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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    The morning Ilya Rozanov said his name, Shane Hollander left.

    He told himself it was the right call. Simple was safer. Simple was the deal.

    He never imagined what it would cost them.

    Rozanov is dead. Or married. Or hiding. The world mourns him loudly. Shane can't mourn him at all — not to the press, not to his team, not to his own parents — because grieving out loud would mean admitting what Ilya was to him.

    Years of unanswered messages. Of chasing rumours. Of wondering whether Ilya chose to disappear — or never had a choice.

    But the rumours don't add up. Neither do the dates. And the more Shane tries to piece together what happened, the more terrifying the truth begins to look.

    Where the fuck is Ilya Rozanov?

    Heavy angst. A mystery buried beneath years of silence. And a hard-earned happy ending. Mind the tags.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    “So, it turns out that when you have an Amex Black Card you can get just about anything done and done quickly. As soon as I saw your text after the game I called an air charter company and went straight from the arena to the airport. While I was heading to the airport I called the hotel, reserved the presidential suite and arranged for,“ Shane made an expansive gesture encompassing the room as a whole, “this.”

    Shane had long ago come to terms with having the kind of money that made obstacles to what he wanted disappear. It helped that the vast majority of what he wanted in life was to either play hockey or fuck Ilya Rozanov. The former other people paid for. The latter, while often annoying, was, for the most part, free.

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    Shane Hollander doesn't wait for Ilya Rosanov to get back to Ottawa. He flies down to Tampa to put a ring on it.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
    That sounds… serious.
    “The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”

    Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.

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    10 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 79

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    During a late-night brainstorming session at the Canadian Tire Centre, Yuna Hollander and Harris Drover hatch a master plan packed with potential mayhem. Moving past traditional silent auctions, online fundraisers, and charity drives, they create a bold new concept for The Irina Foundation and Game Changers Camps that puts a completely fresh spin on philanthropy.

    A media sensation. Involving the Ottawa Centaurs bench, players that aren't on the Centaurs roster, and even some Centaurs' spouses.

    In the early morning hours, The Irina Foundation & Game Changers Celebrity Showdown is born. It promises to bring laughs, a few tears, and a bit of unhinged madness to television networks across North America.

    The best part? It's all in the name of charity.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    “What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.

    And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.

    Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.

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    Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

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    04 Oct 2026