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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    “You’re fuckin’ thirty, you have just turned thirty, twelve hours ago,” he says incredulously. “You’ve still got your whole life ahead of you.”

    “But I haven’t done anything!” she exclaims dramatically, gesturing with her glass hard enough that water splashes onto the table.

    “You’re months away from finishing your residency,” Jack points out dryly as he reaches over to rescue the glass from her hand entirely. “And you had a paper published in The Lancet. I’d say those count as pretty significant achievements.”

    Samira rolls her eyes at him again, like he’s deliberately missing the point.

    “But I haven’t done anything else!”

    Or—Samira kicks off her thirtieth birthday party with an existential crisis.

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Contrary to popular belief, Samira Mohan does believe in love. Sure, she might be a cynic when it comes to matters of her own heart and prospects, but she knows love when she sees it. She felt it from her parents for thirteen golden years. Witnesses it now between patients and their families at their bedsides. She sees the absence of love, too. Her frequent flyers coming in for a check up and chat. Samira herself, getting older and lonelier with every passing year.

    So yes, Samira Mohan believes in love. She just isn't so sure there is any love to be found for her.

     

    OR: Samira gets the rom-com moment she deserves.

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    20 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 70

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    This was their game, her and Jack. It had begun shortly after Pitt fest and had been slowly growing more and more by the year. It took her a while to understand that he was flirting with her. She knew he was a flirt, god the whole state probably knew that Jack Abbot was a flirt, but she had always counted herself out of that equation. That was until he had stared into her soul after teaching her a dangerous field procedure he probably hadn’t done in twenty years and told her she was the most brilliant doctor he had ever met.

    She tried not to think about how domestic it felt, their little routine. He made her coffee every morning, and she made him a cup at night. Then they threatened to kiss one another and that was that. It was simple. Flirting. That was simple, easy. Right?

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    Samira and Jack have a mildly complicated, very flirtatious, loving friendship. Things start to change when an emergency renders Samira's apartment unusable and Jack just so happens to have a place for her to stay. Suddenly, it's a lot harder for Samira to push down all the feelings she has for Jack Abbot.

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    13 May 2026

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    “Hey.”

    Samira’s shoulders drop at the familiar voice, and despite the fatigue tugging her down and the horror of whatever the fuck is in her hair, a smile creeps onto her face. She turns to look at Jack, walking from the door over to her with his arms crossed over his chest.

    The company is the only good part of a night shift, in her opinion.

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    11 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    She hopes – he knows – that they have many good years in front of them. And then, when those years are through, he dreams – she knows – they will have many more; her ashes fertilizing the soil where his bones rest. By the time the Sun swallows the Earth, they will have been some new civilization’s Lovers of Modena.

    Samira wants to live in his skin. Jack wants to puppeteer the world to her every whim. Loss has made them odd lovers. It's not anyone's business but their own.

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    10 May 2026

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    They’ve been calling each other the stupid nicknames since their time in the VA when an older Vet with a gnarly leg lac from a fishing hook thought Samira and he were together. 

    Jack was hunched over, suturing, and she wandered in to watch him. She criticized a stitch he made, pointing out he placed it a little too close, leaning in over his shoulder. She stayed there watching him fix it.

    “I envy you two,” Mr Kennedy said as Samira was about to pull the curtain back to leave, a smug smile on her face after she had bumped Jack’s shoulder with her own for doing a good job. Mr. Kennedy was smiling at them, a little twinkle from the fluorescents in his eyes. “Young love is such a precious thing.” 

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    or, same age mohabbot au

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    05 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 65

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    Swallowing a choked sound of grief, Samira held Robby’s intense stare firmly. “Got it,” she spat out roughly, “won’t happen again.”

    There could’ve been a flash of regret in his eyes, but she’d already turned on her heels and disappeared to the ambulance bay before she could analyze it.

    Her shift was almost over. She could do it, handle another hour with everyone’s eyes on her.

    Besides, was that really anything new?

    Although, there was only one pair of eyes that seemed to leave any sort of effect on her at all.

    In fact, they were glued to her at that very moment.

     

    ; After watching Robby scold Samira in the middle of the crowded ED, Jack makes certain she knows her worth.

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    03 May 2026

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    Samira looks at Robby and sees a father figure. Robby looks at her and sees himself. Jack Abbot sees them both so clearly.

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    She can hear her college roommate’s voice in her head. “That sounds like a textbook case of daddy issues.” Which isn’t entirely wrong. Like many young women with unresolved father-shaped wounds, she has a tendency to imprint onto older men.

    It would be less weird if Samira wanted to fuck Robby. 

    What she wants is so much worse.

