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“What’s your face doing?”
Buck makes an affronted noise, shooting Eddie a look. “My face isn’t doing anything.”
“Yes, it is.”
“No, it’s not.”
“Yes, it is.”
“Eddie. It’s not.”
“Yes, it–”
“I’m horny,” Buck blurts. Instantly, his face flushes, body going warm with humiliation. Eddie’s eyes go comically wide.
Or: Buck's really trying to keep it in his pants. Eddie's not exactly keen on letting him do so.
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21 Nov 2025
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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12 Oct 2025
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He’s so close. But Buck’s face sways even closer, eyes hyper-focused on Eddie’s mouth, like he wants to ensure that what he whispers next make its way inside:
“The quiet, closeted catastrophe of Edmundo Diaz—performed nightly for an audience of none.”
Eddie flinches. For a second, all the noise in his head goes silent.
“W-what—” Eddie’s voice cracks and he’s trying to frown, trying to be mad, but he feels exposed, so his words come out broken, confused. “What’s that supposed to mean?”or: buck fights back during the kitchen scene in 8x17 and it sends eddie spiralling
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20 Aug 2025
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Eddie moves back from El Paso but soon after starts acting weird around Buck. Them along with rest of the 118 get invited by Bobby and Athena to their house warming pool party. At the party, Buck tries to have a conversation with Eddie about the way he's acting, but each time they get interrupted. Awkward tensions on the rise.
That is until they get trapped in a pool house together.
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02 Jun 2025
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Eddie accidentally overhears Buck jerking off in the firehouse showers. Neither can act even slightly normal about it.
(Set before 8x06)
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26 May 2025
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the autumn chill that wakes me up, you loved the amber skies so much by opiumashes
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18 Apr 2025
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“I heard Maddie won’t be walking you down the aisle.” At those words, Buck’s face shifts. The flicker of a smile fades, replaced by something smaller—something quieter. He glances down, avoiding Bobby’s eyes in the mirror.
“Yeah,” he says softly. “She’s officiating, so… I guess I’ll just walk myself down the aisle.” He shrugs, trying to play it off like it doesn’t matter, but Bobby sees the way his jaw clenches, the way his shoulders tense again like they’ve been carrying that thought all morning.
Bobby’s hands still on the tie. He doesn’t speak right away.
“Or—” he says eventually, voice gentle, “I could do it.”
Or it’s Buck and Eddie’s wedding day and Bobby is their gentle pillar
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18 Apr 2025
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“Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”
Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”
The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.
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Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.
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- Part 1 of seabird 'verse
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14 Jan 2025
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Buck skidded to a halt, horror etched across his face. “Ed-Eddie,” he stammered. “Please, just… I’ll block his number, I’ll delete the thread, just… Stop scrolling and give me my phone. Please.”
“Relax Buck,” Eddie retorted, rolling his eyes at him while still scrolling. “I may not be great with technology but I know how to block a conta—” and proceeded to choke on his own tongue.
Suddenly, it all fell into place: why Buck was so adamant about getting his phone back, why he didn't want Eddie to keep scrolling.
Because in Eddie Diaz’s hand was a picture of his best friend on his knees, dick in hand. His piercing blue eyes glancing up at the camera like they were looking right at him.
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17 Nov 2024
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Following the lawsuit, Buck is left outcasted by the people once considered family. None of his team members willing to give him a second glance. Someone he once considered his best friend now stared at him like he was the worst person in the world, and he was. To think of it he deserved every punch and slap thrown his way, his team can't save him. They shouldn't have to save him.
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When Buck finds himself in an abusive relationship, and he doesn't know who to turn to.
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30 Oct 2024
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And it doesn’t feel like he’s lost Buck to Tommy. It’s just. It’s different.
Because sometimes Buck will show up at Eddie’s house still adjusting his belt, a little messy-haired and swollen-lipped, and Eddie will give him a questioning look before Buck shrugs and explains like it’s the most simple thing in the world, “Tommy dropped me off.”
Because occasionally Buck will say stuff like “Did you know Tommy can pick me up during sex? Like fully just hoist me up by my thighs and fuck me against the wall. He’s so fucking strong.”
Because it’s one thing to know your best friend is having sex. And it’s another thing to know exactly when and how your best friend gets fucked.
OR; buck dishes to eddie about his sex life which is torture for eddie's gay little brain. and eddie just has to act how best friends like them always do, because that's all that's allowed, right?
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28 Oct 2024
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The thing is, Buck thought he and Eddie had been dating. After the shooting, after his partner told him that he was Christopher's legal guardian, after he moved in with the Diazes, after he abandoned Eddie's couch for Eddie's bed...
No...They were definitely together. Just...without the sex. Buck was willing to wait...More than that...Buck had no problem never having sex again if it meant waking up next to Eddie for the rest of his life. Until Eddie announced he was ready to start dating again.
Rated as explicit for the last chapter, but it can be skipped.
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28 Sep 2024
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So, news flash: Buck’s got a big dick.
Wanna know how Eddie knows that Buck has a big dick? It’s not because they’ve shared locker rooms for about eight years. It’s not because Buck’s six-foot-tall and closing in on 300 pounds, and it’s logical to think he’d have a big cock, considering everything about him seems to be big. No, it’s not how Eddie knows.
He knows, ladies and gentlemen and anybody in between, because approximately fifteen minutes ago, his longtime best friend went to the bathroom at the bar they’re both at and sent him nothing more than a freaking, fucking, perfect dick pic.
OR: that one time where dick pick, sexting, phone sex and a little bit of exhibitionism lead to buddie canon
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10 Aug 2024
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Grace Alo is exiled to Forks, Washington after being kicked out of high school right before senior year. The recent passing of her father mixed with moving into a shared bedroom with her cousin was enough to shake up any teenager's life. But upon her return, an inevitable meeting forces her to confront who she's destined to become to protect the home and people she loves.
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14 Mar 2021