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Before The Whistle by Rytchan
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF, FIFA World Cup Fandom, jude bellingham - Fandom, erling haaland - Fandom
03 Sep 2026
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England versus Norway in a World Cup quarter-final should be simple: one match, one winner, no hard feelings.
Except Jude and Erling have years of messages, hugs, terrible jokes, and one kiss neither of them has ever mentioned again. Now the whole world is watching, their teammates won’t stop talking, and pretending it meant nothing is getting harder by the day.
Five days before the whistle, football is the easy part.
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03 Sep 2026
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“You hate it,” he whispered, looking down at his feet. He could have taken everyone hating it and laughing at him as long as Jude liked it but it was clear he didn’t.
Erling regrets his haircut almost immediately and fears Jude will hate it. But Jude could never hate anything in Erling - and proves it to him.
Somehow, Erling ends up on his knees with a mouth full of Jude.Bookmarked by hilla25
01 Sep 2026
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“Erling had bitched him at eighteen. A biological sentence Jude never asked for. But destroying a family? Ruining a child's home? That was a line Jude refused to cross.”
Jude Bellingham always knew who he was supposed to be. But after a chaotic presentation rut and a certain alpha's help, his biology flips, leaving him an omega imprinted on Erling Haaland.
They insist they were "just friends," but who would believe that when they weren't even convinced themselves? That night had sewn them together against their will.
But the real world doesn't care about biological soulmates. Erling has a small family and a life in England, while Jude is left to get over him in Spain... and that had partially worked.
Things were going fine for years... Until the 2026 World Cup encouraged a larping author to put a bun into Jude's oven.
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- Part 1 of Make this house a home
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01 Sep 2026
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“Ugh,” Jude grunts, tensing and shifting a little as lightning shoots through his pelvis. “Oh.”
Erling, always so annoyingly in control, immediately stops what he’s doing.
They hadn’t even got to the good stuff yet.
“What is it?” Erling asks a little breathlessly, worry settling on his face. “Hurts?”
There’s no point lying. This isn’t the first time this has happened, and if Erling has even a hunch that Jude might be in pain or uncomfortable, he won’t continue.
“Mm.” Jude winces as his pelvic muscles clench involuntarily. “Yeah….God, I’m sorry. It’s not you. It’s…you know. Just, give me a minute…”
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Jude has come to accept that pain comes with sex. Except when he’s having sex with Erling.
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01 Sep 2026
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Someday you will find me (caught beneath a landslide) by Jewelsandcrystals
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
02 Sep 2026
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“They aren’t saying you’re fucking,” Jobe barges on, as if that was the point, “they’re saying you’ve fucked.”
“We have not.”
“You walked across half the pitch just to pinch the man’s waist, Judy.”
That’s because football is the fucking gayest sport in the world, he wants to scream, heterosexual men slobbering all over each other and raging and crying in this twisted paradox of a game that’s supposed to be peak masculinity, apex predator type shit, but we get to cry and scream over a winning goal or a narrow loss and not over people dying and stuff—and climb all over each other—you stupid and naive little boy literally getting paid to ogle a man move across the pitch and to respond to those movements, to match them in rhythm, thinking I don’t know what it’s like to feel a hard dick pushing up against you but like it’s not gay it’s just adrenaline because you just won us the damn league you gorgeous amazing man you.
The irony is not lost on him. Neither is his hypocrisy, but Jude thinks he’ll just have to make his peace with that.
There's nothing lukewarm about his thoughts when it comes to Haaland, not since Jude’s first day at Dortmund.
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31 Aug 2026
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But Erling waves away whatever it is that he would have said, and slips his hand into the crook of Jude’s elbow. “I am jesting, my friend. You will have to tell me all about Madrid, and I only shall mourn the loss of your companionship a little, as is right. Come, let’s find our seats while I nurse my broken heart.”
Jude laughs, and it unwinds something brittle inside of him, that cold uncertainty of questions unasked and unanswered that have been gathering between them like sediment, ever since last year. It’s easy to dismiss, with Erling washed in golden light, smiling like he is as relieved to see Jude as Jude is to see him. It’s easy, precariously easy, to call all the choices that have brought them here into question.
It's the Ballon d'Or 2023, one of football's most prestigious awards, and both Jude and Erling are nominated. It's the first time that they're meeting off the pitch since Erling left for Manchester a year ago.
Inevitably, their reunion takes a turn.
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- Part 1 of Football RPF
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31 Aug 2026
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Everything about it feels stupidly normal — ordinary in a way Jude didn’t realise he craved. With Erling, he doesn’t have to present the best version of himself or hide the parts that aren’t shiny. There’s none of the usual, careful pretending that people slip into when they’re starting something new. Erling already knows him, and Jude finds a quiet comfort in how easy that makes everything.