    And yet it feels just as inappropriate to imagine. He’s her boss. Her abandonment issues and aching loneliness should be checked at the door when she walks into work because she’s twenty-seven years old and this is a fucking emergency room. 

    And yet. It doesn’t stop her from wanting.

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    03 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 22

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    Jack Abbot is used to being lonely. It's something even his bones know. He was lonely before his wife died and he was lonely after. He assumes he will someday die lonely, too. What he doesn't realize, though, is that there is someone out there who is just as lonely as he is.

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    02 May 2026

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    Samira has a five-year plan: finish her residency, complete a fellowship, and continue her research into racial disparities in the ER. She wants to become the kind of doctor who wouldn’t miss the warning signs of a heart attack in a man like her father.

    Samira and Jack have been seeing each other for almost a year, which is to say, they sleep together, know everything about one another, have keys to each other’s places, cook for each other, and Samira owns more of Jack’s clothes than her own.

    But they’re not in a relationship. Samira refuses to be the resident who fell in love with an attending, and she won’t let anything distract her from her work.

    There are no labels. It’s casual, it’s fun, it’s easy.

    Right?

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    29 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Yoga strengthens the mind-body connection,” Samira says, eyeing him intently. Her voice is slipping into the steady, matter-of-fact tone that she takes with nervous patients and uncertain medical students alike. “While nude, you’d have a complete range of movement with no restriction from clothing, and it helps with body image-related anxieties.”

    “I—” Jack coughs, weakly. “Right.”

    “So,” Samira declares. “I think it’s a good idea.”

    “What’s a good idea?” Jack says.

    “Nude yoga,” Samira says, and in that moment, hooks her fingers underneath her top and pulls it, along with her sports bra, up over her head.

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    29 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 45

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    Downward dog on a single leg had been challenging at first, but now, Jack Abbot was nailing it with the grace of a pink flamingo on a meditation break. Bent naked on his terrace, he didn’t think about how Dr. Mohan was far away, about how he could never reach her again, never even gravitate around her delightfully solar presence again. After nearly fifteen years of celibacy, it wasn’t that big of a deal.

    … was it ?

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    OR The recommendation letter didn't go as planned. But maybe that was for the best, actually.

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    24 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 32

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    Dr. Samira Mohan has a soft face, a soft heart and soft hands.
    Dr. Jack Abbot loves all of these things.

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    21 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 35

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    As Samira approaches the door, she wonders what Shen’s doing up here, and if Jack’s with him. Thinks maybe Parker’s here, too. Hoping, really, that she wasn’t left behind after all. Just before she pushes open the door, she hears a loud grunt.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Five times Dr. Samira Mohan thought she had a massive crush on Dr. Jack Abbot.
    And one time she did something about it.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    It was the last moments of this interaction that sealed her fate. A long simmering desire that lived just beneath her tongue - something Trinity would have teased her for as drunken words and sober thoughts. Each step into the apartment was like descending further into a dream so when Jack with his comforting disposition and salt-and-pepper hair smiled at her and said, ‘Goodnight Samira.’ She responded the way she would in her dreams.

    “Goodnight Daddy.”

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    How Samira Mohan learns to accept being taken care of (and maybe gets a Daddy along the way).

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    14 Apr 2026

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    “Wasn’t Mohan scheduled for the day shift?”

    “I sent her home, she almost passed out and she definitely had a fever.”

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    Samira Mohan is not sick. Jack Abbot is good at finding spare keys.

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    14 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 52

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    He’s always found her attractive, because anybody with two eyes and a brain can see that she’s gorgeous. He just didn’t know that seeing her with a little bit of makeup and her hair down would be like seeing an angel in the flesh.

    And the lipgloss. That damn lipgloss.

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    Dr. Mohan gets called into the night shift to replace Dr. Ellis, and Dr. Abbot sees her in makeup for the first time.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “For as long as you’re inside, you’re not a doctor, you’re not a resident. You’re just Samira. You’re just someone who’s had a bad day,” Tentatively, his hand landed on the armrest in between them, inches away from hers. “Just someone who needs taking care of,” he leaned in and dropped his voice to a whisper, “Let me take care of you."

     

    Jack finds Samira right after S2E13 and takes care of her the best he can. They both desperately need it.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Samira is 23 years old, a scholarship student at PTMC. She has her whole life planned out, and so far she’s been checking off every goal.

    Until she meets Jack Abbot. Not in a normal way. With lies. With both of them pretending to be someone they’re not.

    Jack Abbot, 43, night shift supervisor, wears a fake wedding ring. He has never been married and never been widowed—but the ring works like a magnet. It keeps expectations low. It keeps things simple.

    But one night is enough for something to go wrong. One of those situations with an 85% to 98% effectiveness rate.

    And somehow… they end up being the exception.

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    08 Apr 2026

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