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    “What’s your face doing?” 

    Buck makes an affronted noise, shooting Eddie a look. “My face isn’t doing anything.” 

    “Yes, it is.” 

    “No, it’s not.” 

    “Yes, it is.” 

    “Eddie. It’s not.” 

    “Yes, it–” 

    “I’m horny,” Buck blurts. Instantly, his face flushes, body going warm with humiliation. Eddie’s eyes go comically wide. 

    Or: Buck's really trying to keep it in his pants. Eddie's not exactly keen on letting him do so.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    “You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”

    Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”

    There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:

    “It meant something.”

    There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.

    “I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”

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    Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    He’s so close. But Buck’s face sways even closer, eyes hyper-focused on Eddie’s mouth, like he wants to ensure that what he whispers next make its way inside:

    “The quiet, closeted catastrophe of Edmundo Diaz—performed nightly for an audience of none.”


    Eddie flinches. For a second, all the noise in his head goes silent.


    “W-what—” Eddie’s voice cracks and he’s trying to frown, trying to be mad, but he feels exposed, so his words come out broken, confused. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

    or: buck fights back during the kitchen scene in 8x17 and it sends eddie spiralling

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    20 Aug 2025

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    Eddie moves back from El Paso but soon after starts acting weird around Buck. Them along with rest of the 118 get invited by Bobby and Athena to their house warming pool party. At the party, Buck tries to have a conversation with Eddie about the way he's acting, but each time they get interrupted. Awkward tensions on the rise.

    That is until they get trapped in a pool house together.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    Eddie accidentally overhears Buck jerking off in the firehouse showers. Neither can act even slightly normal about it.

    (Set before 8x06)

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    26 May 2025