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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Multi faltered for a second, “I just— fuck, okay, I haven’t eaten in a while. I can’t exactly go out and hunt, because these fuckass alarms don’t differentiate between me and the clone, so I won’t know if it comes to the lab, and I can’t have him rummaging through my shit while I waste my time eating.”

    “You know that you could’ve just asked me to bring you something, right?”

    “It has to be fresh. And big enough so that I can get full, because once I start, the hunger is going to get ten times worse.”

    “...am I enough?” Quackity asked without a second passing, the question pushing onto his lips before he could really think it through.

    But it was, admittedly, something that he wanted.

    OR: Multi looks sick, and even though he isn't, Quackity still helps.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Przeczytane ( ouuuu shiiii )

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    After working so hard for three years, Chuuya thought he would never find himself in another maid outfit again. Still, here he was—a white ruffle headband in his copper locks and a laced off-the-shoulder crinkled crop top that exposed the peppered freckles on his skin. Around his hips was a short black frilly skirt with an ivory apron attached that stopped at the upper portion of his thighs, the material swaying with his movements, teasing the hungry stares of those who had the blessing to witness his body. The lacy sheer stockings he wore hugged the curvature of his toned legs and contrasted beautifully with the polished black heels that signaled his walk of shame with every step he took.

    It was so embarrassing, and honestly, way too early in the morning to deal with this shit.

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    03 Aug 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    "Do you call everyone that?" Dazai slurs.

    Chuuya blinks. It takes him a moment to process it, what Dazai is asking him.

    "What, 'good boy'?" he asks, biting his lip to tamper down the smile that wants to bloom to life across his face.

    Or, Chuuya meets someone interesting at a party.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Przeczytane

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    I need a quick hit
    Come on and give me it

    In the dead of the night
    I have to have you

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    On a heated rainy night, Dazai's disappeared, and it's left to Chuuya to hunt him down.
    What he finds might alter them both forever.

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    For the Soukoku 2026 Mixtape Exchange!

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Przeczytane (niby było bloodplay ale no.... I tak nawet fajne)

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    When Dazai dares to chuckle a breathy laugh at Chuuya's pitiful display, he's met with a harsh slap to his cheek rather than continued stimulation. Leaning back just enough to watch the result of his punishment, Chuuya lets himself moan, craving the way Dazai used to look at him like pain was the greatest blessing he could've bestowed upon him. Now, the only thing behind Dazai's eyes is escape. It's not fair.

    Dazai whimpers at the sting, teary and traitorous, feeble and fickle. It's nauseating how he can act like Chuuya's nothing to him. Like everything they've been through—everything they shared—was nothing more than a mistake in his past he's erased along with everything else. If Chuuya's a mistake, he hopes he's a fucking stain. He hopes he's a gaping wound that never fully heals, an ugly scar, a branded stab wound. Chuuya hopes he's the ghost of devotion that haunts Dazai until his final breath, preferably at his own hands.

    Dazai's not allowed to forget him. Chuuya won't let him.

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    Chuuya being an obsessive pervert

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    30 Jul 2026

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    przeczytane

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Call somebody else then!” Chuuya spat, taking a step away to further their distance. “We have fuckin’ people for this, and it’s not me! I brought you your stupid meds, I forced them down your damn throat when you were actin’ like a child! I’ve answered to every nosy subordinate that came sniffing around here for your orders like mindless zombies!”

    “Zombies aren’t real, Chuuya.” Dazai giggled like this was some cruel joke he wasn’t a part of.

    He flinched.

    “I know that.”

    “Do you?”

    “Yes…?” Chuuya answered incredulously, brows furrowing at the strange question.

    “The dead aren’t alive; that would be silly, wouldn’t it, Chuuya?”

    “What the hell is wrong with you?”

    tl;dr beast!chuuya spirals while trying to take care of beast!dazai following his suicide attempt.

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    23 Jul 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Let me help you?", - or Chuuya is really interested in what his pup is being fed.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Przeczytane

  8. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Chuuya, we did–”

    In a moment of overflowing relief and excitement, Chuuya’s lips press against Dazai’s, cutting off the obvious rest of his sentence. They did it. They got away with robbery.

