, always so annoyingly in control, immediately stops what he’s doing.
They hadn’t even got to the good stuff yet.
“What is it?” Erling asks a little breathlessly, worry settling on his face. “Hurts?”
There’s no point lying. This isn’t the first time this has happened, and if Erling has even a hunch that Jude might be in pain or uncomfortable, he won’t continue.
“Mm.” Jude winces as his pelvic muscles clench involuntarily. “Yeah….God, I’m sorry. It’s not you. It’s…you know. Just, give me a minute…”
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Jude has come to accept that pain comes with sex. Except when he’s having sex with Erling.
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01 Sep 2026
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Someday you will find me (caught beneath a landslide) by Jewelsandcrystals
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
25 Aug 2026
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“They aren’t saying you’re fucking,” Jobe barges on, as if that was the point, “they’re saying you’ve fucked.”
“We have not.”
“You walked across half the pitch just to pinch the man’s waist, Judy.”
That’s because football is the fucking gayest sport in the world, he wants to scream, heterosexual men slobbering all over each other and raging and crying in this twisted paradox of a game that’s supposed to be peak masculinity, apex predator type shit, but we get to cry and scream over a winning goal or a narrow loss and not over people dying and stuff—and climb all over each other—you stupid and naive little boy literally getting paid to ogle a man move across the pitch and to respond to those movements, to match them in rhythm, thinking I don’t know what it’s like to feel a hard dick pushing up against you but like it’s not gay it’s just adrenaline because you just won us the damn league you gorgeous amazing man you.
The irony is not lost on him. Neither is his hypocrisy, but Jude thinks he’ll just have to make his peace with that.
Or: Jude crashes out about his sexuality--the fic
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31 Aug 2026
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But Erling waves away whatever it is that he would have said, and slips his hand into the crook of Jude’s elbow. “I am jesting, my friend. You will have to tell me all about Madrid, and I only shall mourn the loss of your companionship a little, as is right. Come, let’s find our seats while I nurse my broken heart.”
Jude laughs, and it unwinds something brittle inside of him, that cold uncertainty of questions unasked and unanswered that have been gathering between them like sediment, ever since last year. It’s easy to dismiss, with Erling washed in golden light, smiling like he is as relieved to see Jude as Jude is to see him. It’s easy, precariously easy, to call all the choices that have brought them here into question.
It's the Ballon d'Or 2023, one of football's most prestigious awards, and both Jude and Erling are nominated. It's the first time that they're meeting off the pitch since Erling left for Manchester a year ago.
Inevitably, their reunion takes a turn.
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- Part 1 of Football RPF
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31 Aug 2026
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Jude always assumed Erling was just as affectionate with everyone he was close to, but if he’s honest, he never paid enough attention to know for sure. Now he has. He’s been paying attention all night. Erling is friendly with everyone he likes, quick with a smile, never shy about showing he cares. But there’s something different about the way he looks at Jude when they’re alone. An extra softness, maybe. A lingering glance here and there.
Things Jude never thought twice about before.
Things he’s suddenly thinking about a lot.
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30 Aug 2026