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    An alternate universe in which Shane brings Rose to Tampa. Ilya isn’t jealous. No, really. He’s not.

    Or, a bit of canon-divergence for the sake of some extra angst and dom/sub Hollanov.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “Now it is time to let everything go, yes?” Shane could feel Ilya’s voice rumbling through his chest from where his cheek was pressed to his body. “You can let everything go and I will take care of it, ok?”
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    OR: Shane drops after they leave his parents' cottage. Ilya helps bring him back up.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “I don’t think we should see each other until the First Round is over.”

    Rozanov just blinks at him like a drowsy—albeit handsome—cat. For a brief moment, Shane thinks that perhaps the other man hadn’t heard him. Maybe Rozanov can do that freaky thing where he sleeps with his eyes fully open. Shane wouldn’t know—after all, neither of them has ever spent the night.

    But then Rozanov tosses his head back and laughs.

    And laughs.

    And laughs.

    or;

    Montreal and Boston are set to face off in the first round of the playoffs. Shane has some concerns about that.

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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Waiting to visit Shane in the hospital after his injury, Rose, Marlow, and Jackie have separate realisations about who 'Lily' and 'Jane', may really be. Hayden is also there.

    PSA: This is the extended cut of the fic 'I Hope She's Good To You'. The original version was roughly 5000 words which I cut 1000+ from because it was a lot of me going wild in imagination land, but you guys were so lovely and said that you would like to see the full version, so I sat down and polished it and now it has doubled in length because I can't help myself. As a result, this part makes perfect sense as a standalone, but if you enjoy the idea and want a shorter version with less side character padding, feel free to read part one instead.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    One side of his brain is going: this is insane, don't do this, just stay in this room, what can he do? Whether you like it or not, he's hurt you, and chances are you've hurt him too, because you can't read a situation for shit, so what are we trying to do here? Get some fucking sleep instead.

    The other side of his brain is going: He's hurt you, and you've probably hurt him too, and what if this is your only chance to talk about it? What if Paris makes the difference?

    Five months after Sochi, Shane's set to play a charity hockey game in Paris. So is Ilya.

    They run into each other in the lobby of their hotel the night before. Twelve hours stretch out in front of them, and Ilya suggests something different: no phones, no expectations, no past, no hockey. Just the city, and whatever they can be when nobody else is watching.

    It's obviously a terrible idea, but Shane says yes, anyway.

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    01 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 53

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    The hookup is supposed to help Shane forget.

    Instead it leaves him hollow, shaking, and running through the dark until he ends up under the only streetlight on an empty road outside Montreal.

    He calls the last person he should.

    Six months after the last time they spoke, Shane calls Ilya Rozanov, not sure if he'll ever pick up.

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    29 May 2026

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    “The arena is just buzzing with nervous energy after that hit, ladies and gentlemen at home. And down on the ice, it looks like we have-...hold on…is that-...

    Ilya Rozanov…crawling to Shane Hollander?”

    In which instead of Marleau, it is Ilya who crashes into Shane.

    The way they choose to deal with the fallout surprises them both.

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    28 May 2026

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    28 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 34

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    "Not here. Not with fucking Scott Hunter next door."

    "He is hot. We should let him listen like mating call."

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    27 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 55

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    Tampa moves under them.

    The city lives and breathes and keeps going, unaware of the precarious bubble in the room on the fourth floor of the beachside hotel reserved almost entirely for other All-Star hockey players who want nothing more than to pop it.

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    In which Shane and Ilya build a fragile little bubble out of grief, want, and the terrifying act of being known.

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    22 May 2026

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    Ilya disappears when he’s sick. Shane doesn’t let him.

    He drives two hours, stays the night, and reminds Ilya that he doesn’t have to be alone anymore.

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    21 May 2026

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    "Sometimes, when Shane Hollander hears a sound, it gets stuck in his brain."

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    While at the cottage, Shane starts to relax in a way that embarrasses him. Ilya refuses to let Shane be ashamed.

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    21 May 2026

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    Just a little fix it fic. Shane doesn’t end up leaving Ilya’s house. Some things are the same/similar. This should basically fit in between tuna melts and Tampa Bay.

    Credit to Jacob Tierney/Rachel Reid where I’ve used dialogue direct from the show.

    "Looking at him now though, it was very clear that Shane definitely had absolutely no intention of staying. He didn’t even appear to be paying attention to his surroundings. He was focusing so hard on putting his own clothes back on and getting the hell out of there. He was reaching for his leather jacket now and Ilya was running out of time.”

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    20 May 2026

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    After the first time, Ilya stays the night at Shane's apartment. In the morning there's a knock on the door...Yuna and David are here to take Shane to brunch.
    Ilya never imagined Shane would invite him along...or that Yuna would become his sponsorship agent, or that Jackie Pike would catch them, or that David would clock them...

    An AU with cuteness, fluff, angst, silliness and references to other events in the show and the books. No spoilers though.

    *Chapters 1 to 5 are different POVs on The Brunch Event, then the AU continues from there*

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    19 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 50

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    Ilya was not sick. His head was fine, maybe just a little uncontrollable sometimes. So, when Galina called him a half-hour after his appointment, recommending he contact a psychiatrist, he was perplexed. He only wanted to talk, have someone disconnected from him to understand him and his language. He would not let Shane bear his dead weight, so he would reach out to the psychiatrist's office. If not for Ilya, for his husband.
    Ilya stands in their kitchen, while Shane shifts nervously on his feet. Ilya knows he would never say it out loud, but Shane’s trepidation is palpable, like the pill in his palm is real.
    “What did she say to do?”
    Ilya snorts. “Is just medicine, Shane. I think I can figure it out.”

    Or, Ilya's antidepressants cause trouble in, and outside, of the bedroom.

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    18 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 29

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    What happens when Ilya and Rose sneak out of their partners room at the same time and have a stare-down?

    Well... this.

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    17 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 98

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    “And what will you do?” Ilya was speaking slowly, trying to tease.

    “I could get on my knees. Suck you off?” Shane replied honestly.

    God, Shane sucked at banter.

    “Is that all you want?”

    And, god, was Ilya good at it.

    “I miss having you in my mouth.” Shane hated the way his voice came out a little whiny.

    “I miss having you on your knees.”

    The two men looked at each other through the phone. It was clear what they were really trying to say: I miss you.

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    16 May 2026

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    “I want one day,” Shane interrupted Ilya’s inner meltdown with, really, the only acceptable response. “And then we can…” Shane trailed off. “Then we can, I don’t know. Reset.”

    “Reset,” Ilya repeated, unconvinced.

    “Yeah.”

    It was another few moments of stunned silence before Ilya spoke again.

    “We could go somewhere.”

    *

    or, what if Shane decided to stay, that night… and then decided to miss his flight home the next day.

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    16 May 2026

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    There's a hint of whine in Shane's voice as he says the words and because apparently that's not enough, he then actually fucking pouts. Bottom full lip sticking out and beautiful brown eyes blinking expectantly at Ilya.

    And well, what the fuck is Ilya supposed to do? Argue with him?
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    Five times Shane pouts and gets what he wants and one time that doesn't quite work.

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    15 May 2026

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