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    A year ago, Chuuya found Dazai on the piers of Yokohama's port, ready to end it all after his family's tragic demise. Tonight, hidden beneath the thick fog of a city that has failed them, they robbed a jewellery store together. With the police on their tails, Dazai dares to dream of a better life with Chuuya, only to come face to face with a choice that could cost him everything worth living for.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Przeczytane ( O BOŻE JAKIE TO PIĘKNE JA CHCE WIĘCEJ TAKICH FANFIKÓW😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭)

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    "And I don't think so, I know so."

    When Chuuya boldly claims he can leave Dazai satisfied in a way his frequent hook-ups could never do, the two childhood friends enter into an agreement that adds certain benefits to their friendship. Strictly no strings attached, of course. A good idea in theory, perhaps, were it not for the fact that both their strings have been secretly attached to each other for as long as they can remember.

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    15 Jul 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 19

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    “Good boy,” Chuuya whispers and straightens out. He thrusts his hips. Easily, he slides on Dazai’s torso, revelling in how lube and come dripping out of his ass make a squelching noise as he moves; he takes another deep drag, releasing smoke up and watching it swirl in the air heavy with sex.

    When he looks at Dazai again, he jerks and opens his mouth wider. There is a delicious mix of apprehension and curiosity in his eyes as he watches Chuuya’s hand travel to his mouth. 

    “Here you go,” Chuuya murmurs and taps his cigarette.

    Dazai moans and bucks his hips when a speck of ash falls on his tongue. He squeezes his eyes shut at the momentary pain, but he does not dare to close his mouth; on the contrary, he strains to open it wider, taking the ash from Chuuya’s cigarette with the fervour only the most loyal dog has. 

    “It’s rare,” Chuuya muses, bringing the cigarette to his lips again. “One more thing that you are good for. Brings it to the total of two.”

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    A glimpse into Chuuya and Dazai’s night taking a new turn. 

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    10 Jul 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 10

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    Here's to the day we met. To the weeks after. And to all the years since we've spent together, Chuuya. Things haven't been the same since, and I don't think they ever will be. Here's to the same world made anew spending it together.

    Unlike our lives, our memories are not infinite. They replicate and replace. Inconsequential ones get forgotten to make way for newer, more important ones. The day we met. The weeks after. The birds sitting in the tree overlooking the shrine and leaning toward us with interest as if we were worthy of gossiping about. And maybe we are.

    A few times a decade Dazai and Chuuya spend months apart as Dazai makes the journey across Japan back to where it all began and where they first met: his shrine on a lonely mountaintop.

    In the time spent apart, they chronicle the passage of time and seasons through letters delivered across the land by their pigeon Peeko, lamenting the day they would reunite. Time passes together in seconds and an eternity apart. But it all eventually comes to an end and he returns.

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    09 Jul 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 35

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    “You’re weird,” Dazai states with a small smile, spinning and sitting himself on the log beside Chuuya. “I’m going to keep you.”
    Chuuya tries to fight it. Dazai can tell. He’s holding it back. Eventually he can’t stop it, and Chuuya snorts a stifled laugh.
    “The hell? What’s that supposed to mean?” he questions with a poorly hidden smile.
    Pity is pathetic. Dazai’s gotten plenty of it from people who won’t even bother to see him as anything other than a tragedy. But Chuuya’s pity doesn’t really feel that bad. His abrasiveness and inconsistent perspective seems to be balancing it out well enough that Dazai means it.
    What better way to get to know an animal than by keeping it as a pet?
    So, Dazai’s decided. From now until he kills himself in two months, Chuuya is going to be his.
    “It means that you’re not just my friend from now on,” he leans back and gives Chuuya a crooked smile. “I’ll be your friend too.”

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    skk speed run a weird homoerotic friendship turned codependent first loves in a small minded town.

