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• a first for everything by isesmeraik

  Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

  • General Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  16 Nov 2024

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Hirugami Sachirou/Hoshiumi Kourai
  • Hoshiumi Kourai
  • Hirugami Sachirou
  • Canon Compliant
  • Middle School
  • First Love
  • Hoshiumi Kourai-centric
  • Gay Awakening
  • Not much dialogue here
  • The Author Regrets Everything
  • attempts at romance
  • man i tried
  • hoshiumi kourai is a mess
  • bi hoshiumi
  • probs implied homophobia idk
  • HOSHIUMI SUPERMACY!!!
  • no beta we die like my will to live

  Summary

  Hoshiumi Korai doesn't believe in love. Hoshiumi Korai believes he's straight.

  But life fucks him up anyway.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,954

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  24

  Hits:

  310

• damaged, dirty, disgusting. by isesmeraik

  Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Other
  • Complete Work

  19 Nov 2023

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Hirugami Sachirou/Hoshiumi Kourai
  • Hakuba Gao & Hirugami Sachirou
  • Hoshiumi Kourai
  • Hirugami Sachirou
  • Hakuba Gao
  • Suwa Aikichi
  • Kamomedai Volleyball Club Members
  • Angst
  • Hoshiumi Kourai-centric
  • Sad Hoshiumi Kourai
  • Past Rape/Non-con
  • Relapse
  • Self-Harm
  • Heavy Angst
  • Author projecting onto Hoshiumi
  • Bad timing confessions
  • Protective Hirugami Sachirou
  • I'm Sorry
  • Childhood Trauma
  • cocsa
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Crying
  • Broken Hoshiumi Kourai
  • no beta we die like men

  Summary

  ... bad day caused me this

  Series

  • Part 2 of mentally ill gays

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,855

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  24

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  577

• The facade has fallen and an attempt to escape by isesmeraik

  Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

  • Not Rated
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen, M/M
  • Complete Work

  24 Aug 2023

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Tendou Satori/Ushijima Wakatoshi
  • Tendou Satori & Ushijima Wakatoshi
  • Tendou Satori & Shiratorizawa Academy Volleyball Club
  • Tendou Satori
  • Ushijima Wakatoshi
  • Shirabu Kenjirou
  • Semi Eita
  • Goshiki Tsutomu
  • Kawanishi Taichi
  • Yamagata Hayato
  • Shiratorizawa Volleyball Club Members
  • coach washijo
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Attempt at angst
  • ushijima is not a bad friend
  • shiratorizawa is not a bad friend
  • they just didn't know
  • Tendou Satori-centric
  • Ushiten - Freeform
  • platonic/romantic ushiten
  • Self-Harm
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Hospitals
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Bullying
  • Tendou Satori Needs a Hug
  • Shirabu isn't bad
  • facade - Freeform
  • Poorly written
  • no beta we die like tendou's self-esteem
  • Character Study

  Summary

  It's not like anyone ever knew that he's dying? He didn't give any hints but in his mind he was screaming for help.

  Series

  • Part 1 of mentally ill gays

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,482

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  110

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  1,756

• Give Peace A Chance by isesmeraik

  Fandoms: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV), 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (Manga)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  12 Feb 2023

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Chishiya Shuntarou/Niragi Suguru
  • Niragi Suguru
  • Chishiya Shuntarou
  • Samura Takatora | Last Boss
  • Aguni Morizono
  • Kuina Hikari
  • Danma Takeru | Hatter
  • Original Characters
  • An Rizuna | Ann
  • Arisu Ryouhei
  • Usagi Yuzuha
  • Tatta Kodai
  • Kano Mira
  • Kuzuryu Keiichi
  • Oki Ippei
  • Games
  • Domestic
  • Domestic Fluff
  • OOC characters
  • No Beta We Die Like Chota
  • Love/Hate
  • Sneaking Out
  • Guns
  • Flashbacks
  • Holding Hands
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Light Angst
  • References to Illness
  • Angst
  • Hypnotism
  • Hallucinations
  • Canon-Typical Violence
  • Niragi Suguru is His Own Warning
  • Niragi Suguru is not a batshit in this fic
  • Alternate Universe

  Summary

  After several endless arguments, Chishiya and Niragi found something that they can agree on. They found something that made then more connected than they were.

   

  Or Chishiya and Niragi's journey in the borderland, together.

  Series

  • Part 3 of aib ships sail slay

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  25,353

  Chapters:

  12/12

  Comments:

  96

  Kudos:

  638

  Bookmarks:

  40

  Hits:

  11,684

• inexplainable by isesmeraik

  Fandoms: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV), 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (Manga)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  11 Jan 2023

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Chishiya Shuntarou/Niragi Suguru
  • Chishiya Shuntarou
  • Niragi Suguru
  • Samura Takatora | Last Boss
  • Japanese
  • Bickering
  • mention of suicide (but it's just one line)
  • some lines that comes from songs / audios
  • OOC characters
  • Cross-Posted on Wattpad

  Summary

  The unresolved (?) sexual tension

  Series

  • Part 2 of aib ships sail slay

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,206

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  12

  Kudos:

  206

  Bookmarks:

  10

  Hits:

  2,582