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30 Aug 2026
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“You don’t trust me?”
Jude moves a piece of watermelon around the plate with the prongs of his fork. He won’t look at Erling. “Honestly? No, I don’t.”
Erling assesses him carefully as he sits back in his chair. He unfolds his arms across his chest. “Because you think I’m gonna leave you?”
“It’s what always happens, isn’t it?”
“Jude.” He reaches across the table, wraps a big hand around Jude’s wrist to halt his scraping of the good china. “Let me prove myself to you.”
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After years of stilted contact, Jude Bellingham and Erling Håland spend a week together at Erling’s summer house. It just so happens to correspond with their respective mating cycles.
They have a week to make things right.
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- Part 3 of In His Pocket
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29 Aug 2026
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Erling had been melting since Jude showed up in his life.
His entire being wanted to orbit around Jude, to get closer and closer to him. His ribcage felt as though it was making room for Jude, carving out a place for him right next to his heart.
They couldn’t get enough of each other. Erling wanted to be around Jude all the time, to have their bodies touching, to keep feeling that electricity that ran through his veins every time he touched him.
He felt like he was going crazy.
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- Part 1 of Jude x Erling ❤︎
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28 Aug 2026
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England just knocked Norway out of the World Cup, and Jude Bellingham scored the goals that sent Erling Haaland home.
The BBC thinks they’re having a bromance. Renee Rapp thinks they’re having a moment.
Jude thinks he’s having a crisis.
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- Part 2 of Haalingham Collection
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28 Aug 2026
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Google, how do I tell my former teammate that I've seen the tweets about him being an omega and I'm really confused?
Or—an iMessage style fic about the joys of the general public discussing rpf.
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27 Aug 2026
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Jude and Erling are back at Dortmund, and after a dreadful away game, Erling decides to cheer Jude up by agreeing - reluctantly - to let Jude style his hair.
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27 Aug 2026
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"Erling could not stop looking at Jude.
It was the subtlety in his actions that would be missed by anybody else, but not him."
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Or, the many ways Erling and Jude's relationship had a different tuning compared to everyone else's.Bookmarked by hilla25
27 Aug 2026
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Erling Haaland never considered himself a particularly possessive man, not regarding material assets and not regarding people as well. Actually, his friends always said he was way too chill - almost cold-blooded - about these matters. He never understood that instinctive “this is mine!” feeling his friends had described often. Another concept that was alien to him was the thrill of seeing visible signs that someone “belonged” to him. Which was precisely why it was becoming increasingly difficult to explain the wild feelings stirring up inside of his chest every time he saw Jude-fucking-Bellingham, of all people, strutting around in his clothes as if he was made for them, as though wearing them were his God-given right.
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4 times Haaland almost loses it when he sees Jude wearing his clothes + 1 time he actually does because the idiot decided to wear someone else’s.
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27 Aug 2026
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“Do you want to fuck any professional players?” He couldn’t shut his mouth.
Erling snorted a little laugh through his nose. “Several.”
“Who?” the question echoed in Jude’s mind, heavy, irresistible. “Someone I know? Someone we’ve played against? Someone on our team?”
And then, even worse, “Me?”
Jude finds out that Erling also likes men.
Tall, athletic men, with a perky, round ass. Which is fine, it's not like it changed who Erling was or their friendship, Jude didn't mind his best friend's sex life.
But, if that's his type, why has he never shown interest in Jude?
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25 Aug 2026
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Erling watched the Mexico vs England match. It had been a bit nerve-racking for his liking, but at least his omega had managed to win.
But what caught his attention the most was how Jude became attached to one of the pup of the Mexican national team.
That scene stirred something deep inside him.
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25 Aug 2026
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Erling shows up to Jude’s hotel room after England’s win against Norway.
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25 Aug 2026
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Jude Bellingham is beginning a new life far away from home and he’s not prepared to what it will bring.
Erling Haaland is about to meet a person who will turn his world upside down and bring out his most gentle side.
Both men are doomed.
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24 Aug 2026
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"Isn't it about time that you find someone?"
Erling let out a confused sound, looking up from his phone, the audio of an Instagram reel still running. His eyes met with Martin's, who was already looking at him with a grin. "There is no way you are the most sought-after alpha in our team, and you are still single after all these years."
"But I am not?"
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23 Aug 2026
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Erling Haaland is invited to his ex-girlfriend's wedding in Hawaii. Tired of his parents' pitiful comments, he tells a little white lie involving a certain English midfielder.
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23 Aug 2026