1 - 20 of 70 Bookmarks by jellyjas
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
teenage nightmares commit atrocities by forever_wandering
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Apr 2023
Tags
Summary
“Tsushima Shuuji,” Chuuya reads out loud. “A bright, optimistic young man with a pep in his step and a zest for life. Hang on–is this referring to you?”
“Unfortunately,” Dazai laments, sighing dramatically. “You just got away with ‘science nerd’ and ‘soccer player,’ but I’m supposed to be an artist! I hate art! It’s useless!”
“Shut the fuck up. That’s not the problem here. You? A ‘zest for life?’ Looking forward to each new morning? Hah! Rimbaud would sooner come back to life.”
Dazai turns to Chuuya with the barest facsimile of a smile painted over his lips.
“I,” he says sweetly, “am going to gut you open like a fish.”
Dazai and Chuuya are seasoned mafiosos at the ripe old age of almost-seventeen. They’ve fought gang wars, interrogated prisoners, and done all manner of unspeakable things. Now, they face their greatest challenge yet: going (undercover) to a real high school. With regular teens (who may or may not be desperately trying to get them to kiss).
One thing’s for sure: this school is unprepared for the absolute calamity that is Double Black.Written for the SKK Big Bang 2022 feat. art by videogamelover99 & beta'ed by Airini.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 107,063
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 1,655
- Kudos:
- 10,115
- Bookmarks:
- 2,118
- Hits:
- 186,857
Bookmarked by jellyjas
03 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Chuuya catches his gaze, takes a deep breath, and says, “Have sex with me.” Oh wow, that sounds awfully wrong — “I mean,” he starts again, losing all edge and grace, “I don’t want to have to sex with you — or I do but not like that! — I just want — damn it!” For some reason, he feels like standing, so he jumps up. “I have never been with anybody, and I want to be ready when it comes to it, so just have sex with me, okay, you asshole!”
— In which, Chuuya’s tired of failing classes and being a virgin and makes the deal of a lifetime with Dazai.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 53,321
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 296
- Kudos:
- 3,635
- Bookmarks:
- 560
- Hits:
- 65,202
Bookmarked by jellyjas
02 Jul 2026
-
castles out of couches by halfbloom (diphylleias)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 May 2020
Tags
Summary
“Chuuya," Dazai starts solemnly. He pitches his voice intentionally low as he pulls on a severe expression. A dramatic sigh leaves his mouth. "I think it’s time we break up."
"Fucking finally," Chuuya snorts. "Now stop whining and do the damn dishes."
Vietnamese translation available!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,011
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 7
- Comments:
- 176
- Kudos:
- 6,546
- Bookmarks:
- 1,536
- Hits:
- 65,259
Bookmarked by jellyjas
09 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Dazai,” she whispered, voice slightly hoarse, “Come on, you’re beautiful.”
Dazai merely shook her head with a smile. “You don’t get it, slug.”
It wasn’t an accusation. Just a statement. Chuuya couldn’t possibly understand, and she didn’t blame her for that. It was nice of her to attempt to reassure her, but ultimately futile. She’d all but made up her mind to pick herself up and pretend this conversation never happened when she felt another—more desperate—tug at her sleeve.
“I don’t,” Chuuya admitted with a sigh. “Tell me more? I won’t interrupt. I promise?”
Bookmarked by jellyjas
04 Jun 2026
-
romances sans paroles (romance without words) by lesbianhowlpendragon
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Jul 2024
Tags
Summary
When Chuuya Nakahara is tasked with the assassination of the Royal Family's middle daughter, she considers it an easy sacrifice to make on behalf of her people. Her resolve is tested upon becoming Dazai's handmaiden, meeting the princess' horrid fiancé, and eventually falling in love with her.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 62,675
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 344
- Kudos:
- 947
- Bookmarks:
- 208
- Hits:
- 21,480
Bookmarked by jellyjas
04 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“That’s the best you could negotiate it down to?” Ranpo asked once Fukuzawa was done explaining the contract, a slight edge to his voice and Dazai already knew exactly what he was thinking of: the contract was pretty much foolproof on Mori’s end. When someone went in, they might as well be stuck.
“Mori’s initial plan involved multiple rounds of physical and psychological torture to manufacture loyalty to the Mafia,” Dazai added in, feeling a bit of pity for Fukuzawa.
“And how do you know that if this is the first we’re all hearing about this?” Yosano asks and Dazai’s smile turns bitter.
“Mori, I’ll give you the pleasure of answering that.”
“Thank you,” He says smoothly before standing up. “I’ve decided the best course of action is to take Dazai Osamu back to his home in the Port Mafia.”
…
In which Dazai has planned to return to the Port Mafia, but he doesn't plan on making it much further after that.
Series
- Part 3 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,838
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 154
- Kudos:
- 1,138
- Bookmarks:
- 169
- Hits:
- 12,283
Bookmarked by jellyjas
02 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.
Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.
But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.
Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,
That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.
And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:
Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.
Updates Mondays and Fridays!Love from,
Mil <3- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 107,771
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Collections:
- 9
- Comments:
- 3,004
- Kudos:
- 9,782
- Bookmarks:
- 1,895
- Hits:
- 254,617
Bookmarked by jellyjas
01 Jun 2026
-
upside down boyfriends and soft-spoken apologies by dangodangomilk
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Sep 2020
Tags
Summary
Dazai returns to his and Chuuya's shared apartment with an expensive wine bottle as an apology after their argument. He's praying that Chuuya doesn't immediately punch him in the face the moment he steps into the room.
He had expected Chuuya to still be mad at him. What he doesn't expect to see is his boyfriend upside down on the ceiling, hugging his knees and sulking instead.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
30 May 2026
-
a cavity shaped like being held by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.
The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.
“Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”
Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”
“No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”
There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.
or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”
Series
- Part 15 of Whumpuary 2026
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,467
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 47
- Kudos:
- 569
- Bookmarks:
- 106
- Hits:
- 4,334
Bookmarked by jellyjas
29 May 2026
-
Thank You for the Venom by numberoneisagifan
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
26 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
“You ever think,” Jabber says between bites, “how chemicals make everythin’ happen?”
“…No?” Zanka grunts. “What’re ya on about now.”
“Nah, listen.” Jabber leans in, voice low and conspiratorial. “Poisons, synthetics, the natural stuff—love ‘em all. But our bodies? They’re chemical factories. Adrenaline in a fight, that dump of shit you get when you’re ’bout to die. Oxytocin when you’re gettin’—”
Zanka slams her knee on the underside of the table. “Jabber.”
“—fucked,” Jabber finishes sweetly.
Zanka inhales through her nose so sharply her teeth ache. Her nails dig into her palms until she feels half moon indents. She doesn’t know if she’s angry, embarrassed, or aroused. Probably yes to all three.
Whatever imaginary multiple choice test she’s taking, she’s failing it.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
09 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Everything is Jabber Wonger's fault. Every problem Zanka has had lately is a direct result of Jabber. She never gets enough sleep anymore, because she's answering U up? texts at one in the morning. Her body has started twitching awake at 12:55 like clockwork just in case Jabber texts. More often than not, she never does.
or, Jabber ragebaits Zanka a bit too hard.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
04 May 2026
-
The Consequences of a Cracked Window by nectarine304
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
19 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Zanka always remembers to crack the window before she uses the communal showers at HQ.
(Un)fortunately for her, a certain raider girl has caught on.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
29 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Why are you really here, Till?” She asks, even though she knows the answer to it already.
“You nave ice hoobs.”
Ivan snorts. “What?!” She can’t help but laugh. First time Till tries making a move on her and she fumbles over her words.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
15 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Chuuya smiles a mischievous smile, standing up to slowly strip his clothes off, drawing it out to make Dazai all the more desperate. Once he's down to his choker, he climbs back onto the bed, sliding between Dazai's bent knees.
"Oh, and there's another fun part to this game." Chuuya's grin turns downright feral and Dazai knows he's fucked. "You're taking me and the toy at the same time."
Or, Dazai needs a break from his stupid genius brain and Chuuya likes playing games when he's guaranteed to win.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
09 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“When I get famous, I’ll steal you away from them. Then you can study something you actually like. Not this… Business shit.”
“I’ll be the great Till’s little housewife?” Ivan teases, and that grabs Till’s attention away from his frustration. The frown on his face turns into fond annoyance.
Despite his expression, Till’s response is genuine, “If that’s what you want,” he says, before smiling, small and soft, “or you could study the stars. Teach me what they mean the next time the sky’s clear enough to see all of them.”
Ivan softens, looking at Till with the warmest look in his eyes, “You don’t want to just learn them yourself?”
“Things are better when you say them.” Till says, earnestly. Ivan is gripped with affection, and the need to pepper kisses all over his face.
(But he can’t. He hasn’t been able to for months. It’s starting to drive him insane.)
or;
Ivan tries to survive college with his only support system miles away from him. It goes as well as you think.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
09 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
And then there are some “I love you”s that are on the tip of his tongue, lodged between his ribs and carved into his bones, ready to be given away at any given moment whether it’s after a peck on the lips, while watching someone inspect empty cocktail glasses… or when they are balls-deep inside him and all Chuuya can say is —
“Oh, fuck.”
OR, Chuuya and Dazai and some of their firsts. (A 'This Side of Paradise' Epilogue.)
Series
- Part 5 of Paradise
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,555
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 27
- Kudos:
- 1,037
- Bookmarks:
- 115
- Hits:
- 21,114
Bookmarked by jellyjas
08 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Is Chuuya planning to slap me until I feel something?”
“Not exactly. I think you need to be punished for today, and I think a spanking would be a good start.” Chuuya can feel the shiver that runs down Dazai’s spine at the words. He takes that as a good sign. “Do you think you're up for that?”
“I can try.” Dazai rolls onto his back so he's facing straight up at Chuuya. “I trust Chuuya.”
“And to be clear, you're not in trouble for what your shitty brain does.” Chuuya gently knocks his fist against the side of Dazai’s head. “I know you can't control that shit. You're in trouble for not just fucking calling me instead.”
Or, Chuuya just wants to help Dazai feel something (and try to teach him a lesson along the way).
Series
- Part 3 of Dismantled
Bookmarked by jellyjas
06 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Chuuya’s body responded as if it hadn’t been touched in quite some time. And regardless if Chuuya was putting on a little show or not, it caused something to click in Dazai’s brain. This, this is how her Chuuya should be treated. Not overwhelmed with work, not bothered by outside distractions, but here. She deserved to be right here, in Dazai’s arms, receiving as much pleasure as she could take.
Chuuya had been so busy with her overwhelming workload, that her girlfriend wanted to provide a nice distraction and well-deserved break.
Bookmarked by jellyjas
30 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"Did you hear that, Dazai?" Chuuya asks, lifting his hand to scratch his ear, thumb rubbing the spot that he knows makes Dazai's eyes go cross-eyed with hazy lust. "In five minutes, this room will be crawling with executives. Doesn't that sound nice?"
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,140
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 17
- Kudos:
- 1,650
- Bookmarks:
- 104
- Hits:
- 23,531
Bookmarked by jellyjas
16 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
The 5 times Dazai said I love you, and the 1 time Chuuya said it.
(featuring: Dazai gaslighting to get what he wants and Chuuya knowing exactly what he signed up for)
Bookmarked by jellyjas
09 Mar 2026