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    05 Jul 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 41

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    Living with Chuuya Nakahara has always made life easier for Osamu Dazai. In a home carefully built around Dazai’s blindness, Chuuya makes sure he never feels fragile, turning every corner into safety and every routine into comfort. But one careless morning changes everything. A dropped piece of laundry, one wrong turn, and Dazai stumbles into shattered glass, left bleeding and disoriented in a house that was supposed to protect him. As Dazai struggles to explain himself through the pain, he’s met not with anger—but with Chuuya’s silence, and the sound of his boyfriend breaking apart at the sight of the person he swore to keep safe.

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    05 Jul 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 17

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    “‘M tired tonight…”

    “You said you had a long day, right, love? Let me take care of you. Rest if you want… I’ll do all the work.”

    “Yeah? Y-you sure?” Dazai hums, placing another kiss on his lover’s lips, and Chuuya can’t help but give a small smile. “I’ll let you fall asleep first. You’re in good hands,” Dazai teases once more, and Chuuya can’t help but give him a playful nudge and nod his head. He knows Dazai’s right.

    “You’re an idiot, but okay.” Chuuya gives a soft chuckle before rolling over and closing his eyes once more. “You better not wake me.”

    “Relax. It’ll just feel like you’re having a wet dream about me. Dream me will be just as good.”

    “Oh god, please shut up.”

    (Or, a very sleepy Chuuya is taken care of by his boyfriend.)

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    03 Jul 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    The North has never trusted the scientist hidden away in his reactor. To them, he is a dangerous Alpha with too many secrets and too much power. The kind of person sensible people keep their distance from.

    Unfortunetly, Quackity has never been particulary sensible.

    The more warnings he recieves, the harder it becomes to leave it behind, especially after a soulmark develops.

    (Inspired by the amazing art by bl000dy_a on X! Link in the notes!)

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    30 Jun 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 21

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    🔞 For a year, Chuuya has been catching Dazai before he can walk into walls, trip over furniture, or send himself crashing face-first into the floor. Dating a stubborn man who refuses to admit he needs help comes with certain occupational hazards.

    Lately, though, something has changed.

    Dazai's accidents are becoming suspiciously predictable. Every stumble seems to happen when Chuuya is behind him. Every fall ends with Dazai sprawled across a desk, a couch, or a kitchen counter while Chuuya desperately tries not to think about it.

    The worst part? Dazai appears completely oblivious.

    Chuuya is not.

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    23 Jun 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Is there any value to this thing we call living?
    Why are we born into this world if only to die?

    Dazai left this world by choice but finds himself stuck as a ghost wandering the dusty corridors of an abandoned hospital with only the wind as friend, whispering sweet melodies to him every day that he would terribly like to no longer hear.
    Chuuya is looking for answers about his unclear past. To understand where he comes from and finally put an end to his years of incomprehension. His many searches lead him to an abandoned hospital.

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    23 Jun 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 39

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    Dazai is horny, or maybe he just needs to cling to Chuuya until he feels something—until he feels everything.

    “Want me to stop?” Chuuya pressed a kiss on the inner thigh before trailing lower, dragging the bridge of his nose along the place Dazai needed him most. “I could spend all night like this.”

    His hand spread across Dazai’s lower back.

    “A cigarette. A glass of wine. My fingers buried inside your pretty ass.”

    Another lick.

    “Or a toy.”

    His voice dipped lower.

    “Would you like that? Want me to fuck you with a toy?”

    Dazai forgot how to breathe.

    “Or I could pour wine right here and lick it up. I bet that combination would taste incredible.”

    “I want—”

    “I know.” The interruption was almost cruel. “Or you could ride me but I doubt your stamina would last.”

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    20 Jun 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 7

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    Dazai as a bottom, with various different tops.
    All days will be completed because I don’t like unfinished weeks!

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    19 Jun 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 9

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    "A gift for me, is this?" Dazai hums, as if he doesn't know as much already. When Chuuya only dips his head in a nod, he slides his palm along the chisel of his jaw to cup it in his hand before he digs his fingers and his thumb hard into Chuuya's cheeks. He commands, "Speak."

    How obedient he is, Dazai's loyal little pet. His pretty dog, so eager to please.

    Chuuya swallows hard, visible in the bob of his throat, and the single word comes out deep and rough when he says, "Yes."

    Dazai gets a birthday gift.

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    19 Jun 2026

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