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    Dana shot him a meaningful look. "She up and says to me that Robby can't stand to be alone, has got the TV on in his bedroom all night."

    Jack scoffed. "No, he doesn't."

    Dana stilled, her blue eyes locking onto his. And just like that, it went from an idle comment to a moment. A moment that expanded, curling into something weighty, settling leaden in Jack's gut. "That right?" she muttered, and there was a whole epic journey packed into those two words, going from how would you know all the way to how did I not know.

    Fuck.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Yom Kippur fell on a Thursday, not quite a month after what was arguably the third-worst day of Robby's life.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    It landed deep in Robby's chest, a warm kind of awareness rising; this was Jack's version of care. He may not approve of the bike, but he was trying to make sure Robby was as safe as possible on it.

    Jack dropped the Garmin back to the table and tapped the pocket knife. "And a Leatherman ARC. It's got like twenty tools on here. Basic stuff, but it'll help you fix some things. And before you argue, you never know what could go wrong on the road. If you're not always prepared, you're never prepared."

    "Are you about to hit me with 'two is one, one is none?'" Robby asked, only slightly mocking.

    Jack jutted his chin forward, stubborn. "If I thought you'd take two, I'd send two."

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    18 Aug 2026

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    It wasn’t the first time, and it certainly wouldn’t be the last. It was ordinary, part of both their continued white-knuckled grip on the edge of life. Keeping it together. Sometimes you just couldn’t carry it alone. Sometimes you needed someone to stand by you, to fill the air with words until the world righted itself, to walk beside you back onto solid ground.

    Sometimes, unfortunately, it was that person’s day off, and you had to drag yourself off the roof.

    Jack kept drifting.

    He wanted it all to stop.

    He craved silence.

    Stillness.

    Darkness.

    The world was too damn bright.

     

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    Jack has a rough night and goes to find Robby. Robby tries to keep Jack grounded, however he can.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Gifting someone a stethoscope at a milestone was very traditional, he knew, but some traditions should be observed. They kept you anchored to something greater than yourself. And this one was just...warm. Jack always thought of the people who'd given him his steths—Colonel Jacquemin, who'd gifted him his first Littmann when he finished residency, or Lizzie, who'd given him his current Littmann III when Adamson hired him as an attending. It was a reminder of the people who loved you, believed in you, helped you along the way, a physical token of those you carried with you.

    Sure, maybe it wasn't exactly Jack's place to give one to Robby, more properly the domain of family or mentors. If Adamson had lived to retire, he would've gifted Robby a steth to celebrate his promotion, Jack was sure. Robby's family was gone, so that wasn't an option, and Jack would be damned if Robby's elevation to one of the highest posts in their field would go uncelebrated.

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    13 Aug 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 15

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    Free fall.
    It would be so easy. Ambulance sirens slicing through the city noises, nightlights a stroboscope making one’s head spin. And the heights, how far from down below.
    One step. One final, fainting step.

    Or: Robby at the end of S1E15, riding on his emotional crash. But Abbot is there, and they do not join the others at the park. Instead, a short couple of hours alone together, during which Abbot makes damn sure to pull out of Robby all that he's kept inside.

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    09 Aug 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 12

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    Jack thinks he's following Robby into a gay bar out of concern. Turns out they're both looking for the same thing.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Robby frowned and looked at Jack. "Is it me or are you now off Monday through Thursday?"

    "Yeah, I figure we can drive out Tuesday morning and come back in time for my shift Friday night."

    Robby's eyebrows rose in surprise. "Did someone invite you to the cabin I rented?" Jack tilted his head and just looked at Robby, silent and expectant. After a long moment, Robby huffed a resigned laugh, like he wondered why he even bothered protesting. "Jack, would you like to come hiking with me?"

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    02 Aug 2026

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    “You okay?” Robby asked, concern lacing his voice, all of this attention now on Jack.

    “Yeah, yeah. It’s—fuck this is dumb.” Jack mentally braced himself. “So you’re on Grindr, right?”

    “...Yes,” Robby answered hesitantly, his brow furrowing in confusion. “And I know you know that, so…” He trailed off and raised his eyebrows, questioning.

    Jack did some quick mental math on how to have this conversation without humiliating himself and came up empty, so he took the direct approach. “How would you advise an older bi guy who’s new to the whole ‘sex with men’ scene?”

    Jack comes to Robby for help, but things don’t go as planned for either of them.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Robby isn't keen on PTMC's newest employee—entirely unaware that he's already falling for Jack in the anonymity of an internet message board.

    Or, let's mash up The Pitt and You've Got Mail.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Terrified to leave, more terrified to stay, unable to bear the thought of being alone with himself for even a single hour longer, he did the only thing he had ever known how to do in moments like this, which was run blindly toward the person who frightened and comforted him in equal measure.

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    26 Jul 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    Three weeks into Robby's sabbatical, Jack gets a bad feeling and tracks him down to a motel, thankful to find him alive.

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    25 Jul 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 42

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    “I want you so worked up and desperate that you’ll be begging for relief when you get home.”

    Despite what had happened between them, how much they had done together, Abbot could still make him blush bright red.

    “I’m not a begging kind of man.”

    “We’ll see about that.”

    Abbot kissed him on the cheek.

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    Robby learns that he is, indeed, a begging kind of man.

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    25 Jul 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 52

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    As chief attending, Robby often gets an earful about how talented, helpful, and professional Dr. Abbot is. Fortunately for Jack, this turns Robby on to no end.

    The Pitt Kinktober Day 5 - Dirty Talk

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    22 Jul 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 88

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    "You don’t have to come," Jack repeated, before grabbing Robby's bag out of his hand and slinging it into the trunk next to his own. "This is new, and they’re a lot, and it’s not even your holiday.”

    Or, Jack invites Robby to his mom's for Christmas.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Dennis wants to commemorate his first stint at the ER with a tattoo, not realising just how much he'd like it, and the artist.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    When Robby comes home uncharacteristically upset from a frustrating shift at the hospital, Jack takes matters into his own hands.

    Day 12 of The Pitt Kinktober 2025: Orgasm Denial

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    21 Jul 2026

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    “Cool off, sweetheart, I can hear how wound up you are. Like a live wire, huh? Breathe for me. We’re gonna do this again after you come back down. This is a long time for you already. I remember the other week you barely made it twenty minutes with me.” Jack tells him and briefly, absurdly, he feels a bit like a coach.

    Masturbatory progressive overload.
    Jack barely contains a grin.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Jack was poised for a beautiful three-pointer when Jake spoke, "So, hey, what's it feel like to get fucked?"

    The surprise of it scattered his focus for an instant, but figuring that was what Jake wanted, Jack let muscle memory pull him through, releasing the basketball—and getting nothing but net, fuck yeah.

    Then he looked over at Jake and tipped his head, nonchalant. "Vulnerable."

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    20 Jul 2026

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    The job offer came out of nowhere. Centennial Hospital, a level 1 trauma center in Colorado, wanted him to take over for their retiring chief attending. They'd heard the same rumors as everyone about PTMC—how it'd be taken over, transformed, the ED shut down. Didn't Jack want to get ahead of it and find himself a new gig, head of the department, master of his own fate? And the money, of course. Lots and lots of money.

    Jack promptly told them to fuck off.

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    20 Jul 2026

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